Changing Human Notions
By Yuan Lida (alias), a Dafa practitioner in Anhui Province
(Clearwisdom.net) I practiced for almost 10 years but was still unable to
get rid of human notions. Therefore, I have had an arduous journey: going from a
labor camp to a detention center and then a mental hospital. Almost every step
was marked by blood and pain. I did not regain my freedom until last year. When I first went out to
clarify the truth, I always felt nervous, as if someone were
following me. Although to some extent I was able to let go of life and death, I
still kept thinking about how to avoid confronting the evil, rather than
fundamentally opposing and disintegrating it. One day when sharing understandings with a fellow practitioner, I said that
the evil was watching me all the time. She said: "Why do you always keep
thinking and thinking about the evil? What should be on our minds are Teacher,
Fa-rectification, and eliminating the evil. By sending forth righteous thoughts,
we can eliminate any evil. Realizing that Teacher is doing the Fa- rectification
in the entire cosmos, all the impure elements will be disintegrated. This is the
process of changing human notions. Only by keeping our every thought righteous
can we keep up with the Fa-rectification." Upon hearing those words, I suddenly felt I had done very poorly in the past.
No wonder I suffered so much but did not cultivate well, while others suffered
much less and cultivated much better. The key is that they have fundamentally
changed their human notions. Since then, whenever I arrive somewhere, I remind myself that Teacher is
doing the Fa-rectification in the entire cosmos and everything impure should be
rectified. Then I send forth righteous thoughts to eliminate evil, and the
truth-clarification becomes much smoother. Whenever something comes up or there
are some impure thoughts in my mind, I immediately correct it and send forth
righteous thoughts. I feel that anything impure in my thoughts is disintegrated,
and many tribulations become much easier to endure. Little by little, I have
started to have some feelings of being immersed in the Fa. I would like to thank Teacher for using fellow practitioners to remind me and
ask me to fundamentally get rid of my human notions. Although I was not
enlightened on my own, I would like to write this down and share with my fellow
practitioners, so that we can all keep up our righteous thoughts and righteous
actions. Please kindly point out anything improper. October 28, 2005
Chinese version available at
http://www.minghui.org/mh/articles/2005/10/30/113360.html
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