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Experiences of a Chinese American in Beijing: Using Compassion to Spread Falun Dafa and Save the People of the World
(Clearwisdom.net)
1. Why Did I Go to Beijing to Verify Dafa?
I've been practicing Falun Dafa for over four years. The more I practice, the
more I feel that Falun Dafa is righteous, and the more courage I have to go to
Tiananmen Square and clarify truth to the Chinese people. I made a two-meter
long banner with the words "Falun Dafa is Good." On February 19, 2002,
I traveled to Beijing to rectify the Fa. About twenty minutes after the airplane
took off, I could sense our compassionate Master outside the airplane, watching
and protecting us along the way.
2. Putting Down the Attachment of Sentimentality
Before I left, I knew that I would be able to come back home, but my human
thoughts emerged nonetheless. When I left a letter to my son, I reminded him to
do some housework. Some bad thoughts surfaced also. I repeatedly recited
Master's articles and thus completely put down all kinds of impure thoughts.
I had not been back home to see my parents in China for over four years. They
are more than 70 years old and it is possible that I might never be able to see
them again. But I also thought, if my trip is for Fa-rectification and
clarifying truth, I need to have the purest mind. Even a trace of attachments at
this time would bring trouble to my Fa-rectification. Then those people with
predestined relationships who are waiting for me would lose their opportunity to
be saved. So I decided not to go to my hometown.
3. Eliminating My Last Attachments
Before leaving for China, I repeatedly told myself that no matter what
happened to me, I should not be frightened or panicked, because I was doing the
most righteous thing. But all of a sudden my imagination could not be
controlled. I found myself thinking about how bad I would be beaten; after a
while I was even thinking that I would be beaten to death and my body thrown
away. I immediately told myself that if my mind was so impure, then I preferred
not to go. I knew that I must use my purest mind to save the people. On the
airplane, I repeatedly cleaned myself out and dug deeply until I eliminated all
attachments that hadn't yet been put down. I continued to do this until I felt
very clear in my mind.
I arrived in Beijing at 6:30 PM on February 19. I stayed at a hotel close to
the airport, and planned to go into the city the next day. The check-in
procedure was very strict, especially since American President George Bush was
to arrive the next day. That night, a little past ten o'clock, the police came
to check each room. My first reaction was that I would not let them take away my
banner. I immediately hid the banner among my clothes. Then I heard the police
knocking at the door, saying something. I didn't open the door immediately, but
rather, let myself calm down. They subsequently skipped my room and went to the
next door. It was really Master's protection. I remembered that before I left
New York, again and again I had asked Master to strengthen me to walk onto
Tiananmen Square and let me not be intercepted by the evil forces. From this
experience I found that my human thoughts came out. I had given in to fear and
used the human's way at a crucial moment. Again I rectified myself.
The driver who drove me to the hotel looked very honest. When I saw him the
next morning, he told me that Tiananmen Square was under military guard because
President Bush would arrive that day. I thought that even if I could not get
there during the morning, I would go during the afternoon. On the way to
Tiananmen, I took the opportunity to clarify the truth to the driver. After he
understood, he said that he had been trying to learn Falun Dafa but he could not
find anybody to teach him. So I gave him my copy of Zhuan Falun that I
had with me. He was very pleased. I also told him again and again to protect
this book well, because Falun Dafa is the highest Buddha Fa of the universe. He
solemnly promised.
Tiananmen Square was heavily guarded. There was a policeman about every three
feet, not including the plain-clothes agents. I got out of the car to the
southeast of Mao Zedong Memorial Hall, then entered the passageway, and turned
right towards the southeast of Tiananmen Square. Just then the police stood
together and blocked the center of the Square, saying that President Bush would
come out in a few minutes. I thought it would not be possible to get to the
center of Tiananmen, and it didn't make sense for me to go there anyway, with no
tourists around. I therefore chose a direction where there were many people
walking towards me. In a relaxed manner I put down my bag and pulled out the
banner, unfolding the words, "Falun Dafa is Good." I also shouted,
"Falun Dafa is Good!" to the crowd. After I shouted three times the
crowd stopped. I immediately told them not to believe the propaganda on TV, that
it was all fake, that Falun Dafa is the righteous Fa. At that moment nothing
else was moving, and all the police around me seemed to be frozen. Then I folded
my banner with ease, put it back into my bag, and started to walk away. I hadn't
walked very far when a cop grabbed my left arm and pushed me into a police van
in front of me.
4. Use Every Opportunity to Clarify Truth with Compassion
I was taken to a Tiananmen Police Substation. With my heart full of
compassion, I told myself that I cultivate Truthfulness, Compassion and
Tolerance. I'm the most righteous, the most just and honorable. I will use my
actions to let them know that Falun Dafa is the most righteous Fa. When the
police asked me questions, in order not to give them the chance to create karma,
my answers were all very direct and simple. When they tried to take my
photograph, I refused. I covered my face with my hands and they wasted four or
five pictures. My guiding principle was to not give them any opportunities to
commit crimes against Dafa -- which was also a benevolent way to save them.
I had always treated these policemen as savable sentient beings. In front of
me, dozens of them tried to persuade me in turn with the false statements that
were instilled into them by the evil regime. I also used this opportunity to
patiently remove the misconceptions that they had against Dafa in their minds.
Since they often made contact with Dafa practitioners, it was very important to
clarify the truth to them. I explained to all of them the truth I knew about
Dafa. The majority of them believed wrongly that once the government made a
decision, nothing could be done except for following the decision. I was
detained for twenty-three hours at the Beijing Exit and Entry Administrative
Bureau. I was kept in a very dirty room, with iron railings outside. There were
two to three policemen watching outside in turn. I sat inside and clarified the
truth face-to-face to them. I forgot completely that I was detained in such a
dirty room. Nearly all the policemen said, "You have stopped us from
enjoying a happy Spring Festival. Several days ago, when the western Falun Gong
practitioners came, they spoiled our Spring Festival." I told them very
seriously, "You are wrong. It is not the Falun Gong practitioners' fault.
The crime lies with Jiang. If Jiang did not persecute the cultivators who
believe in 'Truthfulness, Compassion, Forbearance,' no one would go to Tiananmen
to rectify the Fa. Then not only could you have a happy Spring Festival, I would
not have to travel tens of thousands of miles and far across the sea to just
tell you that Jiang is wrong in persecuting Falun Gong, either." One of the
policemen asked, "Why don't you American Chinese donate some money to the
national 'Hope Project,' but instead come home to make trouble?" I told him
sternly, "How can you still mention the 'Hope Project'? How can a
government that persecutes 'Truthfulness, Compassion, Forbearance' have hope?
Only if Jiang stops persecuting Falun Gong can this country have hope."
Some policemen were really rude. They came over and cursed in front of me. I did
not care, but continued to tell them that Falun Dafa is the righteous Fa. In
this way, I told them from my several years of personal experiences why Falun
Dafa is the righteous Fa. When they asked about my profession, I told them that
I was a teacher. They asked, "Do your students know that you are a Falun
Gong practitioner?" I told them, "They practice Falun Gong together
with me." They were very surprised to hear this. Immediately I told them
about how these students improved their conduct and behavior at school and
outside of school after they practiced Falun Gong. After this I found out that
what they knew about Falun Gong all came from the TV propaganda. After
continuously talking with them, the environment was improving a little bit. A
policewoman asked me to sit outside on a sofa. I had small talk with her and
also clarified the truth to her. This senior policewoman was very rude to me at
the beginning. Later I found out from what she said to me that she taught her
kids to be tolerant in handling things. I made use of this point and tried to
arouse her kind-heartedness and positive attitude in addressing Dafa. Before
parting with her, I told her that Falun Dafa was the righteous Fa and I asked
her to remember to do good things for the future of both her children and
herself.
When they sent me to the airport, a senior policeman drove the vehicle. There
was also a young policeman who had just recently graduated from the Police
Academy and a policewoman. After we arrived at the airport, they took turns
setting up my travel arrangements and I was left with alternating police
officers watching me. I made use of the information that I learned about the
police officers while talking with them alone. I tried to make them understand
that it was very important that they remember that Falun Dafa was the righteous
Fa. I told them that they should not follow the evil regime's propaganda and
that they should be responsible to their own eternal beings.
Before I went to board the plane, the senior policeman said, "You are
not allowed to enter the country for five years." I answered them, "I
understand that it is your job. But I will probably come back next year." I
told them again to remember, "You will have boundless beneficence if you
treat Falun Gong kindly."
The above is my experience from going to Beijing this time. I had many
experiences, which are summarized as follows.
I still found many attachments as I peacefully summarized my experiences. I
should further get rid of my attachments.
Posting date: 3/10/2002
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