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Being Grateful for Master's Compassion By a Falun Dafa practitioner from Mainland China
(Clearwisdom.net) I was born in 1953 and grew up within the brainwashing
culture of the Communist Party. As a result, I stubbornly believed in atheism
and refused to acknowledge anything I could not see with my own eyes. However,
after I began practicing Falun Gong, the miracles that happened to me forced me
to change my previous ignorant ideas and caused me to understand why more and
more practitioners refuse to give up their belief in "Truth, Compassion,
and Forbearance" even under the atrocious repression by the evil Chinese
Communist regime. I heard about Falun Dafa in 1997. It is a pity that I missed the opportunity
then and did not start practicing Falun Dafa at that time. After the persecution
started on July 20, 1999, I saw that Falun Dafa practitioners are not at all
like the negative portrayal on TV. They are good people. I also agreed with
Falun Dafa. Sometimes, I helped Falun Dafa practitioners pass out
truth-clarification materials and post messages. However, whenever
cultivation practice was mentioned, I excused myself saying that I did not have
time, that I was kind enough already, and that if I studied more, I would become
sillier in ordinary people's eyes. I even said silly words such as I would only
practice if it could cure my illnesses. Now, when I think back, I feel so
regretful. I had all kinds of illnesses: a cholesteatoma at the bottom of my inner ear
(I frequently fainted), rheumatic arthritis, bursitis in my shoulder,
gallbladder inflammation, intestinal adhesion after an appendectomy, thoracic
vertebral ossein proliferation, lumbar disc protrusion, and knee synovitis
ossein proliferation. All these ailments made me hyper-sensitive about any
disease. Later, I took a lot of medicine to cure my rheumatic arthritis.
However, all my joints and muscles became painful, whereas previously only the
joints in my hands and knees had had pain. It was so painful that I could not
sleep at night nor walk during the day. I could not even carry one pound. This
lasted for three years. Such suffering made my life miserable. Later, my elder
sister, a Falun Dafa practitioner, my non-practitioner friends, and my aunt who
lived outside of the town, also a Falun Dafa practitioner, all mentioned to me
the matter of cultivation practice. This time, I picked up Zhuan Falun
with the purpose of curing my illnesses. I cannot help crying again as I think of Master's compassion and merciful
salvation. At that time, I truly forgot about my illnesses, the pain, and all
other things when I began to read Zhuan Falun calmly. After I had read
ten pages, miracles happened. I suddenly felt my whole body become light and the
pain disappeared! I could not believe this was true because I had been so sick
that I almost could not get out of bed. My neighbor asked me: "You look so
well now. You talk so energetically. Your body is erect. Tell me what panacea
you took. Have you met with an enlightened being?" I told her right away
that I became well because of practicing Falun Gong. My Master cleansed my body!
With excitement, I told all the people I knew that my recovery was because of my
practicing Falun Gong! For so many years, I paced back and forth at the entrance of Falun Dafa and
wasted so much precious time. Master did not blame me for my poor enlightenment
quality. Instead, Master had more compassion for me and took away all my
illnesses after I finished reading the first ten pages of Zhuan Falun. My
personal experience thoroughly crushed the atheism and argumentative evil
doctrine of communism that cropped up in my thoughts. I did not see Master in person. Why did my illnesses disappear? The facts
have proved that merciful and great Master and his Law Bodies are with us
protecting us all the time. I thus firmly resolved to practice Falun Dafa
cultivation in May 2004. I must follow Master's teachings and do the three things well
even though I obtained the Fa late. Here I'd like to again express
my gratitude to Master for giving me a new life with such great compassion. Posting date: 11/27/2006
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