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Understanding the Fa from Within the Fa Enables Us to Do Better
By a Falun Dafa practitioner in China
(Clearwisdom.net)
Prior to July 1999, I had only recognized Falun Dafa as good in a
superficial way. I had not recognized Falun Dafa rationally from learning the
principles, did not focus on Fa study, nor did I focus on reading, learning
and memorizing. Due to my lack of true understanding of the Fa principles, I
often talked about my physical experiences during cultivation, especially when
introducing Falun Dafa to everyday people. I finally came to understand that
talking about my own understanding of the Fa is a far more effective method of
introducing Falun Dafa than discussing the physical experiences. Since
everyday people cannot experience cultivation, they had difficulty
understanding Falun Dafa as we clarified the truth to them. They thought any
Qigong exercise was good and would benefit the body. Therefore, they
frequently wondered, "Why Falun Gong? What makes Falun Gong different?"
Once, an "education assistant" told me that our supervisors at work were
meeting to discuss the fact that I practiced Falun Gong. Many administrators
expressed a concern that while I was highly educated, and worked very well,
they still could not understand why I would rather sacrifice everything than
give up Falun Gong. They concluded that Falun Gong must teach some valuable
principles. Since I felt that my comprehension of Teacher's articles was
insufficient to help others know about Falun Dafa, I began to improve my Fa
study. From then on, every time I talked to someone or met someone on the
road, I would mention my cultivation. However, I was able to use my
strengthened understanding of the Fa and say, "Teacher said, . . ." and "My
understanding is. . ." This was especially effective when some would try to
convince me otherwise, using arguments from TV and newspaper propaganda. Those
discussions were like tests. They examined how well practitioners understood
the Fa and how well they grasped the principles. By clarifying the truth, in a
manner that everyday people could understand, we brought many of them to
realize that what the TV and newspaper said about Falun Gong were not what
Teacher taught. Gradually, the interference in my work place began decreasing.
Some of my supervisors and judicial staff have even said to me, "If you think
it is good, just practice at home."
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In July 2000, I wrote an experience-sharing article regarding my cultivation,
in order to help more people understand Falun Dafa and those who practice it. I
wrote about two aspects. One was how guidance from Falun Dafa principles had
changed how I dealt with conflicts in my work and interpersonal environments. I
used many familiar incidents as examples, so that they all knew that my job was
so well done specifically because I had learned Falun Dafa. The other aspect of
cultivation that I wrote about was how Teacher addresses some commonly raised
questions, and my own understanding of them.
As cultivators, our xinxing and virtue are truly raised during cultivation.
The government persecution of Falun Gong is wrong. This experience-sharing
article shook the upper levels of the government. The "610 Office" [an agency
specifically created to persecute Falun Gong, with absolute power over each
level of administration in the Party and all other political and judiciary
systems] made a large number of copies to send to their upper levels and to
their counterparts in relevant units. One colleague asked me, "What kind of
material have you been writing lately? In many meetings, I have seen those
administrators all reading your article." When I asked how he knew it was my
article, he said that my name was listed on the last page.
Later, I was arrested and taken to a detention center outside of town. One of
my bosses said to my family on the phone, "Falun Gong cultivators are truly good
people!" Inside the detention center, I shared insights with fellow
practitioners. We all agreed that since our cultivation way is to study the Fa
and practice the exercises, we should openly study the Fa, openly exercise, and
introduce the Fa. When we first arrived in the detention center, the police
would often attack Falun Dafa and slander our Teacher in front of us. We all
responded by loudly clarifying the truth in a dignified manner. We were never
fearful and never faltered from our belief, even when they threatened us with
severe torture, such as being locked in a solitary cell; beaten with a stick or
put into a water dungeon and soaked in water [soaking in water is a form of
torture where the victim is handcuffed and submerged in water up to the neck in
a completely dark cell]. Every one of us affirmed that we would steadfastly
cultivate until the very end. We were loudly outspoken, not because we lacked
compassion, but to deliberately shock and restrain the evil forces, so that the
police would commit fewer crimes against innocent practitioners. When they
stopped attacking Falun Dafa, we would speak to them with a peaceful heart.
Gradually, the police and those prisoners they instigated stopped attacking
Falun Dafa and Teacher in front of us. After a period of time, our every word
and action during our daily lives convinced them that Falun Dafa practitioners
were good. They felt the goodness of Falun Dafa from the bottom of their hearts,
and began to understand the principles.
Whenever the TV or newspaper slandered Falun Dafa, the prisoners in our cell
would say, such things as, "Fake! Falun Gong would not even kill a mosquito, so
how could they kill a person?"
Cultivation is to prolong life, and to become Buddhas, Taos and Gods. Why
would they kill themselves?"
"Cultivators do not quarrel or fight with others, how could they go to
Beijing to make trouble? All they really did was peacefully appeal."
Some criminals began to voice regret and said, "If I had known about Falun
Gong I would never have committed this crime." Some of them secretly learned the
exercises. When a few were discovered by the police, they bravely said, "Falun
Dafa is good." Others knew Falun Dafa was good, but still would not dare to
learn the exercises.
In the beginning, when police first saw us openly studying the Fa and
exercising, they tried to interfere. But after a while, they saw that any
trouble that occurred in the cells never involved Falun Gong practitioners.
Everyone said that Falun Gong was good, so the police gradually began to
understand the truth, and no longer interfered with us. They even expressed many
times, that they would not interfere with our exercises or Fa study, but they
asked us to help resolve any problems whenever trouble arose in the cells. The
Director even said, "Falun Gong detainees should be treated differently than
other prisoners." Because we had all collectively upgraded our xinxing, and each
of us had stood up for Falun Dafa, with only two months of working together, we
created an open environment for Fa study and exercises.
One policeman in the detention center asked me, "You cultivate very well, so
why are your family members all against it?" I enlightened to the principle that
everday people are only concerned with their own benefit. My family members know
that, as Falun Dafa practitioners, we strive to become virtuous people. However,
because we might lose our jobs during detentions, for persisting in cultivation,
they oppose it. In fact, if a cultivator's family members acknowledge Jiang's
persecution, they counteract the Fa-rectification performed by practitioners.
After my release from the detention center, I paid more attention to clarifying
the truth to my family members.
For example, my younger brother is a Party member who was educated as an
atheist. He believed that government regulations must be absolutely followed,
and if the government told you not to cultivate, but you still did so, that this
was a form of opposing the government. In such cases, he believed that detention
was due to stubbornness. I used to try to clarify the truth to him in a manner
that was not rational. I talked about many experiences in my cultivation, and
about some very high level things in the Fa that actually blocked him from
understanding Fa.
After returning home this time, when my family discussed my cultivation, I
said, "There is nothing wrong with cultivating to be a good person."
My brother contended, "You cultivate to be a good person. We do not
cultivate, so we will not be good people? Your cultivation has caused us
trouble. How can you say you are being a good person?"
I replied that all these things are the result of the persecution, and that
their joining in this persecution made practitioners suffer even more. My
brother jumped up, "How did we persecute you?"
I told him seriously, "You knew that I stopped doing bad things once I began
cultivating. You saw my health improve and that I become totally well. Our
Teacher tells us to be good people, but the government slanders him. I
discipline myself to be a good person, but the police arrested me as a criminal.
But you acknowledged the arrest, and even tried to help the police persuade me
to denounce Falun Gong. You did not tell the truth, so the police thought we
were wrong to cultivate, seeing that even our family members are against
cultivation. They argue that if cultivation were good, our family members would
not be against it. Isn't your behavior actually contributing to the persecution?
Is your behavior kind? Are your actions those of a good person? If you would all
speak the truth, and reflect the goodness of cultivation, the police would gain
a true understanding of our cultivation. If every practitioner's family members
did this, the police would all understand Falun Gong, and we would not be
arrested. The fact that I was detained for so long, is directly related to the
actions of all of you."
My brother suddenly became quiet. After a while he said in a low voice "You
never spoke to us this way before." Ever since then, whenever he had a question
about Falun Gong, he had always enjoyed discussing it with me. Especially after
watching the truth clarifying CD, my family members clearly recognized the evil
persecution, and became inclined to defend Falun Dafa. Once, the Party Secretary
had a talk with him about my cultivation. My brother is a person who usually
always agrees with his boss, but this time, he suddenly challenged that
Secretary, "To what extent will you continue to persecute Falun Gong?" My
brother has awakened!
Every practitioner is a particle of Dafa. If the people around each particle
have a righteous understanding of Falun Dafa, and as more and more people come
to know the truth through our practitioner's mailing and distribution of
literature, and posting truth-clarifying material, a strong collective trend
will multiply upon itself.
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