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My Painful Experience of Being Tortured While Detained in a Mental Hospital Guo Fengxia, Falun Dafa Practitioner from Xianyu Village, Dingxing County, Hebei Province (Clearwisdom.Net) I am Guo Fengxia, female, 40, resident of Xianyu Village,
Dingxing County, Hebei Province. I fortunately obtained Dafa in 1998. Before
obtaining Dafa, I had suffered from many diseases. The most difficult one was
colitis, which I had suffered from on and off for the past few decades. When an
attack of colitis occurred, I would be sick for ten days to half a month, and be
very fatigued. Several other diseases would then follow. I had become someone
who was regularly sick even though I was very young. My face appeared pale and
gaunt. I felt too tired to be alive. I even thought of committing suicide.
In this situation, I started practicing Dafa. Even before I finished reading Zhuan
Falun for the first time, the symptoms of several diseases disappeared
miraculously. Whether I drank cold water, or ate cold or greasy food, suddenly
didn't matter anymore. My mother has also been chronically ill. I happily rode
my bike home and told her the news. She said joyfully, " Really? Then I'll
practice with you." My two children practiced with me as well. From the
time we began practicing, the four of us never took any medicine, and I was very
happy and healthy. My body was full of energy although I was busy up to my ears
in work, farming and feeding pigs. Sometimes I didn't even have time to eat, but
I was still happy and energetic. Dafa gave my life back to me, and turned me
from a "medicine basket" (a sick person) into someone both physically
and mentally healthy.
At the end of July 1999, the vicious forces began their insane persecution. I
joined other Dafa practitioners in Shijiazhuang City to appeal to the local
government. When I returned, a group of people came to my town that said they
were from the police station. They asked me whether I would continue practicing
Falun Gong or not. I said yes. They asked me what were the benefits of
practicing Falun Gong. I said, "Through practicing, I got a healthy body
and high moral values." They gave a snort and didn't ask me anything else.
Instead, they told my family members that I was abnormal because I still dared
to tell the truth at this time of the crackdown on Falun Gong, and I should be
escorted to town to be tortured and beaten. They threatened my family members
with "the orders from higher authorities." They said, "We can not
report to our superiors about her attitude. Otherwise we would be punished too.
You shall send her to the mental hospital for treatment."
So, Wang Fan, Wang Suying, Li Jinfu, and Yu Xiuqin and other corrupt members
of the government goaded my family members into tricking me into two mental
hospitals in succession, the 6th Hospital of Baoding City and the 2nd Hospital
of Hebei Province, where I suffered inhumane torture.
At first I was sent to the 6th Hospital of Baoding City. Before leaving home,
my family members deceived me by saying, "Bad beatings are happening in the
police station. We will entrust somebody in the Baoding City Police Station to
let you avoid the beatings." At that time, I thought that wherever I went
would be all right so long as I were allowed to tell the truth. Then, my brother
showed up in a car and asked my husband's cousin to help arrange for me to go to
the mental hospital. They knew I was not a psychopath and they were afraid the
hospital would not accept me (They were not aware the mental hospital had also
received orders to torture Falun Gong practitioners). Regrettably, they acted as
Jiang Zemin's accomplices and became complicit in the wrongdoings practiced at
the mental hospital, where practitioners who practiced "Truthfulness,
Compassion and Forbearance" are tortured. These family members even thought
that they were extraordinarily clever. They didn't know they had been used.
I discovered I had been deceived when I saw the mental hospital's sign. I
asked them why we had come to the mental hospital. They still lied to me,
"We are coming here for a physical examination. The police will not detain
a sick person." After we got out of the car and entered an office to
register, they asked, "What's wrong with you?" I replied, "I'm a
Falun Gong practitioner."
I could only see "Illusive Syndrome" written on the paperwork. Now
that holding up one's belief was called "Obsession Symptom", what
about holding up the belief of Marxism and Leninism? Should that be called
"Obsession of Marxism and Leninism?" Afterwards I went through
physical examinations and everything was normal. My family told me, "You
just hide here for a few days and we'll get you out then." In this way,
they pushed me into the ward of the hospital and left.
The hospital is a completely sealed area. No patients are allowed to go out.
It was summer time and really hot. Since July 22, 1999, when Jiang Zemin started
the persecution against Falun Gong, the temperature had been very high at 40
degrees centigrade. The ward was hot and suffocating and smelled terrible. The
sanitary conditions were very bad. The pillows were dirty and the bed and floor
were all hot. All those real mental patients were like ants on a hot pan,
shouting, crying, showing the whites of eyes, spitting out their tongues,
singing, cursing and laughing. Some of them clapped their hands day and night,
some were tied to the bed and running around with the bed ... there were all
kinds of people. In such a place a healthy but timid person would probably have
been scared into actually becoming mentally ill.
The next day, a nurse wanted to give me an injection. I told her, "I'm a
Falun Gong practitioner. I have no illness. I won't take any injection."
She said, "The doctor's prescription said to give you an injection. You
have to take it. Otherwise, I'll call several people to press you down and give
you the injection. Don't ask for trouble." Just like this, they forced me
to take injections twice a day. In the mental hospital, I didn't have a
washbasin, so I borrowed another's cup to drink the water from the bathroom
hose. Unfortunately, I had my menstruation at that time. I asked the nurses for
some paper towels but they wouldn't give them to me. How could this be a place
for humans! For the first time in my life, I had to endure this kind of
suffering. It was worse than suffering beatings and curses. As a practitioner, I
understood I should look into myself when facing any conflict. But I couldn't
find what was wrong with me (I didn't have enough understanding of the Fa
Rectification at that time). My spirit collapsed.
On the fourth day, my husband took my children to see me. He cried and
complained, "Others all said they wouldn't practice any more. Only you show
off. The police substation always calls on me and pressures me. I have no way
out. I can neither eat well nor sleep well." My children cried. And I
cried, too. It is so hard to practice and have a healthy body! But I didn't want
to stay here even for one single day. So I lied against my will, "I won't
practice anymore. Hurry up and get me out." My husband rushed to find the
related department to process things according to the procedure. However, the
hospital would not allow me to leave. They said unreasonably, "There is no
way for you to come and go as you want. Since you have come, you have to stay
for at least half a month." My husband could not help but ask influential
people to help with the arrangement and bribe them. Eventually, they agreed to
let me go. Half a month later when we went back to check out, I was charged for
1000 RMB, which was the cost of half a month, even though I had only stayed
there for 4 days. This kind of extortion is almost like what a robber does, and
now I suffered it. But many people were so used to this kind of unreasonable
persecution.
After I was sent to the mental hospital, the authorities in the town spread
the rumor that I was crazy from practicing Falun Gong, had been sent to the
mental hospital by my family, gotten cured, and thus saved by the
"government." They were so shameless! In order to achieve their goals,
they didn't do things directly but agitated others into the trap of doing their
dirty work for them. In this way they saved money and effort and didn't have to
take the responsibility. They then used what was done as material for slandering
Dafa. Such sinister and ruthless acts are really horrifying.
On August 1,1999, the police station of the town government sent me to the
county detention center because I refused to slander Teacher. They illegally
detained me for 23 days. The police reached out for a yard after taking an inch.
If you first said you gave up the practice, they would force you to slander the
Teacher, then to criticize Dafa, and then would press you further to appear on
TV for negative propaganda! They drew you to hell step by step. A lot of
relatives and friends told me, "If you want to practice, do it at home
secretly. Why go to Beijing? Why do you have to tell them? You are asking for
trouble." This is a faulty understanding. Also, this is not the real issue.
As a human being, one should have the right to speak out.
In the detention center, nearly 70 practitioners protested with a group
hunger strike, in order not to cooperate with any attempt to damage Dafa. On the
fourth day, the staff of the detention center relented, "As long as you
don't go to Beijing and practice at home secretly, we'll release you
immediately." They seemed to have taken a step backward, but actually, this
was also a trick. The county government was afraid to take the responsibility
and then delegated it to the town. When the hunger strike went on for the 6th
day, the town government was afraid to take the responsibility. They then
agitated my family members to force me into a car and send me to the
psychopathic department of the 2nd Hospital in Hebei Province. My elder brother
said, "Last time your stay was too short." My husband told me,
"This time you don't even think about getting out."
In the mental hospital, I protested against being forced to take medicine.
They then tied me on the bed and fiercely said, "See how sharp you
are!" They used what had been used in police stations against Dafa
practitioners. On the second day, they shocked me with electricity. One patient
passed out from the electric shock immediately. I sat up as though nothing had
happened to me. They asked me to go through a physical examination. The result
showed everything was normal. They wanted to give me an injection. I refused.
They said, "If you stop practicing and write a pledge, we will not give you
an injection." They sounded like what Jiang Zemin said. I questioned,
"You are doctors. Why do you do such things?" A young doctor wearing
glasses said, "Everywhere is the same under the party's control." A
female doctor named Yuan was in charge of my medication. She told me, "Your
husband told us to give you injections until you are not able to practice
anymore." They then gave me injections twice a day. At the beginning, I was
still able to practice. Later on, I felt weak all over my body. I was very
anxious and couldn't fall in sleep. I couldn't stand on my feet. Neither could I
sit or lay down. I couldn't help walking around. Once I started walking, I
couldn't stop. This kind of suffering cannot be even described. My vision became
blurred; my tongue became short and stiff; and I drooled all the time. I had a
difficult time speaking or eating.
Due to the inhuman torture I received over the two months starting when I was
in the detention center and continuing after I was sent to the mental hospital,
I became very thin until I was only skin and bones. Simply lying on the bed was
painful. I endured every minute and every second. One day seemed like a year.
Doctor Yuan led a group of people to go through the wards daily. When they came
to my room, she would ask, "How is it?" At the beginning, when I saw
she gloated over my misfortune, I only said calmly, "Nothing." Later
on, I couldn't say these few words clearly. I asked her what had happened. She
said, "Jiang Zemin doesn't want you to practice; your husband doesn't want
you to practice. Look at the suffering you are receiving." It sounded like
she had nothing to do with it. I overheard their talking, "She has been
poisoned due to an overdose." I was infused for two days to discharge the
poison. And they forced me to take medicine instead of injections.
My husband came to see me. He even said that I was pretending. He also said I
would be punished to death by the Party sooner or later. Doctor Yuan told my
family members, "In the mental hospital, every year some psychopath dies
from the medication. I cannot guarantee there will be no problem for your
family." During the period I stayed in the hospital, Xianyu Town government
had called the hospital. I don't know what they had talked about. I asked my
family members to take me out over and over again. My family members said,
"Only when you stop practicing can you leave." Under this huge
pressure, I was forced to enlighten along an evil path. I felt I was dying. Even
if they tortured me to death, they would shift the responsibility onto Falun
Gong. At that time, I thought I should stop practicing. So again, against my
will I followed the forces that persecute Dafa.
After I checked out of the hospital, the symptoms I had suffered in the
mental hospital had not disappeared completely. I went to the hospital for
treatment, the doctor said, "You will slowly recover after a week."
The hospital gave me a lot of medicine. From then on, I became a "medicine
basket" and once again a very sick person. I spent several hundred RMB. My
face was full of black spots. The symptom of being unable to fall asleep lasted
for half a year. I could not cheer up. The long-term persecution had reduced me
to a worse physical condition than what I had suffered before I practiced.
The No. 6 Hospital of Baoding City and Psychopathic Department of the 2nd
Hospital of Hebei Province torture Dafa practitioners with medicine that
destroys the central nervous system. The Deans and related staffs of hospitals,
they all cannot shirk their responsibilities. As doctors in charge, they
abandoned their professional ethics and harmed their patients knowingly and
against their conscience. Whatever benefits they got from these crimes will have
to be paid back double! The heavens will not forgive such things. My ignorant
family members had also sinned monstrously.
For the vicious people who try to wreck Dafa, here is the warning: It's the
absolute truth that "The good will be rewarded with good; the evil will
meet with retribution." "Truthfulness, Compassion and
Forbearance" measures all of life. What you are attacking is the great law
of the universe. You will receive retributions from the heavens! It is in vain
to persecute Dafa practitioners' righteous belief. The purpose for me to write
this article is to reveal the truth, expose the evil and let people understand
what is right and wrong.
Here, I solemnly and justly declare that all the words I said, actions I
performed, signatures I signed and any pledge others wrote on my behalf that are
against Dafa are all invalid. I will act as a qualified Dafa practitioner, keep
up with Fa Rectification process and eliminate the evil.
The list of criminals who persecuted Falun Gong in Xianyu Town are:
(Editor's Note: The author is forced to become homeless right now for she
is determined to validate Dafa.)
(P.S.: Guo Yunxia's relatives mentioned above that sent her to the mental
hospital are: her elder brother Guo Fengcai, her two younger brothers Guo
Shucai and Guo Fenglu. Guo's Husband Li Zhenpo and his cousin Zhang Delin were
employees of Baoding City Insurance Company.)
Posting date: 8/23/2001
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