High School Hongfa
Hello everyone! I am a Dafa practitioner from Maine. I am very happy to be
here, to clarify the truth to sentient beings, and also to understand more about
the city and to meet some of the DC practitioners, because I will be attending
Georgetown University this fall. I began my path of cultivation about a year and
a half ago. I would like to talk briefly about how I attained Dafa and then my
Hongfa experiences in my high school over the past year.
Towards the end of 1999, a local practitioner who attended the same high
school as I introduced Dafa to me. At the time, I was very interested in
cultivation, but I did not understand it. I was practicing something else at the
time, and I thought that Falun Dafa was "too easy" because it did not
have enough precepts and requirements. I read a little of China Falun Gong
and Zhuan Falun, but I did not give myself a chance to understand Dafa.
Nevertheless, when I decided to live in Paraguay, South America, for six months,
I brought Zhuan Falun with me.
About two or three weeks after arriving in Paraguay, I felt very peaceful and
harmonious while in the sitting meditation, so I decided to try to read Zhuan
Falun again and learn more about Falun Dafa. This time, it seemed like the
book just opened up to me. I was immediately drawn to the boundless and pure
content of Zhuan Falun. I can remember just thinking, "Wow, this is
really great! I want to cultivate." What a precious thought! I immediately
dropped my previous practice and set down the glorious path of Dafa cultivation.
For those six months, I practiced and read fairly diligently. But I did not
understand Hongfa, nor did I truly conduct myself as a practitioner in everyday
society. As Master said, "In the past, whether people practiced qigong in
parks or at home, they did it with much effort and dedication, and they
practiced quite well. Once they stepped out the door, they would act differently
and go their own way, competing and fighting with others for fame and profit
among everyday people." I was one of those people. Looking back, I notice
that I progressed very slowly in that environment. I returned to the US in
August of 2000 and for the first time after attaining the Fa met with other
practitioners.
After attending the New York Experience Sharing Conference in the fall of
2000, I strongly felt that I should assist Teacher in the human world. I decided
that the best place to Hongfa would be in my high school. Here are some
of my experiences:
Outdoor Practice
One of the first ways that I spread Fa to my high school was by practicing in
front of the school. I found a perfect place so that nearly everyone who came to
school, by bus or by car, would see me. At first I thought "What will
people think of me?" I felt it very difficult to let go of my human
notions. At first, I could not muster up the courage to practice, but as soon as
I set my mind with determination to show my classmates and teachers Dafa, I
overcame the fear easily. I find that to be a common occurrence. Master said,
"You must remember this: Cultivation itself is not painful -- the key lies
in your inability to release attachments. Only when you are about to let go of
your reputation, interests, and feelings will you feel pain (Essentials for
Further Advancement)."
At first, people were indifferent to Falun Dafa. But it was my determination
in practicing that truly opened their hearts to the power of Dafa. When winter
came, it was cold and dark outside, and the ground was covered with snow. Every
day was a struggle for me. The physical pain of getting up early and the cold
were very hard for me to bear. I can remember one day after practice clenching
my teeth in agony as my feet thawed from being frozen. But I still went almost
every day and would not give up. I knew that Dafa had high requirements for me
and that I had to meet them. Anyway, Master said, "Physical pain can hardly
be counted as painful \ Cultivating one's heart is most excruciating.
("Tempering One's Mind and Heart", Hong Yin)".
My determination truly had a powerful effect on people. After they saw a
manifestation of Ren on the ordinary level, they became much more interested in
Dafa. Many signed my petition when I brought it around, and some even came out
to learn the exercises. Even the very conservative Headmaster and Vice
Headmaster of my high school were impressed and expressed their support for Dafa.
It is like what Master said in "The Knowing Heart": "Actions
reveal what is True."
Variety Show
In February of this year, I heard that my school was putting on a variety
show. At first I didn't think of doing an exercise demonstration for the show,
but one event quickly changed my mind. The lady who was running the show
specifically came up to me and asked me to perform the movements for the show. I
knew instantly that Master was giving me an opportunity to Hongfa and
quickly agreed. But there was a problem. I needed to perform with others from my
school, so I couldn't get the help of fellow practitioners. But then I realized
that this was a great opportunity to get non- -- practitioners involved in the
Fa -- rectification so that they could position themselves for the future. I
quickly found three others to go onstage with me.
Time was short, however, and we had to move quickly. One day school was
cancelled because of the weather, so I used the opportunity to meet with all of
the non -- practitioners to show them the exercises. They were all very brave.
They had only gone over the exercises a few times, but still performed them in
front of all of their friends and relatives. In addition, we had a tape playing
Pudu with a voice - over explaining Falun Dafa, the exercises, and the
persecution. All of us overcame our fear of losing face in order to clarify the
truth to kindhearted people. Overall, the event was very successful. Many people
heard the Dafa of the cosmos and the Truth of the situation in China, and one of
the non -- practitioners began to practice outside with me every day.
Graduation
Now I understand much more the importance of conducting oneself as a Dafa
disciple in all aspects of daily life. Doing well in school truly opened up to
me a precious Hongfa opportunity. I was fourth in my graduating class and
was one of four selected to give a speech at my graduation. I understood that
this was a Hongfa opportunity that I could not pass up; over 1000 people
would be in attendance.
I thought and thought about how to present Dafa to my audience. My mother
actually gave me the suggestion of showing examples of how my high school valued
Truthfulness, Compassion, and Forbearance, instead of just explaining my
understanding to the audience. I also made many references to Falun Dafa and the
persecution. I worked for hours on the speech trying to perfect it and had a lot
of help from others as well. When I finally finished the speech, I was very
happy with it. Not only was it fairly well - written, but I truly felt that it
was imbued with the Compassion that only a Dafa practitioner could display.
As I stepped up to the podium to deliver my speech for Graduation, I felt a
bit of nervousness. But that was just on the surface, and as I delved into my
speech, all fear melted away and I just thought of Dafa and my audience. I could
barely keep myself from tears as I concluded; I just felt so happy for everyone
who had the great fortune to hear Dafa.
The speech had a powerful effect on everyone. I received many compliments;
one of my teachers said that she would remember the speech for years. Earlier
that day, a boy sitting behind me was cursing loudly and being disruptive. But
after my speech, he kindly said to me, "Nice speech. It was awesome that
you got up in front of that many people." I was really touched to hear
that. Dafa cuts through all human notions and touches the heart most deeply.
Master Li said in his statement to the Nordic Fa Conference, "...every
student should, in addition to participating in group activities, in his daily
life fully take the initiative of a Dafa disciple, establish his own mighty
virtue in the process of clarifying the truth, and do well on his own Dafa
disciple's path. So in clarifying the truth, don't wait, don't rely on others,
and don't just hope for changes in external factors." This statement struck
me deeply and pierced my human notions about Hongfa. Before, I had thought,
"I just live in a small town, and there are very few practitioners around.
In addition, I am just 18 years old. How can I Hongfa?" These were
all human notions, and completely invalid during Fa - rectification. We can all
use different means to promote Dafa and clarify the Truth, in a group or
individual setting. Part of my purpose of writing this paper was to share my
understanding that no matter who or where you are, you can find ways to Hongfa
and save sentient beings. Master said, "The Great Tao is formless."
I would like to end my paper with the poem "Smile." Oftentimes when
I read this, tears come to my eyes. This poem has such boundless Compassion. It
seems so perfect to me that the action Master performs in order to save us is
not a wave of the hand or some words, but a simple, infinitely compassionate
smile.
"Smile"
"I smile -- all
beings awaken.
I smile -- Dafa begins
spreading.
I smile -- the ferry
sets off.
I smile -- all beings
have hope."
Thank you Master!
Thank you everyone!
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