Cultivating during the Period of Fa Rectification
A Chinese practitioner from Saskatchewan, Canada
Hello, respected Master, hello, my fellow practitioners:
I am a practitioner from Regina, Saskatchewan, Canada. I obtained the Fa
after the April 25 event. Thanks for Master's great compassion that arranged my
cultivation during the period of rectifying Fa. Looking back at my short time of
cultivation in Dafa, I feel so fortunate and thankful that I cannot express it
in words. Now I'd like to share my brief experience with you. 1. The beginning of obtaining Fa (Law & Principals of the
universe)
The first time I heard of Falun Gong was from the news about the April 25
Event in 1999. In August 1999, there was a new employee at my restaurant who was
from China, a Falun Gong practitioner. Feeling curious, I asked her what was
Falun Gong? What she said left me the impression that it was a good Qigong
practice that can make a person truly healthy. The next day, I went to another
city for a business trip, and happened to find the book Zhuan Falun in a
bookstore. As I read the book, all my heart and body was attracted by it. I
spent one day and finished the whole book. I thought: "It is such a good
book, why didn't I find it earlier?" I wanted to learn Falun Gong
immediately, but another thought made me hesitate: "Can I meet the
requirement that the book says? The principle that 'You won't fight back when
you're beaten or sworn at,' seemed too high for me. It was also impossible for
me, a businessman, to give up all fame, gain and feelings." I put aside the
book and fell into deep thoughts. However, there was a strong power attracting
me to read the book again. I read it twice. This time, what Master said in the
book awoke me: "The more one gains, the more one infringes upon others. One
will get things one does not deserve. This person will be attached to fame and
profit, thus losing de."(Zhuan Falun, English Version P30) I
suddenly realized what a dangerous condition I was in because of my attachment
to fame, gain and feeling. It would be too late if I could not awaken. So I
decided to cultivate Falun Dafa.
I came cross two big tests of xiao ye (eliminating Karma) in a very
short period of time after I obtained Fa. One was allergic asthma, which lasted
three days. Another was heart disease. It almost shook my confidence at the end
of three weeks. I thought: "I will go to hospital if it won't pass
tomorrow." But on the next day, everything had gone; I became a new healthy
person. I regret that I did not hold a solid belief in Dafa. 2. Passing tests
My first test of cultivation came from my family. I have been a faithful son
to my parents and a responsible husband to my wife. I am also the host of the
whole family. But my decision to cultivate was opposed by the whole family,
including my parents, my wife, and my parents-in-law. My wife said: "We
have just earned some money and can lead a good life. Why do you have to
practice this Falun Gong that the government banned?" While my father told
me of the current situation in China, he tried to persuade me to understand the
times. When these arguments did not work, they started to abuse and beat me.
They said: " You are so selfish! You only want to be a Buddha and don't
care if we live or die." My mother, who was in China, often called me in
tears. It felt so hard to pass this test. During the silent endurance, I used to
feel weak sometimes thinking: "Why is this test is so hard to pass? Can I
pass it?" Through studying the Fa, I understood that it was my tribulation
or the test of feelings; I should give it up sooner or later. But it was still
hard to pass. Finally, one day, my father asked me to make a clear choice
between Dafa and my parents. My parents-in-law also threatened to break off
their relationship with me. Contradictions and sadness were filling in my heart.
My father decided to curse Teacher, and this made me very determined. I said
sternly: "Do not curse my Master any more, I'm determined to cultivate this Dafa!" I should not do things or say
something against my conscience; I should be a real Dafa practitioner! Of
course, my parent's feelings were hurt, but I had no choice. They will
understand some day in the future that what I did was the best for them. From
then on, they did not bother me much nor curse Teacher again. From the
"Transformation of Karma"(P146), I understand that they were helping
me to upgrade my xinxing and I also got the transformation of Karma.
Master said: "because whoever has acquired the karma feels uncomfortable.
It is guaranteed to be this way."(P160) I should thank them. I continuously
told them Dafa is the righteous Fa and the principle of "Good is rewarded
with good, and evil with evil," as well as persuading them to read Minghui
Net. At the same time, I tried my best to do my business and housework so as to
change their misunderstanding of Dafa.
At that time, my heart was very calm; I knew I passed this test with my
righteous thought. Dafa was changing me and confirming my confidence in
cultivation.
Another test for me was insisting on practicing Dafa. I could not do the
double lotus though I suffered a lot and tried many methods. During the studying
of Fa, I realized that I have looked on the outside. This was my own tribulation
and I must pass it myself. When my legs were painful again, Master's words
appeared in my mind: "If you ask for an illness, it will come inside your
body. "(P217) The more I thought about the pain, the more severe the pain
would be, so I tried not to care about it. As a result, the pain really reduced.
For the purpose of Hongfa, I persisted in doing practice outside, no
matter how cold it was. Sometimes, I felt so very lonely that I wanted to stop
practicing; sometimes, I did not have enough confidence. In winter, I was also
afraid of the cold weather. Sometimes, I thought: " Am I being laughed at
while practicing on such a cold day?" Master said when he taught the Fa of Xuanguan
Shewei: "Everyone knows that in addition to this xinxing
standard, a practitioner's gong is cultivated through suffering numerous
lifelong tribulations and experiencing difficult environments. It is therefore
extremely precious."(P182) I realized that this was my fear of hardships.
What I suffered was far away from what Mater said: "endure the toughest
hardships of all."(P375) From then on, I took the practicing outside as a
good opportunity to endure hardship and get rid of the attachment of fear. I
have been persisting in practicing outdoors by myself in all seasons of the
year. 3. Helping Master in the Human World
There were no Falun Gong practice sites in the two provinces of Saskatchewan
and Manitoba when I obtained the Fa. Practitioners from Toronto and other cities
came here promoting Dafa and shared their experiences four times. This not only
helped me a lot, it also attracted the attention of the local media. They put
Dafa books and videotapes in the libraries and bookstores so that people could
know about Dafa in different ways. However, building up long time practice sites
to promote Dafa still needed solid and consistent work. I realized that I was
the only person to take this responsibility in all the two provinces.
At the beginning, I did not know how to promote Fa and tell the truth to the
people around me. I just kept talking to my friends; sometimes I was so excited
I was moved to tears, while the listeners were indifferent. Later on, they even
avoided me when walking on the streets. Due to the negative influence of the
evil, some local Chinese community leaders came to talk with me. I was ashamed
of China. No one paid any attention to me when I went to the media because there
were too few practitioners in the local area. When distributing newspapers,
collecting signatures and visiting MPs, the only other practitioner thought I
was involved in politics and never came out again. Some old members of the
Chinese community came to my restaurant to harass me and asked my father to post
anti-Falun Gong material from the Chinese Consulate in my restaurant. The
consulate passed word to me that they did not want me to practice Falun Gong.
Mai Ping, the Chinese Ambassador, canceled ten large meals in my restaurant, and
the Chinese consulate stopped holding their usual banquets there. Instigated by
the Chinese Consulate, even the Secure Bureau of Canada brought pressure on me.
I felt like "Hundreds of tribulations are falling down." I remembered
the words of Master: "how will you practice cultivation if you do not have
any worries or troubles?"(P161) Master taught us in Rationality:
"Validate the Fa with reason, clarify the truth with wisdom, spread the Fa
and offer people salvation with benevolence--this is establishing the mighty
virtue of an enlightened being." I realized that this was a good chance to
test and upgrade my xinxing, so I was determined to pass it. In my
restaurant, I hung posters telling the truth about Dafa, as well as pictures and
newspapers both in Chinese and English. Because my restaurant faces the main
street, I also put the posters in the windows. I distributed Dafa truth
materials and the videotape of "Self-Immolation" to grocery stores,
restaurants, barbershops, cafes, student associations, churches, & traveling
agencies. I recommended newspapers to publish articles about Falun Gong. I went
to the mall to do the practice at a certain time that was advertised on the TV.
A couple of people even came to learn. Gradually, some of them decided to do
cultivation practice.
I developed two other big cities, Saskatoon and Winnipeg, the same way. I
spent two days every week going to these cities; travel time for one is three
hours one-way, and the other is six hours. I also held workshops in these
cities. In Regina and Saskatoon, there were 30 to 40 people who came to
participate, and in Winnipeg more than 60 people took part in it. Most of these
beginners had lots of questions about the crackdown in China, the
self-immolation, politics and religion. So every time, I brought Dafa materials,
posters and videotapes to explain the true situation of Dafa to them. Gradually,
their questions cleared up. After learning the five sets of exercises, they
still wanted to practice, so I suggested to them to study the Fa. We study Dafa
before practice every week. All of them bought the books and started to study
the Fa seriously. Now every city has more than ten new practitioners. Some
people could not persist, but at least they know the truth of Dafa and they will
tell their relatives and friends. Maybe this will become the seeds for their
further cultivation.
There were many touching stories during contact with these new practitioners.
In Winnipeg, a western practitioner's Tianmu opened. She has no doubt about Dafa
and decided not to go to church again. In Saskatoon, a Chinese female student
came to learn Dafa under much pressure. Now she has given up a different kind of
Qigong that she used to practice and has determined to be a real Dafa
practitioner.
Once, while we were studying Fa, a western lady drew me aside when we read
"Buddha-Nature" and told me that she had open Tianmu for a long time,
and she often heard some voice from the scene she saw. It said, "You have
the Buddha-nature." She did not understand what Buddha-nature meant. Now
she finally found it in Zhuan Falun, and she was so exited.
Master said in the lecture at the Great-Lakes Conference: "So when we're
clarifying the truth, we're eliminating some people's evil thoughts towards Dafa.
Haven't we saved them at least when it comes to this? Since in the process of
your clarifying the facts there are people who obtain the Fa, not only is that
sin of theirs eliminated, but at the same time you will have also saved
them." I feel real happy that these people who had a predestined
relationship have now obtained the Fa.
At the time when I was promoting Dafa to these cities, I also paid attention
to introduce Dafa and the truth of Dafa to the municipal administrations and MPs
so that they could understand Dafa and give their support. January 13, 2001 was
Falun Dafa Day in Regina. During the process of holding Falun Dafa Week in
Saskatoon, the Chinese Consulate interfered by sending a letter to the municipal
congress. The local newspaper Star Phoenix published this letter openly and one
congressman stated his point of view about Falun Dafa Week. In spite of the
interference of the Chinese Consulate, the Municipal Congress finally approved
Falun Dafa Week (April 23 to April 29). These proclamations pushed the Fa
spreading forward in these cities.
Compared with fellow practitioners in China, I always feel that what I do is
so little. As a Dafa practitioner during the cultivation of Fa rectification I
will study the Fa intensively, get rid of more human mentalities, and follow
Master closely in the process of rectifying the Fa. Thank you, Master! Thank you all.
Chinese version available at
http://minghui.cc/mh/articles/2001/6/16/12177.html
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