A Chinese American High School Student's Cultivation Experience
Hao Wang
(Massachusetts, USA) Greetings Master! Greetings everyone! My name is Hao Wang and I have been
cultivating in Dafa for three years now. I am 16 years old and am currently a
high school student. Here I would like to share with everyone my recent
cultivation experience.
Since the beginning of Chinese government's persecution in July 1999, I
participated in almost every large-scaled truth-clarification activity. I helped
to raise awareness about the persecution because I knew it was important. But I
felt that my involvement was passive and anticipating. I followed the lead of
other practitioners for an entire year without really comprehending what is
"Fa-Rectification." At the same time, I only had the hope that
everything will be fine but did not feel that my involvement could really help
bringing the persecution in China to an end.
I attended the Experience Sharing Conference in New York during the U.N.
Summit last year September, and it has an electrifying impact on my cultivation.
During this conference and the activities that followed, I fully experienced the
extraordinary part of the Fa-Rectification. I also gave up a large part of my
attachment to fear. Returning from the New York trip, I realized that passively
participating was not enough.
1. Hongfa and Clarification of Truth in School
Master has said in "Validation," "Then, as a cultivator, you
should make use of all feasible conditions to spread Dafa and validate Dafa as a
correct and true science, rather than preaching or idealism--this is every
cultivator's obligation." Master also told us in "Environment,"
"The environment is created by you, yourselves, and it, too, is essential
for your improvement." As a boarding student, I decided the best way to
promote Dafa and clarify the truth is to practice outside on campus.
For a start, I decided to practice outside on the front lawn of my dormitory.
My dormitory is just off a major interstate highway; a lot of cars, buses and
people pass by my dormitory during rush hours. Evidently, this is a very good
spot to promote Dafa to people. As I put my arms up in the posture of Embracing
the Wheel Over the Head however, I still felt a trembling of fear inside my
heart. I found that I had not yet let go of my attachment to what other people
thought of me. Stories about practitioners in China would then come to my mind
and give me courage. They have to risk their job, family and even life to defend
their right to practice. The hardship they face, compared to what I'm going
through, was much graver and more intimidating.
Gradually and painfully at times, I was able to let go of my attachment to
fear. Soon I made up my mind to practice out on the great lawn, which is in the
heart of the school campus.
At first many people were perhaps perplexed by my appearance on the great
lawn. But still they could not help being curious of the exercises that I was
doing. Each day I scheduled two hours of practice. I made an effort to practice
every day while on campus. In addition to a sign with "FALUN GONG" in
big letters, I brought with me flyers and newsletters that introduce the
practice and spread the awareness about the persecution.
Many students dropped by to ask questions or give friendly encouragements. A
student from Amnesty International talked to me and expressed her concern about
the persecution. While having a class outside on the grass, a Japanese teacher
asked one of her students to get a Falun Dafa newsletter from my practice spot
and bring it back to the class. Thus the entire Japanese class has come to know
about Falun Gong. As time went on, I had more and more encouragements from
students and teachers. Instead of being afraid, I have learned to hold
compassion in my heart when doing the exercises.
Invited by a history teacher, I gave a successful short presentation to her
Chinese history class that touched upon my family's personal experience, the
spreading of Falun Dafa in China and around the world, and Chinese government's
brutal persecution. The students and the teacher were all very interested and
asked me questions after the presentation.
In addition, I talked to my school's librarians and explained to them how the
Chinese government was brutally persecuting Falun Gong practitioners. They were
moved and became very empathetic to Falun Gong issues. My family donated both Zhuan
Falun and China Falun Gong to the library, as well as Falun Dafa
periodicals and newsletters. With more in-depth clarification of truth, the
librarians became willing to order such periodicals and allowed me to put up a
small photo exhibit on a table near the entrance of the library. The result of
the photo display was very good. Many students signed on to the petition that I
have included in the display.
Around that time a picture of me doing the exercises appeared as the Picture
of the Week on the school newspaper. Soon afterwards the newspaper editor
interviewed me and wrote an article about Falun Gong and the persecution. In
addition to this, I've written four articles for the school newspaper,
discussing in depth both the positive influence of Falun Gong and the brutal
persecution in China. The feedback from students, parents, and teachers have
been very positive.
Besides the usual ways of promoting Dafa and clarifying the truth, I have
been constantly trying to create new opportunities. If something was beneficial
to Dafa, I would not hesitate to try it out. When I read about the April U.N.
Human Rights Commission Meeting on the internet, I immediately thought that this
important event created a wonderful opportunity to clarify the truth. So what
could I do? I decided to have a signature petition campaign in my school to stop
the persecution in China. Using this petition I could clarify the truth to many
people including my fellow students, teachers, and even parents. Since the
petition itself was not the purpose, I usually talked to people first about the
persecution before asking them to sign on. Over 500 students and teachers in my
school have signed the petition, and many have signed the online petition. Of
these 500, I have almost talked with each one of them at some length about the
persecution instead of simply asking them to sign. I mailed copies of these
signatures with a letter that I have written separately to President Bush,
Secretary of State Powell and Human Rights High Commissioner Mary Robinson. I
urged all of them to speak out against the torture and the persecution of Falun
Gong practitioners.
Having experienced what it was like to hongfa on campus, I discovered that
creating a positive environment in school is not hard at all. I just have to let
go of my attachment to fear among other human notions. Maintaining a heart free
of pursuit, I should not hesitate to try and to explore various possibilities of
hongfa and clarification of truth. I believe that if I truly put my heart into
the work and judge things from the perspective of the Fa, the results will be
extraordinarily wonderful.
SOS Walk From Boston to D.C.
I am one of the walkers from Boston to D.C. When I first heard about this
walk, I thought right away that it was a great project. This walk provided a
bridge between ordinary people and us. Ordinary people could understand the
urgency of the SOS appeal through this seemingly long and arduous journey. They
could see the sufferings of practitioners in China through the difficulties that
we endured. Therefore, I did not hesitate much when deciding whether not to go
on this walk.
Even from the very beginning of this walk I experienced the power of
righteous thoughts. Doubts of whether I could make it to the end of this journey
never for once disturbed my heart. I had a strong righteous thought even at the
start that I could definitely reach the end. Master talked in San Francisco
Lectures about how the gong of a Buddha could create something from its most
microscopic particle to its surface particles out of nothing at a single
thought. Therefore, my understanding was that my righteous thought of being able
to walk to D.C. has already reached D.C. Master also talked about how mind and
matter are of one thing. So that righteous thoughts, carrying my gong along with
it, have already materialized this walk using my gong in another dimension. Yet
my physically body still has to complete this walk that has already been
realized by my gong in another dimension. It is like as if I was acting out a
play that was already written and rehearsed. As a result, I felt that the entire
walk was not at all arduous. I did not feel tired even after completing this
walk to D.C. I realize that this is because of the righteous thought I had at
the beginning of the walk.
When many of us felt tired or entertained serious doubts about the walk
during this journey, I sometimes tried to encourage them by sharing one of my
understandings of this walk. Master talked about different dimensions and
time-spaces in Zhuan Falun. He mentioned about how the time concept
differ from dimension to dimension. My understanding was that in a fast
dimension we were already in D.C. We have walked thus far in the present
dimension, and we have not yet started in a slow dimension. Therefore, since the
completion of this walk was already a reality in another dimension, there was no
need to worry if you could make it or not. I think this understanding made some
people more confident that they could indeed reach D.C. by foot.
Especially at the beginning of this walk, I felt tired and weak sometimes.
Whenever this happened, I would use righteous thoughts to sustain myself. When
our group was making slow process, I would use righteous thoughts to strengthen
the entire group. Once in a while I felt necessary to ask Master for help or to
ask Master to strengthen my righteous thoughts. However, I realized later that I
could not always ask Master for help. Master has unlocked our supernormal
capabilities and taught us how to use them. Master has also instructed us to use
righteous thoughts and told us how to them. Master has already done too many
things for us. Now it is time to put our own righteous thoughts to use. We have
to play our role in the Fa-rectification with righteous thoughts. This is also
building our own mighty virtues.
On some days we felt that we have walked a really long distance, but it was
only 15 or 16 miles. On some other days we felt that we have not walked far at
all, but the mileage turned out to be a surprising 22 or 23 miles. Why is this?
My understanding is that because we were not really walking physically but using
righteous thoughts, how much heart and how much righteous thought we put into
the walk became crucial. Of course, there was also a factor of using supernormal
capabilities. When the heavenly circulation is used to speed up the walk,
sometimes we walked really fast without realizing it.
The usual pace for long-distance walking is 2 miles to 2.5 miles an hour. One
day, to keep up the schedule with a press conference, we walked 8 or 9 miles in
two hours. In other words, we walked at least 4 miles per hour, twice as fast as
the normal pace. When I looked to the front of the line, elderly practitioners
in their 60's were not walking fast at all. However, young people like me at the
end of the line could barely keep up with the pace. I had to run a bit from time
to time in order to catch up. Afterwards I asked the people in front how they
felt about the pace. Some of them told me that they felt it was somewhat fast,
but not by a long stretch as fast as we have walked. A lot of us concluded that
we used supernormal capabilities while walking.
Some of our walkers had the understanding that doing this walk was going
through the heavenly circulation. My understanding is that we were coming
together as one body on this walk like all the energy channels in the body
merging into one. We have to move up and upgrade ourselves as a whole and think
about things from the perspective of the whole. Only then could we become true
particles of Dafa.
At the end, please allow me to share with everyone Master's poem
"Climbing Tai Mountain."
Climbing high stairs, a path of
thousands of feet,
Winding and steep, difficult to make
another step;
Looking back, as if to watch the
cultivation of the righteous Fa,
One can hardly obtain salvation if
stopping in mid-air.
With a determined heart, lift the
feet with legs weighing thousands of pounds,
Forbearing hardships, striving
forward, and discarding attachments;
Dafa disciples, thousands and
millions,
Completing Gong and achieving
Consummation at high places.
Chinese version available at
http://minghui.ca/mh/articles/2001/8/1/14145.html
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