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Looking Inside Ourselves During Experience Sharing By a practitioner from Taiwan
(Clearwisdom.net) One day when we were doing experience sharing over the
Internet, not long after the sharing started, the website had a problem. I
immediately called for help. During the period of about 10 minutes that it took
to contact people, many strange things happened. While waiting for things to be
restored to normal, each practitioner who participated had a different reaction.
We had to wait quite a while before we could continue our experience sharing. I
thought that this situation was not accidental. After I exchanged experiences with the other practitioners, I reflected on
what had happened and realized that everyone had some negative thoughts about
the experience sharing conference and some did not even want to participate. Our
negative thoughts affected the energy field. This experience should remind us to
look inside ourselves. In private conversations later, I learned that some practitioners had
negative thoughts about the experience sharing. The reasons were varied. One
practitioner did not like another practitioner. Others did not like or did not
understand the topic of discussion. Others were too busy with other Fa-rectification
projects and did not want to take time for experience sharing. Others felt that
the group sharing atmosphere was awkward. Everyone held attachments and did not
want to participate in the experience sharing. We all ignored the fact that this is the cultivation path our Master arranged
for us and this was an opportunity to make progress in cultivation. Master
answered a practitioner's question during "Teaching the Fa at the 1999
Western U.S. Fa Conference": "....it's because you're all in the midst of cultivation and all have
your attachments and things you can't let go of. Perhaps you're right or
perhaps you're not right. Your being wrong might cause you to see another
person's being right as being wrong; your being right might also cause you to
see another person's being wrong as being right." I have seen all these situations. Master said that it is not coincidental to
see contradictions, and witnessing conflicts is an indication that we have our
own attachments to address. When we truly calm down and study the Fa,
we find that we affect each other! When one practitioner sends out a negative
message, it will affect everyone, including me. We are one body. If we feel that
the field is not good and we are part of the field, how could we say that it has
nothing to do with ourselves? A good experience sharing environment needs all
the practitioners who participate to make the effort and not depend on one
person to maintain a good field, because we are all a part of it. Sometimes I think that I don't want to participate in experience sharing
exchanges. However, for the sake of the whole body, when the group has an
experience exchange conference, if we all don't participate and exchange ideas,
it will have a bad effect on future Fa-rectification activities. At the time, I
thought I had let go of my self and was considering things from the viewpoint of
the whole body. I did not realize that my mood actually caused loopholes!
Because I did not see things from the Fa's point of view, I could not truly lift
myself up and let myself participate in the sharing with my purest heart. In
similar experience sharing conferences, if all practitioners carry righteous
thoughts in their hearts, whether they participate or not, I believe that it
will have a positive effect. From another perspective, the old forces may take advantage of our
uncomfortable hearts and we won't even realize it. The evil is afraid of being
exposed. Fa-rectification period cultivation is very serious. We cannot let our
minds deviate even a bit. Otherwise, not only will we not cultivate ourselves
well, but we will also negatively affect our divine mission to save sentient
beings. If those sentient beings having a predestined relationship with Dafa are
not saved in time, we will be ashamed before Master and ashamed before
ourselves. How then can we be qualified Fa-rectification period Dafa
practitioners? The Fa-rectification situation is so important. Not only do we
have Fa-rectification projects to do, but we also cannot fall behind in personal
cultivation because it is not only for our own consummation that we cultivate,
but also for the sentient beings that have placed great hope in us. June 27, 2005 Posting date: 7/10/2005
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