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Moving Forward Against Difficulty and Denying the Persecution by the Old Forces Against My Body
By Falun Dafa practitioner in Jilin Province of China (Clearwisdom.Net) I have recently observed that some practitioners in
physical tribulation are passively enduring the pain, seeing no way out. Some
lost their willpower and left their bodies. I felt that I should talk about my
experience for others' reference. I stepped out of Heizuizi Women's Jail in Jilin Province with righteous
thoughts on November 21, 2003. I was tied to the "Dead Person's Bed" (1)
for almost 2 years and could barely lift my arms. On the day I came home, my
younger sister took me to her home. She cooked me some noodles cut into small
pieces. I tried hard with my right hand, and I still could not put the food into
my mouth. Then, I tried hard with my left hand, and finally, I took a first
bite. By the third bite, I was so exhausted that I felt dizzy and nauseous. My house was sold in 1999 when my husband and I were sent to the forced labor
camp for practicing Falun Gong. My husband left the labor camp on September 30,
2003 and stayed with his nephew. My sister called my husband the day I arrived
home. HHe came to pick me up to stay with him. He himself had been out of the
labor camp for just less than a month, and had red scabies all over his body,
and yet, he had to take care of me. At that time, I felt it extremely difficult to make a slight movement. My
bones hurt so badly all over my body that I could neither sit nor lie down.
Because I was in jail for 3 years and could not keep up with the Fa-rectification
outside, I thought it was what I had to endure. After I went home, I did not delay in practicing the Falun Gong exercises and
sending forth righteous thoughts. Even now my husband still jokes that my 4
poses look the same when I did the second exercises because I could not lift my
arms. The 4 poses all became "Holding the Wheel in Front of the Lower
Abdomen (Fuqian Baolun)". When I sent forth righteous thoughts, I get very
bad headaches and my eyes hurt so badly. I clamped down on my teeth and insisted
on sending righteous thoughts each time. My buttocks seemed to have thorns
growing out and it was very painful when I sat. Even so, I seldom lied down and
insist on sitting to study the Fa. During the first couple of days, my husband helped me to put my clothes on.
Later, I insisted on dressing myself, even though it took several hours to do it
by myself. I was also tired and dizzy. It was really very difficult. After two
or three days, I went to the bathroom by myself. Because I knew Master was
taking care of me, anything that should not happen would not happen. After a
week, I started to wash my own underwear and towels. These easy tasks required
all my strength to complete. I would never forget the difficulty during that
time. Just because of this, I recovered very fast. My body rapidly changed
during the 2 short months. The reason I wrote this article is that I hope all practitioners could move
forward in their tribulation and break through it, and you will see a whole new
world. (1) The four limbs of the practitioner are stretched out and tied to the four
corners of an icy cold metal bed. The practitioner cannot move at all. Neither
is he allowed to get up to eat, drink, or go to the bathroom. February 27, 2004
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