Helping Fellow Practitioners through Sickness Tribulations with Steadfast Righteous Thoughts (Part 1)
By a practitioner in China
My mother has practiced Falun Gong since 1997. She has persisted in
cultivating, appealing on behalf of Falun Gong, and clarifying the truth about
the persecution.
At the end of May 2004, my mother was disturbed seriously by sickness karma.
When I saw her later at a relative's house, to my great surprise, she looked
sallow, had edema, and could not walk without support. I realized the
seriousness of the issue. After exchanging views with fellow practitioners, I
decided to stay with my mother to study the Fa (1), send forth righteous
thoughts and share experiences with her, in order to discover the problem.
I learned that her sickness had lasted for over one month. During this time
she was sent to the hospital for an intravenous drip several times. She insisted
that there be no more treatment. But the situation did not take a favorable
turn. The underlying reason includes the persecution by the "dark minions," as
well as unsolved problems which have accumulated for a long time. However, no
matter what attachments we still have, we must not acknowledge the old forces'
arrangements and persecution.
When studying the Fa together, I found that my mother's master consciousness
was not strong enough, and the interference from thought karma was also serious.
I asked if that was the case all the time. She said, "No. Only now has the
interference become fierce." We asked her to strengthen her righteous thoughts
to break through the interference. As long as you can adhere to Fa study, you
are eliminating interference. When you are interfered with to the point of
putting down Dafa books or are unwilling to study the Fa, you have gone along
with the old forces' arrangements.
At the Metropolitan New York Fa Conference, a student asked Teacher, "I
obtained the Fa after [the persecution began on] July 20, 1999. When the
phenomenon of sickness karma occurs, if I regard it as sickness karma and
acknowledge it, would I be acknowledging the old forces' arrangements? Should I
send righteous thoughts?"
Teacher replied:
"As to whether there are old forces interfering, when you're changing
your own most surface bodies there is a portion that you need to
endure yourselves. But relatively speaking it isn't much, and it won't have
too much of an impact on validating the Fa. When big hardships come along,
that has to be the evil interfering, and you have to send righteous thoughts
to eliminate it! Today what Dafa disciples are doing are things that
validate the Fa, and they're the most sacred and most magnificent things. If
you're doing Dafa things and something happens during a critical time for
saving sentient beings, then it must be interference. You need to evaluate
it rationally. Don't be attached and think, 'Whenever I suffer or don't feel
well, it must be interference. I can't accept it if I'm suffering or don't
feel well. I have to send righteous thoughts.' Of course, it's okay for you
to send righteous thoughts. The gong you send out takes care of the
things it's supposed to take care of, and when it comes to things it's not
supposed to take care of the gong will act according to the Fa,
because that gong was cultivated by your cultivating according to the
Fa's standard. (People laugh) So what I think is, you should do
things rationally."
("Teaching and Explaining the Fa at the Metropolitan New York Fa
Conference")
My mother seldom read other Fa besides Zhuan Falun (2). When
Teacher's new articles were published, other practitioners would read them once
to my mother, and after that she seldom read it. She said that was because she
could not read clearly. When I learned this, I developed a guilty conscience.
Since I have not been able to stay at home for two years (as I would face near
certain arrest), I seldom have the opportunity to study the Fa with my mother.
As a matter of fact, as to all her problems, Teacher has mentioned them in
recent articles. But she did not study them thoroughly. So when the tribulation
occurs, she endured it as sickness karma. The dark minions took advantage of
this loophole and persecuted her endlessly. This is also due to our not
coordinating well as a whole.
After continuous Fa study and experience sharing, we gradually found many
problems. Mother's sickness also lessened during this time. We took the chance
to clarify the truth about Dafa patiently to friends and relatives so that they
could understand why mother persists in cultivating. They said nothing more and
showed support for us. After one week, father beseeched me with tears not to
leave home again, and to stay to look after mother. Thinking of my mission and
seeing that she became more and more clearheaded, after soliciting her opinion,
I gave her an MP3 player which had a recording of all of Teacher's new articles,
and departed with fellow practitioners.
The next night, father took mother to the hospital. When I hurried to see
her, she was lying on the hospital bed weakly. Seeing me, she felt much better.
Father dragged me aside and told me that mother suffered from a malignant tumor,
and was in the late stage of cancer. The doctor said she was critically ill. He
thought that Mother's life was in danger. I kept my heart unaffected and sent
out steadfast righteous thoughts to eradicate all these false appearances. I
recited Hongyin II to mother while fellow practitioners sent forth
righteous thoughts beside me. I also read Zhuan Falun to her that night.
We sent forth righteous thoughts overnight. Mother got up around midnight. I
told her that we were one body and that we do not allow the dark minions to
persecute us under any pretext.
Notes
Chinese version available at
http://www.minghui.org/mh/articles/2004/7/15/79417.html
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