The Boundless Power Of Compassion and Selflessness
A Dafa practitioner in Mainland China
(Clearwisdom.net) I. Behind the attachment of fear
During this magnificent and solemn historical period, individual cultivation
and the Fa rectification are fused together. While taking on the vital historic
mission to clarify the truth to people and to expose the evil, Chinese
practitioners are also facing a critical trial with respect to the evil beings'
use of every conceivable means to persecute them. Therefore, some practitioners
who have stepped forward, as well as those who still remain behind, are afraid
to be apprehended, detained, and sent to labor camps by the evil establishment.
I realized that these fears are all caused by a lack of compassion.
Teacher stated in his "Lecture at the Great Lakes Conference in North
America," "when this Fa-rectification matter is over, humankind will
enter the next stage, and those people and beings who have in their minds 'the
Dafa of the cosmos isn't good' will be the first eliminated ..." During our
efforts to clarify the truth and expose the evil, if our compassion truly
emerges from our heart, our only thoughts should be: "If I were to be taken
away by the evil and persecuted by them, then who else could help to cleanse the
iniquitous factors in the minds of people who have a predestined relationships
with me? Who would offer salvation to them?" We cannot wait for other
fellow practitioners to perform the task, since we ourselves are cultivating to
be Dafa particles, and these are our own historic missions. It is our duty to be
responsible for all the righteous factors in this universe, to be accountable to
all beings. To be honest, "fear" itself is "selfish." When
we truly set our hearts toward being accountable to all sentient beings and for
the benefit of others, our compassion will naturally emerge. Our compassion will
be like a fountain that never runs dry. It will nurture all things and matter.
Evil will never dare to get close to us because it would melt within our
compassion. In an article published by Clear Wisdom "The Story Of How A
Young Policeman Received The Fa," we read that there were two wicked
policemen: one savagely beat up Dafa practitioners, and the other repulsively
swore at them. One day an elderly woman (a Dafa practitioner) was taken in by
the police. Yet this practitioner did not have the slightest sense of fear, but
acted just like she was returning to her own home. All she did was take one
glance at those villainous police, and their fists loosened up. This is the
power of compassion.
Before distributing materials to clarify the truth, I would always study the
Fa first, and then spend ten minutes sending forth righteous thoughts. While
posting the flyers, I continuously sent forth the righteous thoughts, "The
Fa rectifies the Cosmos, the Evil is completely eliminated." "Show
compassion to all sentient beings." We must purify our minds when carrying
out the task, and never treat the task as an obligation or a job, or think,
"get it done fast so I can leave here early." Even though I came to
this realization and understanding of the Fa, I still felt tense at times, and I
asked myself why I behaved like that. I recalled what Teacher once said about a
practitioner who did not treat himself as a true cultivator while eliminating
his karma. He still had a mentality of taking chances. Fundamentally, he still
treated his physical discomfort as illness. He was thinking that by not taking
any medication conspicuously, Teacher would help eliminate his karma." I
asked myself whether I had such an attitude, too: "If I keep thinking about
showing my compassion to people, Teacher will protect me from the evil
persecution." This is a deeply hidden and concealed selfishness; otherwise
I would take on these tasks cheerfully and without any reservations.
Below I would like to present several personal experiences along the Fa
rectification path. One evening, I was going to post banners on a fairly busy
street. One fellow practitioner said, "Please do not go, I feel danger this
evening." My heart jolted but soon I came to realize, "I am a Dafa
practitioner. I will set my heart to its purest and truest state to accomplish
the most sacred task in this universe. Nothing will go awry." As I was
getting underway, one of my relatives called me on the phone, "Don't go
anywhere for a couple of days. Your area has been especially under tight
security. Quite a few of your people have been arrested!" Putting down the
phone, I thought for a while, "Is it Teacher who was sending me a warning
of impending danger? Or ..." I thought again, "The purpose of my life
is to exterminate the evil, and I will not recognize any arrangement by the old
evil forces. If my righteous thought is overwhelming, evil will of itself no
longer exist." I then went out and smoothly accomplished every task that I
had planned.
During one stage, I had to walk a long way to distribute truth-clarifying
leaflets, and the evil started to obstruct me, letting my shoes painfully rub
against my feet. Both of my feet grew big blisters covering the entire sole,
forming thick calluses. I pierced the blisters to let the liquid out, but each
day the situation got worse. The blisters grew larger and one blister started
seeping blood. Liquid seeping out of blisters stuck to the socks, which then
glued to the lining of my shoes. It was getting impossible to walk. I could
barely inch forward. With each movement the pain would come, causing a cold
sweat over my body. It felt that I would die from this unbearable pain. I
thought to myself holding the pamphlets, "Should I go back and rest for a
while, or continue my efforts to distribute leaflets?" I hesitated.
Finally, I set my mind straight and said to myself, "If I fail to
distribute pamphlets then the evil will be most joyful. If I have to die, let me
die while sending truth clarifying leaflets saving all the people, but never let
me die on the bed!" So I kept inching forward distributing the materials.
After I finished the second unit (of a seven story apartment building) and
stepped down the last staircase, my feet no longer hurt and I could walk like a
normal person. There was no way to describe my elated and grateful feelings.
Another time, I ran into a college student. His attitude was a complete
replica of the media propaganda. For more than two hours I tried in vain to
break through his mental block. I had a chaste and proper attitude during my
encounter, and I was speaking to him completely based on my compassion and not
in one instance did I try to outsmart him with the clever tactics of ordinary
humans. I was really doing it for the good of his own life, not a bit for my own
self-interest. Yet why was he still so adamant about his own opinion? I felt
tired of fighting the evil influence behind him, and my compassion seemed to run
dry. I could hardly raise my head while sitting on the floor. A voice appeared,
"Why not give up, he is beyond salvation!" All of a sudden my main
consciousness got a boost and I said to myself, "I must remain determined
to the end. So long as he is not one of the evil itself that is unsavable and
unkeepable, I will use all the compassion in my life to save him, even if it
means exhausting all of my life!" Later on, all of a sudden he spoke,
"I am very sympathetic to Dafa practitioners!" Just with this one
sentence, I felt I had regained all my strength and more. I again showed him
truth-clarifying materials. After he read them over he said, "Jiang XX and
Luo XX are just too atrocious and abominable, and you Dafa practitioners are so
kind. I never would have thought that there still existed kind people like you.
I will also judge my own actions following the standard of
"Truthfulness-Benevolence-Forbearance"! I will help you to distribute
pamphlets." Thus, another life was saved.
II. Do not wait, do not rely on others
"So in clarifying the truth, don't wait, don't rely on others, and don't
just hope for changes in external factors." Dafa practitioners must advance
diligently during the course of Fa rectification. We must proactively take on
every matter related to the Fa rectification. I gained serious lessons in this
respect. During a certain stage I regarded the entire cultivation path as having
been arranged by the Teacher. Everything must be allowed to take its natural
course. So I would distribute materials only when other practitioners gave them
to me. Otherwise it was because Teacher did not "arrange" that for me.
At the same time, I would only remind those practitioners who did not advance
diligently when I met them. If I did not meet them it only meant that they did
not need my help. Later on, I realized these thoughts were extremely
inappropriate and improper. It was my complacency that was being taken advantage
by the evil. This period lasted about 4 months, a very long time indeed! Teacher
said in his lecture "To All Students At the Nordic Fa Conference:"
"Every one of us is creating history for the future." The term
"creating" contains very profound meanings and connotations.
III. "Fa Rectification" must be accomplished with "No
Omissions"
During the course of Fa rectification, we must treat everyone as our audience
for clarifying the truth. We have to systematically distribute the truth
clarifying literature. At the same time, during our day-to-day life, we will
encounter many ordinary people while riding a bus, or going shopping, and we
should give them the truth clarifying material as well. This requires that we
always carry with us some pamphlets and seize every opportunity to hand them
out. This is also one of the manifestations of "No Omissions."
During the course of Fa rectification, what we are trying to
"rectify" are the distorted factors in the universe. We are also lives
in this universe, and we also have within ourselves the warped factors.
Therefore we must also pay attention to our own thoughts and acts. If there are
any little statements or deeds that do not conform to the Dafa of this universe,
we must first rectify them in ourselves. This is also another manifestation of
"No Omissions."
The above are just some personal experiences and understandings during the
course of Fa-rectification, which I would like to share with all fellow
practitioners so as to encourage each other. Please kindly point out any place
that is lacking.
Chinese version available at
http://www.minghui.ca/mh/articles/2001/8/8/14444.html
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