Rectify Our Understanding of Fa Study and Rectify Ourselves with Righteous Thoughts
By Yuan Zhong
28 January 2002
(Clearwisdom.net) Recently my mind was unable to calm down when doing the
exercises, and I found myself always thinking about how to go out to validate
the Fa and how to clarify the truth to people. In addition, I thought of other
things while reading Dafa books. It went so far that when I read Dafa books, I
could not keep from yawning. I realized that I was not in a correct state and
that I should look within, but because I did not find the fundamental cause of
the problem, nothing was resolved. When sharing this with other practitioners, I
found they were experiencing similar problems to various degrees. Some suggested
that it was due to the evil interference and could be eliminated by sending
forth righteous thoughts, so I started to send forth righteous thoughts to clear
out the interference. The result was that although the problems became less
serious, they were still there. What was the real cause? I was still not clear.
After I studied Teacher's "Fa-Lecture at the Conference in Florida,
U.S.A.," I felt that Teacher clearly pointed out the attitude problem I had
towards Fa-study: "When your eyes read the Fa and yet your mind isn't on
the Fa, think about it, aren't you reading in vain? Who are you reading for? You
yourself aren't really studying the Fa, then. Haven't I told you to make sure
that you yourself truly obtain gong? Then if your mind isn't on the Fa
when you're studying the Fa, who are you studying it for? This isn't to
criticize you--I'm just telling you that this is a really critical
situation."
Straight away I saw the cause of my problems. I knew that every time when
Teacher gave a Fa lecture, Teacher always told us to read the book and study the
Fa more. I knew the importance of Fa-study and had treated it as a compulsory
daily activity. I would extend the time for Fa-study every day, and gradually I
began to see it as a task to accomplish. I considered the amount of time I spent
reading each day as Fa study, and ignored whether or not I was understanding the
Fa. When studying the Fa, my mind was set on doing other things, and I would
pick up the book and read either to the time or the amount of pages I had set
for Fa-study. While reading the book, my main consciousness was not focused and
I was rather lax with myself. This omission was intensified and amplified by the
evil. I failed to do what Teacher required, "So, no matter how busy you
get, when you study the Fa you have to set aside all other thoughts--don't think
about other things at all, just study the Fa." I realized that I was
already unwittingly misled to a dangerous state, and separated from the Fa.
Teacher pointed out the serious consequences of my deviating from the Fa and
taught me how to solve this problem. Dafa is a serious matter. How can we allow
ourselves to study the Fa in such a careless and perfunctory manner?
We are cultivating in the process of Fa-rectification and continuously
elevating towards the more microscopic. Why is it that we experience such a
state in this period of time? And why is it so hard to break through? Through
the study of Teacher's "Fa-Lecture at the Conference in Florida,
U.S.A." I suddenly understood that our Fa-rectification cultivation was
moving towards the more microscopic, and the more microscopic the matter, the
more extensive its celestial scope--and the fundamental cause of our obstruction
lies therein.
"...the evil in the dimensions that you are supposed to shoulder
and be responsible for has not been eliminated. That's the cause." If the
evils are not eliminated, they will persecute you and resist you. They were the
cause of the state I was in and I must rectify them with the Fa. So I said with
righteous thoughts, "I am a Fa-rectification disciple. The new universe is
formed entirely with the principles of 'Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance.'
You are the more microscopic beings in my system, and my system is also a new
system formed with the universal principles. The systems in the new universe
must also be pure. If you refuse to assimilate to the universal principles and
continue to interfere with my Fa-study and Fa-rectification, and if you refuse
to change your existing concepts to assimilate to the characteristics of
'Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance' and refuse to recognize that the universal
principles are the most righteous Fa, then I will not allow you to exist in my
system. You have come a long way, and I have over and over again given you
opportunities to improve your understanding. However, my forbearance has its
limit and I must be responsible to the righteous factors in the universe. If you
continue to stick to your wrong course, I will not violate the universal
principles and act wrongly out of personal considerations. You have three
options: 1. Be eliminated in Fa-rectification; 2. Reposition yourselves; 3.
Assimilate to the Fa where you are. I do not wish you to take the first option
and hope you will choose the third option--assimilating to the Fa where you are.
I hope you will assist me in consummation and Fa-rectification rather than
creating obstructions and hindering me from Fa-rectification in this human
world." While I was sending forth this thought, I felt the cold, black
microscopic matter in every pore in my body disappearing at a rapid speed, and
my mind felt clear and calm.
I'm sharing this bit of my experience with everyone, which has also helped
consolidate my clear understanding at the same time.
Chinese version available at
http://www.minghui.cc/mh/articles/2002/1/29/24026.html
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