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My Journey to the World of Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance
By a Ukrainian Faun Dafa Practitioner
It is now three years since I started learning Falun Dafa. I am now a student
in an art college in Ukraine. Not long ago, a strong wish came to my mind: I
wanted to introduce Falun Dafa to people through various artistic forms such as
pictures and platform design, etc, which are familiar to and can be comprehended
by ordinary people. I eagerly hoped to show people the tremendous influence that
practicing Falun Dafa has brought to my art. I wanted to express my feeling and
understanding of Dafa through my paintings, and thus exhibit the magnificence of
Falun Dafa.
In the process of developing the painting series, the initial pleasant
feeling of airiness and elegance brought forth by this idea gradually
transformed into something more solid. I sensed that cultivation is important,
sacred, and means more than any pursuit in my life. I recalled the compassion
that Dafa and practitioners have been spreading to people, all the best that
Master has provided to us, and my infinite gratitude. I embodied all of these in
my designs. During that period of time, I often failed to maintain my xinxing. I
realized I had so many weaknesses. I felt I was alienated from sacredness and
that Master would be sad to see me. The feeling of shame and the pain made me
strive forward more vigorously.
Owing to these realizations, I stressed studying the Fa more and the new
articles. I knew very surely that this would be good for me and others, and
could not be superseded by drawing many paintings. Our Master wants us to
cultivate ourselves first so we can better accomplish Dafa work. Master said,
"You can't do Dafa work without studying the Fa, or it would be an everyday
person doing Dafa work. It has to be Dafa disciples who do Dafa work-- this is
the requirement for you." ("Teaching the Fa at the Washington D.C. International
Fa Conference," Guiding the Voyage) At this time, I felt extremely
relaxed, and sent forth righteous thoughts every hour.
I was very excited when I decided to produce an opera platform design named
"Journey to the World of Truthfulness, Compassion and Forbearance" as my
academic project of this semester because I could utilize the special skills
that I had learned to unfold the magnificence of Dafa in the human world to many
people, including the students, professors and fellows of this college.
I started my design and fabrication confidently. My ideas were well accepted
by the advisors. Much to my surprise, however, I began to become gradually
confused. The form of disturbance was very subtle. It was not very easy to
recognize the real faces of this confusion because they also appeared to "make
sense." I recalled the paragraph in Zhuan Falun about "karmic obstacles."
(Lecture Six, "Your Zhu Yishi Should Predominate") I strengthened my main
consciousness to dispel them. After a short period of time, the disturbance
disappeared itself. I almost forgot about it, and continued my design work.
On May 13, World Falun Dafa Day, I held a small exhibition with 12 pictures.
I was encouraged by how people were influenced by these paintings. People gave
very positive comments; they also read Master's poems on the paintings. Looking
at the heavenly beauties carrying words of "Truthfulness, Compassion, and
Forbearance," and listening to my interpretation, they all correctly recognized
Dafa and accepted it. They seemed to see Dafa's beauty and purity through the
wisdom that I had obtained from Dafa.
I told people that my painting became more beautiful after practicing Dafa
because Dafa helped me to find my own artistic style. It was Dafa that led me to
realize the meaning and values that my art should portray. Dafa's principle,
truthfulness-compassion- forbearance, is so mind-awakening. How beautiful these
words are. Using the principle as subject matter, how many beautiful, shining
and pure pictures can be made? It will bring people endless happiness, and make
them willing to unfold the kindness in their hearts. People all agreed with my
thoughts and sincerely wished me success.
My artistic design was put on exhibition two weeks later. I made the
preparations very happily. I had a deep belief that my design would be loved by
all of the people because it was a combination of intrinsic and extrinsic
beauty. However, I still encountered some tests before the exhibition. When the
major part of my design was decorated on the platform, one of my male classmates
put forward his opinions in a very offensive way because he was not in a good
mood. He is an admirer of modern art. He said a lot of bad words as though he
were trying to let me understand my design was useless. He even said he could
not tolerate looking at it. What he said was totally beyond my imagination. I
was shocked, and felt sad. It was not because of my design techniques, but
because of the incorrect way he recognized Dafa. I realized the serious
degeneration of human concepts about beauty and arts nowadays. I also found my
own attachments of indecisiveness and fear of loss of reputation. I told myself
that if they thought in that way, they might be right, at least in some aspects.
My classmate is a lover of modern art-- he does not like anything that does not
belong to modern art. I tried hard to explain to him the internal meaning of my
design. I believe the primary task of Dafa disciples is to treat people who are
lost with compassion-- to use wisdom and compassion to guide them to the right
path. The task of Dafa disciples is complex and tough-- to help others to know
Dafa, and to help them accept Dafa from the heart. I tried hard to explain to my
classmate the meaning of my artistic design in these days. I told him why I used
this name for my design and what I wanted to express through it. Interestingly
enough, within less than a minute after I started to discuss with a female
classmate (a Dafa practitioner, too) why this situation occurred, the male
classmate walked toward me and apologized for his misconduct.
When I talked to that male classmate and others, I told them why good
behavior was so important, because our mistakes would also negatively influence
the people around us. I would try my best to minimize and correct my mistakes
and misconduct. As a result, a lot of famous artists and sculptors as well as
the professors in the college had a chance to know Falun Dafa and Dafa's
principle of truthfulness-compassion-forbearance. A prestigious sculptor, Mr. B.
Z. Vuchetich (the creator of the sculpture "Homeland - Mother" and the monument,
"Founders of Kiev") gave a very high appraisal of my creation. He said he has
not seen such a beautiful design since he joined the organizing committee of the
college.
I hope all Dafa practitioners can strive forward vigorously. Thank you for
reading this article. Should there be anything inappropriate, please kindly
point it out for further rectification.
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