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Some Understandings on Sending Forth Righteous Thoughts (Part 1) By Dafa practitioners in Sichuan Province (Clearwisdom.net) At the end of 2000, when the nationwide persecution
of Falun Gong reached its peak, nearly one hundred practitioners in my area went
to Beijing to appeal. Meanwhile, a truth-clarification materials production site
was damaged, and many practitioners were arrested and detained in detention
centers as a result. Between May and June of 2001, most practitioners were
released without being found guilty. At that time, we did not know about sending
forth righteous thoughts, but in our hearts we believed that Teacher was
watching over everything! I still remember once while meditating in the
detention center, I saw two paths I could choose: one was to go home, have a
normal work-life while participating in the Fa-rectification at the same time;
the other was to be sent to a labor camp then wander about to validate the Fa.
Unwittingly I started to make a choice, thinking that the first path was good
since nothing would be lost, and the second path was also fine since in that
case there were no family members to worry about. As I was thinking about this,
I suddenly realized I was wrong: I made the choices on the basis of seeking a
comfortable life, which was selfish. Only Teacher's arrangement was the best!
With that understanding, I immediately felt my entire body become warm, and I
had a righteous thought: I will no longer make choices, and I will only listen
to Teacher's arrangement. Several days later, I was released without being found
guilty. From my experience, I came to understand what it meant to truly believe
in Dafa and Teacher. Just as we were released, Clearwisdom.net notified practitioners about
sending forth righteous thoughts. Right before October of that year, the Public
Security Bureau was afraid that we might go to appeal in Beijing, so they
planned to hold a brainwashing class. Upon hearing the news, I immediately
notified all the practitioners I could reach and asked them to send forth
righteous thoughts. At that time, every practitioner that participated could
sense the power of righteous thoughts. I remembered that we also shared
understandings on how long we should send forth righteous thoughts. In the end,
everyone agreed that while sending forth righteous thoughts, we should not pay
much attention to the duration. For example, in the battle between the
righteousness and evil, if we concentrate too much on whether we have exceeded
the expected time, how could that be a battle between the righteousness and
evil? Afterwards, we no longer paid attention to time. Instead, we did not stop
until all the evil was eliminated with righteous thoughts. The plans for the
brainwashing class were dropped since no site was available. That was the first
time we used righteous thoughts together to oppose the old forces' arrangements. Following that, the Public Security Bureau director called in Falun Gong
practitioners one by one for a so-called "discussion," in which he
treated us like criminals. When he contacted me, I still had some anger inside
me. So although my courageous attitude "suppressed" him, things were
not completely resolved. He told me, "If you do not write a letter of
guarantee [giving up the practice], I will send you to a labor camp
directly!" After leaving the Public Security Bureau, I thought about a lot
of things, but not about whether or not I would be sent to labor camp. Instead,
I thought that I did not solve that issue with enough compassion. Teacher said
that compassion could melt steel and iron, so how could an everyday person not
be touched? Instead, I used a bad temper to suppress bad deeds, and of course it
failed to touch people's hearts. After sharing our understandings with other
practitioners, we all agreed that since the Public Security Bureau director
often came to do bad deeds, we could not let it continue. We agreed to send
forth righteous thoughts towards him for three consecutive days (each day at 8
p.m., 9 p.m., and 10 p.m.) to eliminate the evil factors behind him. After
making this decision, we notified more practitioners. As I walked to another
practitioner's home, I saw a scene in another dimension: Teacher was sitting
there smiling, and there were three enlightened beings in yellow besides him.
One of the enlightened beings was standing in front of Teacher, towards the
right, and was angrily talking about something while pointing at me. Through
mental telepathy I suddenly understood what he was talking about: "See,
your disciple is cultivating like this? Apparently he did not do well, yet he
considers the person arranged to test him as evil and wants to eliminate
him!" I immediately sent over a thought: "Stop it! I know the places
where I did not do well, and I will do well tomorrow! Please stop complaining in
front of my Teacher. I didn't do well and it has nothing to do with my
Teacher." That being seemed startled. He did not realize I was able to see
him and hear him. He kept his mouth open and did not know what to say. The scene
immediately disappeared. On that evening, I sent forth righteous thoughts as we planned. The image of
the Public Security Bureau director appeared in my mind: he wanted to show his
power, and he thus suddenly became very tall. I did not have any special
thoughts, but he never exceeded me in height. After being unable to defeat me,
he started to say good words, "Please let me go. I did not swear at you,
nor give you a hard time. (When he arrested me, he did not have a bad attitude
toward me. However, he beat and swore at other practitioners.) Come on, why can
you not just let me go?" I said to him seriously, "You are wrong! I
sent forth righteous thoughts not because you gave me a hard time or because you
swore at me, nor was it for revenge. This is the Fa-rectification. As a
practitioner, I have places that I need to improve. I will do better according
to Teacher's requirements. You cannot arrange my path, and it is impossible for
me to listen to you. If you cannot rectify your actions according to Dafa, you
will have no choice but to be eliminated. I now give you an opportunity, and I
will come back tomorrow." (At that time, I was not very clear who
"he" was, but I knew it was not his human body.) On the next day, I went to the Public Security Bureau, and the director was
there when I came in. Without the viciousness of the previous day, he smiled at
me and said, "You look well today." I also smiled and said, "So
do you." Without human notions in my heart at all, the environment was very
peaceful. Throughout the process, I was able to see how a human being was
controlled by other beings behind him. When those evil factors were unable to
control him, he showed interest and was willing to know more about Dafa.
However, when he was controlled by the evil, he had a stern expression and said
things to slander Dafa. It went like this back and forth several times, and the
battle became more and more intense. It was so intense that he could not sit
down next to me, but on the other hand, he wanted to sit next to me. Thus, as
soon as he sat down, he would stand up and walk a few steps toward the door;
then he would come back and sit down again; then he stood up and paced back and
forth. It repeated like that five times. In this process, when he said, "Falun
Gong is xx [slanderous word omitted]," at that moment I had feelings too
compassionate to describe. When he said that for the first time, I pressed my
palms together (Heshi) in front of my forehead and said to Teacher,
"Teacher, if this person is indeed hopeless, then so be it. His fate is
sealed." At that moment, after he started to say "Falun Dafa," he
did not know what to say. He also calmed down. Then he came over and sat next
me. Instead of continuing to wander around, this time he stayed there and asked
me a few questions that he was confused about. Finally, he said, "This is
an issue of belief. I cannot interfere with it and it is not my
responsibility." That was the first time we sent forth righteous thoughts together in our
local area. It was also a prelude to validating the Fa (1) as a whole body.
Since then, we have never been passive. No matter how rampant the evil is, we
always have the overall situation in our favor. Since we started sending forth
righteous thoughts at the beginning, we always tried our best, and each time has
lasted about an hour. We also send forth righteous thoughts whenever we have to.
Sometime during the night, we get up at 1 or 2 o'clock and send forth righteous
thoughts. At that time, there were too many evil factors, and whenever we
cleared things up, some practitioners stepped forward to validate the Fa. When
we needed to, we could also hold experience sharing sessions. This is because we
send forth righteous thoughts. We are also eliminating interference on the
Internet and phone lines. August 8, 2004 Posting date: 8/29/2004
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