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Finding the Way After Years of Searching (Photo) By Chen Yuqi
(Clearwisdom.net) What is it about Chinese wisdom that appeals so much to
an outstanding American young man? What motivated him to hold seminars about
China in his hometown and why did he say that Taiwan has kept the best of the
Chinese culture? Matt is about 6 ft. 2 in., and his family was originally from Europe. His
demeanor resembles that of a traditional Chinese scholar: modest and thoughtful.
He was born in 1972 in Rochester, New York. His parents are university
professors and his family has been Christian for generations. Under the influence of his parents, Matt excelled in school, and was very
active in community charitable activities. In addition, he was good at sports.
He played for a national baseball team and went to Beijing for a game. He is
outstanding in many different ways. Enticed by the Beauty of Chinese Culture Matt reads extensively and is very kind. He always has questions about life,
like: "Why are we here?" Things changed after he studied at St.
Michael College in Vermont and took courses in Asian philosophy. He was
astounded by the profound knowledge of Buddhism, Confucianism, and Taoism. He
was so excited, and read more and more. In his second year, he moved to
Philadelphia in Pennsylvania, and transferred to Swarthmore College, one of the
best colleges in America. He was having a lot of fun at Swarthmore College, which provided him with an
excellent academic environment to study Asian philosophy. Soon after, he had
health problems. A serious illness was spreading quietly inside him. Mysterious Illness He was athletic, healthy, and strong, but during his sophomore year he lost a
lot of weight. He was allergic to many kinds of food. He vomited, had diarrhea,
and his digestive system was weakened. Matt was skin and bones within a short
time. No doctors could diagnose his illness. He had to quit school and went home
to recuperate. When he was suffering from the disease, he started to think about life and
death. He asked, "What is the meaning of life?" At this point, he saw
the word "compassion" flashing by. He made up his mind that he would
become a more compassionate, empathetic, and helpful person if he was ever back
on his feet again. While resting at home, Matt spent 500 dollars every month to learn qigong
from a well-known qigong master from China. Every day he practiced for hours. He
also went to Toronto, Canada to see a traditional Chinese doctor for acupuncture
and herbal medicine. He even carried his own pot to prepare the herbal medicine.
His health gradually improved. A year and a half later, he resumed his studies
at Swarthmore College and the seed to learn more about qigong had been planted
in him. Questions about Qigong When he was a junior, Matt started to learn Chinese, traditional Chinese
prose and Confucianism. Every time he learned something, he felt enlightened.
The qigong master was so impressed with Matt that he would teach Matt all he
knew, even his best kept secrets. Then Matt found out that the biggest problem
with qigong masters was that they only did the practice, and they did not care
about moral improvement. According to what he learned in the ancient books, there is a great inner
meaning in qigong. Phenomena such as the mysterious pass, yuanying, and
meditation all suggest that inner cultivation is the key. The modern qigong
masters, however, do not talk about these things. They only talk about keeping
fitness and maintaining health. They behave the same as ordinary people. On the
other hand, books on Buddhism and Taoism focus more on improving character, but
lack the means to transform the body. Matt was very puzzled over this
discrepancy. Matt thought he knew enough about qigong and he even thought about taking the
advantages from both schools and inventing a new practice. During his senior
year in the university, he came across Falun Dafa, the great and
all-encompassing practice. Learning about Falun Gong In February 1999, he went with his wife Emily on their first date to the
Chinese festival organized at the University of Pennsylvania. Amongst the
performances and folk arts booths, he found a display on Falun Gong, which
immediately attracted his attention. The person manning the booth was a professor and a Ph.D. student at the
University of Pennsylvania. After discussing with Falun Gong practitioners, Matt
was astounded. Their understanding of qigong was much more in depth than his. A
complete cultivation system was in front of him. He was so excited that he
grabbed Emily's hand, went to the bookstore, and bought the book Zhuan
Falun. After he read the book, he participated in the nine-day
workshop. Many of his classmates from the qigong class also followed Matt's
footsteps and became practitioners. Dramatic Changes in Mind and Body On the first day of the workshop Matt witnessed symptoms of his earlier
ailment return, such as diarrhea and vomiting. But this time he was energetic
and had a good appetite. He knew from the study of Zhuan Falun that this
time around it was karma being removed, the roots of the illness being dug out.
In the course of the nine-days workshop he gained 10 lean pounds and found
himself free at last of his longstanding food allergies. Upon learning the fifth exercise, Falun Gong's meditation, Matt found that
he could soon sit
for one hour with both legs crossed, whereas in the past he could never so much
as cross both legs. But the changes in his body, however great, were small in
comparison to the positive changes he experienced in his mind. So delighted was
he at having found what felt to him the perfect practice. Matt's family noticed changes in him. He was free at last of health
problems, and this time without spending a penny. His disposition improved
markedly. He had been for years nervous, anxious, impatient, competitive, and
argumentative. Today he stands a different person. Before taking up self-cultivation, Matt was at a loss for what to do about
the negative traits of his personality, though he could detect them. That
changed after starting cultivation, however, for he found that they were now
easily mended. Matt excelled during his years in school, graduating with one of the highest grade
point averages at his college and gaining privileged membership in Phi Beta
Kappa. His relations with his parents and friends also met with positive
changes. Those around him, such as his girlfriend, a Baptist, and his parents wished to learn
more about the practice he had found. So much did Matt benefit from the practice of Falun Gong that it deepened
and enkindled anew his interest in Chinese culture. He received a one year
fellowship around the time of graduation on the basis of his academic merits
for further study of the Chinese language at Tsinghua University. Little could
he anticipate, however, what he was about to witness in China. Tsinghua Days Matt felt in his element at Tsinghua University, enjoying the opportunity of
time with a range of thoughtful and engaging students from universities such as
Harvard and Yale. Every day at dawn and early evening, hundreds of faculty, staff members, and
students would practice Falun Gong together throughout the campus. Matt joined
them. That would change abruptly, however, beginning midnight on July 19, 1999.
It was that night Chinese authorities arrested all of the "key" contact persons
of Falun Gong. Matt knew nothing about the arrests, however, as he was
preparing for exams. But that night he was engulfed with nightmares--something
odd, in that he usually slept soundly. He dreamed that police were storming his
and other residences, hounding and arresting many innocent people. He was
awakened several times by the nightmare. Later Matt learned that in fact many persons had been arrested that for
their practice of Falun Gong. In the days that followed many practitioners,
including from Tsinghua, went to petition Chinese authorities and explain how
they had benefited from the practice. Numerous innocent people were arrested
and their rights deprived. Many were tortured and forced to give up their
practice. A Terror-Filled Campus Two days later Matt went to the practice site early in the morning and found
no one there. Instead, a sign was posted, reading, "Assembly and
Conversation Not Allowed." All media, including radio and TV broadcasts,
that day proceeded to denounce Falun Gong. Astounded, Matt called family and
friends in the States. They were very shocked, "Why are the authorities
banning a practice that benefits so many people?" An atmosphere of fear gripped the university. Students and faculty who
supported Falun Gong were suspended and sent home for "reform"
measures. Matt lost contact with his two closest Chinese friends, who refused
to renounce Falun Gong. It was unbelievable what innocent people were going
through. At first, Matt tried to stay in touch with the outside world via
email. Soon he was told that police were monitoring him and his phone and email
were being watched. Frustrated, Matt felt it impossible to continue his studies
and came back to the United States. Rescue Efforts from Outside China Back in the United States, Matt could not forget the suffering of the kind
people he had come to know in China. He thought about what he could do to help.
He spoke at a variety of
venues, several times on invitation. Audiences proved to be captivated
by matters of qigong and traditional Chinese medicine, in particular what these
traditions had to say about the universe and the human body. Many signed
petitions and spoke out upon hearing that Jiang Zemin was persecuting the
practitioners of Falun Gong in China. Matt's parents were among the many who wrote to President Bush, wishing to
draw attention to the human rights abuses happening in China. Falun Gong has
spread to over 60 countries and has met with praise by many local governments;
when people learn of what is happening in China they condemn the violation of
freedom of belief. Cherishing the Culture and Freedom Offered by Taiwan Matt went to Taiwan to further his research and studies. He is of the
conviction that Chinese culture is best kept in Taiwan, rather than the
mainland. For what reason does he say this? Taiwan is small, but it is democratic and
its many different ethnic groups live in harmony. In Taiwan China's traditional
culture has been kept intact, people enjoy freedom of belief, and there are
over 300,000 persons who practice Falun Gong. In China, by contrast,
traditional culture and its material remnants met with destruction in the
Cultural Revolution and human rights abuses are widespread. During this interview, Matt said that he felt safe in Taiwan and respected;
in the classroom he found that he and others could talk freely about their
beliefs. His wife Emily has joined him in Taiwan, where she teaches English. Matt credits Falun Gong with giving him good health and a sense of joy in
his life. He has chosen Sinology as his field of study. The beauty and
offerings of Taiwan are something to be cherished, as he sees it.
Posting date: 8/20/2005 |