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Trial of Strength
By a Falun Dafa practitioner in China
(Clearwisdom.net) I recently hand-copied the lecture "Teaching the
Fa at the 2003 Midwest-U.S. Fa Conference." As a result, I suddenly came to
understand why I've had so much interference and so many illusions. The dark
minions continue performing missions arranged by the old forces. Master has
clearly pointed out that the old forces in the universe no longer exist. When
sending forth righteous thoughts, we should thoroughly eliminate the dark
minions of the old forces and the rotten spirits under their control that
disrupt the Fa, and completely end the old forces' involvement. I have been
seriously following Master's guidance to send forth righteous thoughts, and
naively thought they had been completely eliminated long ago. However, this
morning I clearly saw a shiny little flash of light that darted across in front
of my eyes. A series of problems has recently occurred at home. Thinking through what
caused the problems, I realized I was trapped. When things happened, I thought I
was just going through a process that a practitioner normally encounters. I
dealt with the problems with a calm mind and tried to find the causes within
myself. Gradually I went into the personal cultivation state unwittingly. I even
comforted myself that I attained the Fa late, therefore my personal cultivation
was included with the Fa-rectification cultivation. Every day I studied the Fa
and sent forth righteous thoughts, but did less and less truth-clarifying work.
There was much interference whenever I did practical work. There were so many
illusions that I could not distinguish which ones were true. Therefore, I could
not decide what to do. After copying the whole lecture of "Teaching the Fa
at the 2003 Midwest-U.S. Fa Conference," I suddenly realized what the
problem was. I did not realize how important it is to send forth righteous
thoughts. Although I did it every day, I did not touch the essence - my
righteous thoughts were not strong enough, which gave the dark minions the
chance to fight back. After realizing this, I started sending forth righteous
thoughts to eliminate them. I realize it is very important to have a clear understanding of the Fa in
order to thoroughly eliminate the old forces' dark minions and rotten ghosts
that disrupt the Fa. This requires us to study the Fa more deeply and more
thoroughly. Furthermore, the following points are worth stressing. 1. Clearly distinguish between personal cultivation and Fa-rectification
cultivation in order to eliminate the old force interference. "You know, I give you automatic mechanisms for increasing gong
and other elements such as the Falun. Also, my Law Bodies are personally
looking after Dafa disciples, and my Law Bodies appointed some Gods who can
truly assist with Fa-rectification to help. But, the old forces have
systematically arranged their elements, too, and in that way they specifically
arranged everything they wanted. So this has put every student under the
influence of specific arrangements by the old forces, and under the influence
of those old force beings." ("Teaching the Fa at the 2003 Midwest-U.S. Fa Conference") Master has mentioned again and again that the disciple's path is very narrow,
and a slight deviation can make one unable to return. When stuck in a
tribulation arranged by the old forces, it is indeed very miserable. That path
has no future. For a period of time, I always dreamed about being tested. I
wondered whether I was on the path arranged by the old forces. My righteous
thoughts were not strong enough, so the old forces created false illusions in
order to shake my righteous beliefs. "So to thoroughly eliminate all the evil elements, from now on when
Dafa disciples send righteous thoughts they should completely clean out those
old forces' behind-the-scenes helpers, meaning, eliminate them. They're
specifically carrying out everything that the old forces want to have done.
Only after they're eliminated can more sentient beings be saved, and my Law
Bodies and the righteous Gods who truly uphold Dafa will be able to look
after things comprehensively. Start to completely eliminate them. The majority
of them are at a low level and directly control rotten spirits. It's very easy
to eliminate them since their levels are rather low, but they are hiding
inside the most surface dimension." ("Teaching the Fa at the 2003
Midwest-U.S. Fa Conference") When they are eliminated, our paths will be easy to follow. It is extremely
important to choose which path to follow. 2. Earnestly clarify the truth and expose the evil to local people. Fa-rectification has reached the surface. Master asks every senior
practitioner and every new practitioner to do well clarifying the truth and
exposing the local evil to local people. Local fellow practitioners are very
anxious to start working on it, however since we do not know much about the
local evil conduct, we don't know how to do it. We all hope information will
come out soon so that we can expose the local evil on a large scale. Everyone is
waiting. It is not a simple thing, as there are no materials to reference. As
long as every practitioner truly takes action and cooperates, we should be able
to make a breakthrough. However, the situation still has not improved. I
realized it might be because some dark minions still exist in some
practitioners' dimensions, and they have tried to interfere or cause damage, and
struggle to survive. Therefore, it becomes critical to target them directly and
eliminate them on a large scale through sending righteous thoughts. Master has pointed out that the evil elements are from a very low level, and
they hide at the most surface dimension. Since they are directly behind the evil
on the surface, eliminating them and removing these elements will make exposing
the local evil more effective. 3. Stress cooperation among practitioners and make use of our strength as a
whole. Some practitioners already realize that the old forces' dark minions have
created many gaps among practitioners in order to interfere with and damage Dafa
work, and make fellow practitioners unable to cooperate well with each other.
The ability to look inside when encountering problems differentiates
practitioners from ordinary people. Facing different solutions, we should use
the Fa to choose the best solution. "For Dafa disciples as a whole, in the process of validating the Fa,
when you work together in concert, the Fa power is great. Whether you're doing
things as a group or doing things individually, what you're doing is the same
kind of thing, and that's what we mean by one entity. You're all clarifying
the truth, sending righteous thoughts, and studying the Fa, so the specifics
of the things you're doing are different but the division of roles is orderly,
together there's a form, and separated there are particles." ("Explaining the Fa During the 2003 Lantern Festival at the U.S. West
Fa Conference") Please remember Master's teaching and value the predestined relationship with
fellow practitioners. We should not be trapped into thinking about how other
practitioners behave, therefore creating contradictions among fellow
practitioners and leaving a loophole through which dark minions can take
advantage. We should learn from our lessons. One thing made me think a lot. A local practitioner in charge has spent
thousands of yuan on truth-clarifying materials in past years.
Recently she has been short of money and would like other capable fellow
practitioners to take part of the responsibility. But she is afraid to give an
impression of collecting fees. The work cannot be stopped, but she has a
dilemma. I realized that the Jiang regime's policy of "bankrupting them
financially" targets every practitioner. The practitioners I know are almost all in poor circumstances. Some have
debts and some barely maintain a basic living. A practitioner in his 60's works
until midnight every night frying food, but he still continues to study the Fa,
send forth righteous thoughts, and clarify the truth every single day. A
practitioner who escaped an illegal arrest with righteous thoughts and became
homeless had several hundred thousand yuan in debts. My situation is a little
better - just barely enough to support myself. Until this year, I had just
enough money to buy a second-hand computer for 150 yuan, which enabled me to do
some writing and transcribing. The PC can only run Windows 95, so there are many
things it cannot accomplish. We should not let such a situation continue. We must break through the old
forces' arrangement. Master has said that cultivating Dafa is a blessing. Dafa
will bring blessings to practitioners after their attachments are eliminated.
Moreover, practitioners are undertaking the magnificent task of clarifying the
truth and saving sentient beings. The financial persecution should not be
allowed to continue. Exposing the local evil to local people is urgent, and it
requires every Fa particle to do well. In this period of time, these situations
are definitely a kind of interference. Many fellow practitioners already realize
that all practitioners should cooperate as a whole to solve the problem and to
eliminate the evil together. At the same time, it is another opportunity for
practitioners to do better. We should understand Master's expectations. There is no need to say what we
should do as practitioners. Utilize every penny of practitioner's money well. It
is supposed to be used for saving sentient beings, not for seeking comfort in
everyday life. 4. Continue to pay attention to personal cultivation. "A cultivator cannot stop cultivating even at the very last moment
before he reaches Consummation." ("A Suggestion" from Essentials for Further Advancement II) Because the persecution has lasted so long, many practitioners have slacked
off a bit and gradually become not very diligent. Some are not in a good mental
state. It is very dangerous if this situation continues. We have gone through
the hardest period. We must not drop out at the last minute. Many fellow practitioners mentioned the issue of a fundamental viewpoint. If
one's viewpoint is toward the Fa-rectification, one's thinking will be very
clear and hidden attachments will be easily found. I have seen a 70-year-old practitioner who looks like a 40 or 50-year old
lady. Her words touched me very much, "Be strict with yourself." The
older practitioner validates Dafa through her image, which is very solid and
powerful. The older practitioner, who sells flowers for a living, does the
exercises every day without skipping a single day. "As Dafa disciples, what you should do in the current situation is
clarify the truth to the world's people and expose the evil, thereby
safeguarding Dafa. Your own improvement and Consummation are part of this
process." ("A Suggestion" in Essentials for Further Advancement II) Emphasizing personal improvement is still in the domain of being
"selfish." By truly merging oneself into the Fa-rectification, one
will gain magnificent freedom. 5. Do not relax long-term efforts to eliminate evil with righteous thoughts. There are still things from the old universe in our small celestial system.
Any carelessness could be exploited. Therefore, we should keep strong righteous
thoughts at every moment, and thoroughly eliminate any thoughts that are not in
line with the Fa through sending righteous thoughts. It is just like playing
chess. Every chessman has its function. They need to cooperate together in order
to succeed. The true winning is not to eliminate all the chessmen of the
opponent, which will waste time and energy, but to intelligently capture the
head chessman. The remaining chessmen will then be of no use at all. I realize
that suing Jiang worldwide targets the head of the evil, and I believe every
practitioner should support this with righteous thoughts and actions. Exposing
the local evil is as important as Jiang's case, because it cuts off support to
the head of the evil and keeps the evildoers busy dealing with their own issues.
At the same time, we should find their accomplices of the evil, expose them so
that they don't have any place to hide, and then eliminate them completely in
other dimensions. The above is just my personal understanding. Please point out any thing
improper. December 15, 2004 |