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Breaking Out with Righteous Thoughts
(Clearwisdom.net, September 13, 2003) "When the evil puts its evilness to work, they act
like they are terribly domineering, but when it gets to the actual results
they're very weak. Of course, when the wicked humans act on the evil's behalf,
as long as the Dafa disciples' righteous thoughts don't have omissions and are
strong, then the wicked people will become timid and they'll even be conquered
by the righteous thoughts. That's how things are." (Teaching the Fa at
the Conference in Vancouver, Canada, in 2003) At 10:00pm on July 1, 2003, a group of people broke into my
yard. I shouted loudly. They hit me hard with rubber batons. My spouse and I
were abducted. We sent forth a firm thought that we would absolutely not
cooperate with the old forces' arrangements and would make them send us back
home just as they took us away. On that day, a total of 11 police vehicles came. The
"610 Office" [an agency specifically created to persecute Falun
Gong, with absolute power over each level of administration in the Party and all
other political and judiciary systems.], Deputy Chief of the County
Communist Party Committee, Director of Police Department, Townhall Police
Station and other policemen totaling about 70-80 people came to my village. The
armed policemen guarded all the roads in the village and threatened the
villagers not to come out or they would open fire. After they abducted us to the County Police Department, over
10 policemen dragged us out of the vehicle and brutally beat us. They stood on
me, suppressing and bruising my feet. The swelling on my feet lasted for several
days. My spouse had several clumps of hair pulled out. They tied us up with thin
ropes cutting into our flesh. Then they sent us to the city. Later, we found out
that my older son who was not a Falun Gong practitioner was also abducted the
following afternoon. The police started to interrogate us. No matter what they
asked, I did not say anything. They said, "Someone said you had hosted two
Fa conferences at your house last year. Your case involves several counties and
is now reported to the province. Only when you write a "Repentance
Statement" [In this statement the practitioner is forced to admit
remorse for practicing Falun Gong, promise to give up Falun Gong, and never
again associate with other practitioners or go to Beijing to appeal for Falun
Gong.] and a "Guarantee Statement" [A
statement to declare that he or she is remorseful for practicing Falun Gong and
guarantees not to practice Falun Gong again, not to go to Beijing to appeal for
Falun Gong, and never again associate with any Falun Dafa practitioners.],
will you be released." I did not answer them and started a hunger strike to
protest. They then threatened me, "We have ways to punish you even if you
are on hunger strike. We have reported you to the province. If you died, we will
just send you to the crematory and have your ashes sent back home. That would be
it." I realized that the old forces were trying to test me with life and
death and to destroy my will. I was determined not to let their plot succeed so
I continued with the hunger strike. Two days later, Director Cui talked to me. I again expressed
my determination to cultivate Dafa and started to clarify the truth to him.
However, he said, "I am just executing the order. I am not the decision
maker." He then said I was too stubborn. I just told him that I was acting
based on my conscience and it was to safeguard
"Truthfulness-Benevolence-Forbearance". After that, they never interrogated me. They just asked me to eat and drink.
On the 9th day, they handcuffed my two hands and started
force-feeding me. They force-fed me with rice soup, salt water and ginger
powder. Those things burned my stomach and I vomited. I felt very painful as if
all my inside organs were pulled out. I felt my endurance reaching the limit.
The old forces' purpose was to destroy my will and make me do what they've
arranged. I then recalled Teacher's article Righteous Thoughts and Righteous
Actions, "A Great Enlightened Being does not fear hardship. Having forged an
adamantine will, and with no attachment to living or dying, He walks his path of
Fa-rectification openly and nobly." I recited it several times and I no longer felt so painful. I felt a big
tribulation or hardship could not shake my determination to cultivate and I
could overcome them all. After a while, the doctor came to pull out the tube and
I lost consciousness. On the 14th evening, a police chief came to ask me
to eat and told me they would release me the next day. I just shook my head. On
the 15th day, someone from the provincial government came to
videotape me and I refused to cooperate. When they put the microphone in front
of my mouth, I just shouted with all my energy, "Falun Dafa is good! Falun
Dafa is good!" They stopped the videotaping. Eventually, they ran out of tactics and send us both home.
During critical moments, as long as we maintain righteous thoughts and righteous
actions, all the arrangements by old forces will fail. |