Eliminating Attachments with Strong Righteous Thoughts
By a Falun Dafa practitioner from Taiwan
(Clearwisdom.net) Recently I've been trying to spend more of my spare time studying the Fa.
However, I've encountered a lot of interference. Sometimes I felt numb all over
my body. Other times I was extremely sleepy. I couldn't even focus long enough
to read two pages of Fa. It was very difficult for me to study the
Fa and truly absorb what I was reading. When sending forth righteous thoughts, I
couldn't stay awake. I'd like to raise this issue here, so other fellow
practitioners can learn from my lessons. In my cultivation I have done some truth-clarification work and
I'm coordinating some Dafa projects. However, I still have many attachments. For
example, I have the pursuit of comfort in the human world. I'm afraid of being
lonely. I have various expectations about marriage. The old forces' dark minions
took advantage of my omissions and kept persecuting me. My strong attachments
oppressed the part of me that obtained the Fa. Therefore, I couldn't pay enough
attention to and truly cherish my opportunities to improve during my Fa-rectification
cultivation, and I couldn't maintain a good cultivation state. When I came to realize that my enormous attachments were the things that
stood in the way of my cultivation, I started to send forth strong righteous
thoughts. I tried my best to get rid of the attachments that I became aware of.
Gradually, I returned to my normal cultivation state. I regained my wisdom and
was able to see through my problems. The tribulations that I suffered came from
the tests that I should have passed in the course of my cultivation. I didn't
uncover my attachments quickly enough to improve myself fast enough. The
suffering that I endured was just a small portion of what our Teacher has
eliminated for us. When we pay back our karmic debts, behind the scenes, Teacher
is balancing the complicated karmic relationships that we ourselves were unable
to resolve. The dark minions try to interfere with us. However, Teacher uses
them to help us improve while dissolving them. I know several fellow practitioners who were severely interfered with when
they sent forth righteous thoughts. In fact, the root cause lay in the
attachments that they didn't want to get rid of. No matter how much Dafa work we
do, we can't reach Consummation with these last attachments. The Fa-rectification
is progressing, led by Teacher, and it will definitely be a magnificent success.
Here I'd like to urge my fellow practitioners to truly look inside and dig out
their attachments, so they won't be targeted by the dark minion's persecution
anymore.
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http://minghui.org/mh/articles/2005/3/1/96375.html
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