The Perplexity of a Prison Supervisory Section Chief
(Clearwisdom.net) I am a section chief of the supervisory department in a
Chinese prison. Since the beginning of this year, several groups of Falun Gong
practitioners were locked up in our prison. I felt exhausted because the higher
authorities had allowed us such latitude in brainwashing Falun Gong
practitioners (force them to give up their belief). In order to meet our quota
of brainwashed practitioners, we resorted to all kinds of measures, regardless
of whether they were gentle or cruel, as long as they were effective in
brainwashing. The chief warden of our prison said, "I don't care if they are
wrongly accused; they are still our prisoners, as long as they are held here.
Force-feed all those who try to go on a hunger strike. I will take full
responsibility for anything that happens." Some police officers are in the
vanguard unit and serve as little more than hatchet men.
In the beginning, I too was supportive of the warden's objectives. I believed
that those people should be punished because they were anti-government. Later,
however, after a period of observing and coming to understand them, I found that
Falun Gong practitioners were a special group of people. While chatting
together, we police officers generally agreed that these were good people in
every aspect except that they refused to admit they were anti-government
dissidents. Why wouldn't they admit to being dissidents? I thought I should
research this question, so I started with a university student, whose wife was
also a university student. When he was sent here, his wife was still being held
in a forced labor camp, so their child was left alone at home. I asked him why a
university student would also practice Falun Gong. He said, "In this group,
there are many university students, and also many people with Masters or
Doctorate degrees. The people who genuinely study science would never deny the
truth that they have not discovered yet, unless they had an ulterior motive.
Throughout Isaac Newton's life, most of his works were about theology, but can
you say that Newton was not a great scientist? Since the government didn't
initially sponsor Falun Gong, how did the group become so large? It was only
because so many people were practicing Falun Gong that some people in the
government felt threatened. Does the society really fear having such a large
number of good people? Whoever attacks virtue must be evil. This is the truth."
I had nothing to say in reply.
Since I could not match the university student's eloquence, I found an
illiterate person, but this man was more honest and frank:
"Originally, I was a scoundrel and chronic invalid in my area. The money that
I spent for medicine was more than what I spent for food. I was unable to turn
in any load fees or agricultural taxes. If the village cadres came to collect
them, I would let loose a stream of abuse against them. To the villagers, our
family had become like a thorn in their side. At that time I was sick and
occasionally went to a doctor. Somebody said that Falun Gong could cure
illnesses, so I began to practice along with other people. Although it was not
really expected, my illness was magically cured. Later on, I learned that
practicing Falun Gong means reading the book and studying the Fa to improve
xinxing [moral character] and thus, to improve as a person. I realized
that I had been committing offenses against my village for all these years, so I
turned in the agricultural back taxes and load fees on my own initiative, and
voluntarily went back to work. The village cadres were amazed and exclaimed,
'The Sun rises in the west!' [meaning that the impossible had happened.]
In 1999, the Jiang regime began to persecute Falun Gong. What I don't understand
is why such a good Teacher and such good teachings are said to be dissident.
Therefore, I went to Beijing to request justice, but instead received several
years of imprisonment. Our village cadres even tried to bail me out, but in
vain. Well, this society will soon be finished because it can no longer
distinguish good from evil."
I found several more practitioners who all told me some moving stories. Into
what are we trying to "transform" these people? A scoundrel becomes a good
person through practicing Falun Gong. Will we "transform" him back into a
scoundrel again? Or, will we brainwash him to go wining, dining, whoring and
gambling; or brainwash him into becoming a person whose speech may be full of
virtuous phrases, but in whose heart is nothing but lust and desire? Otherwise,
into what will we brainwash him?
A kindly group of practitioners who act according to
"truthfulness-compassion-forbearance" is now said to be dissident. Exactly what
is right? I am very perplexed.
Chinese version available at
http://www.minghui.ca/mh/articles/2003/10/16/58932.html
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