Believing in Teacher and Dafa One Hundred Percent
By a Falun Dafa practitioner in Jinzhou City, China
(Clearwisdom.net) I began Falun Dafa cultivation in 1996. Looking back on
the path I have taken for the past several years, I am grateful for Teacher's
compassionate protection. I always firmly believe in Dafa and Teacher. I know
Teacher is always protecting me. "Firm belief in Dafa and Teacher"
isn't just talk -- it is accomplished gradually through cultivation. 1. Believing in Teacher and Dafa One Hundred Percent I learned to read "Zhuan Falun" by myself. From the very
beginning I simply believed in Dafa and Teacher. Before I began Dafa
cultivation, I had many illnesses, such as headache, neck pain, rheumatism,
aching in my thighs and stomach, and other ailments. Sometime after I started
cultivation, all these illnesses vanished all of a sudden. Through Dafa
cultivation, I understand the principles of the Fa. I strictly
follow the standards of a cultivator to guide my behavior. I have not taken a
single pill or shot since learning Falun Dafa. Because of my cultivation, a
large amount of medical expenses were saved for the government. My experience
also made me realize that Dafa cultivation is truly extraordinary. Every time I meet with my classmates from college, middle school, or
elementary school, they all say to me, "You look the youngest of our
class." I tell them proudly, "It is because I cultivate Falun Dafa.
After I began Dafa cultivation, I became healthy and full of energy." I am
older than sixty now, but my hair is pitch black. From the outward appearance, I
look younger than people my age. My skin is delicate. I ride a bicycle as
swiftly as the wind. When our classmates gathered together recently, I
introduced Dafa to them and persuaded them to quit the Chinese Communist Party (CCP)
and its associated organizations. Six or seven of them have joined Dafa
cultivation. On July 20, 1999, the CCP started the persecution of Falun Dafa. The Ministry
of Public Security announced that CCP members were prohibited from practicing
Falun Gong. My area party committee sent four people to interrogate me. I told
them with justice in my heart: "Falun Dafa is a righteous Fa. It teaches
people to do good deeds and it is a great law of high virtue. Since I began
learning Zhuan Falun, my view has changed a great deal. I have personally
benefited from practicing it." The interrogation became my opportunity for
clarifying the truth to them. I told them how I began Dafa
cultivation and the great changes in me afterwards. "My realm has been
raised. I used to only think of my own benefits. Now, I consider others first
when I do things and I am no longer selfish. My cultivation of Dafa is to get
rid of bad things and attachments. Dafa is so good, why not practice it?"
Seeing me so firmly believing in Dafa, they notified the general secretary to
make me withdraw from the party. I agreed and signed my name as Dafa
practitioner so and so. The secretary told me that I couldn't sign my name this
way. I said, "Whether it will do or not, I will just sign it this way. I am
a Dafa practitioner, how can I lie? I cultivate
Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance, I can only do it this way." They then
suspended my retirement pension for one year. I didn't yield to their pressure.
I will continue my Dafa cultivation to the end, even if they execute me. No one
can shake my persistence in Dafa cultivation. Later, I was illegally arrested and sent to the
"Reform" Class of the Railroad Detention Center. The CCP dispatched
teachers and principles to give a slanderous talk, in an attempt to convince
Dafa practitioner to give up cultivation. As they were talking, I recited in my
mind: "Falun Dafa is good. Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is
good." When they realized what they were doing wasn't working, they sent my
family to see me. My family either cried or tried to force me give up my
cultivation. But it didn't change my mind in the slightest. They told me that if
I wrote a guarantee statement I'd be allowed to go home, otherwise
the authorities would keep me there. All other practitioners had gone home
except me. One day, a policeman, who was watching me from outside a window,
asked me: "What's the matter with you? Others have all gone home." I
told him I was as firm as ever. The policeman didn't say anything and left. In September 2001, after I was detained at the detention center, I continued
to memorize "Hong Yin" and Zhuan Falun, and do the Falun
Gong exercises, even under such severe conditions. I refused to cooperate with
the authorities. The practitioners who were detained at the detention center all
realized that we couldn't listen to the evil and actively countered their
persecution. On September 17, 2001, I called the party secretary of the plant and
clarified the truth to her. I told her: "I learned to be a good person. I
am retired. Why do you keep my retirement pension? You are not doing the right
thing and are being unreasonable. I will appeal. I benefited a great deal from
practicing Dafa. I will continue to cultivate Dafa with a heart as solid as a
rock." After hearing what I said, the party secretary became edgy. She came
to my home the following day and said to me hypocritically, "Elder sister,
if you think it is good to practice Dafa, just do it at home, but don't do it
outside. I have a contract with Linghe Section. If I don't take care of this
thing, I will be fired." She was afraid that I would go to Beijing to
appeal (I had gone to appeal at Shengyang and Beijing before to appeal for
justice for Falun Gong) and was afraid she might lose her job. I told her my
personal experiences and how I benefited from Dafa. She said, "Elder
sister, you have a good daughter, and your son-in-law is a good officer. You
shouldn't do things to affect them." She seemed so amicable. But after she
left, she went straight to the Linghe Police Branch Bureau to report me. Later
when the police interrogated me, they asked me why I told the party secretary
about Dafa. That night three policemen came to arrest me and sent me to a detention
center. I had only one thought: I am a Dafa practitioner and I will only listen
to Teacher and follow everything arranged by Teacher. I thought to myself that
there was much Dafa work I needed to do and that I had to get out of there.
Fellow practitioners and I taught prisoners to do the exercises and taught them
to read Hong Yin. We used scrap paper to write poems from Hong Yin
for them. We sent forth righteous thoughts and didn't care about being watched.
Prisoners said they would practice Dafa when they got out and wouldn't do bad
things any longer. With my mind in the Fa and firmly believing in Teacher and
Dafa, I was able to get out of the detention center after ten days and rejoined
other practitioners to validate Dafa. No matter how vicious the situation was,
our minds never wavered. We believed in Teacher and Dafa so totally that all the
efforts being done by the evil became futile. Teacher always told us in His lectures to do the three things
well. Through constantly studying the Fa on how to do the three things, I had a
clear understanding of this Fa principle. I was able to do the three things
actively and seriously. The utmost important thing is to study the Fa well. I
realize we have to study the Fa with a quiet mind and read the book
systematically, instead of skipping over anything. When we study the Fa with a
pure heart, we will ascend very quickly and understand more. When we study the
Fa well our minds will be filled with Fa; we will know what to do and do it
well. I have only one daughter. My son-in-law is a party cadre leader and stations
out of town. My daughter and grandson live with me. Many household duties, like
shopping for food, cooking, and other things fall on my shoulders. What can I
do? I can only squeeze time to study the Fa every minute and every second I
have. I cannot afford to waste any time. I use an MP3 to listen to Teacher's
lectures from Zhuan Falun. I carry it with me all the time and listen to
lectures every free moment. I wrote out Hong Yin on a large piece of
paper and placed it in the middle of the room so that I can memorize it when I
do house work. I am able to utilize every moment. I started memorizing Zhuan
Falun at night and had a breakthrough from feeling sleepy when studying the
Fa at night. I basically sleep only two to three hours each night, and the rest
of the time I either study or listen to the Fa. I thus have enough time for Fa
study. Even when I sleep very little, I do not feel sleepy. It is truly like the
state of mind of a divine being. Let me mention our group study. We are following Teacher's guidance as we
formed a small group of five to six people to study the Fa. It was a bit
difficult at the beginning. We had five people over fifty years old and one
young person. Some practitioners gave up on group study after July 20, 1999,
when the CCP started the persecution of Dafa. Later, they came out with help
from fellow practitioners. Since they studied the Fa very little, several of
them were afraid they might hold up others and wanted to leave the group. When
we study the Fa together we realize that Teacher wants us to improve and advance
as a whole and we should help those practitioners who are falling behind. There
is a seventy-year-old practitioner who lives pretty far from our study site. Her
husband didn't want her to join us to study the Fa and she couldn't read on her
own. But she has a very strong desire to study the Fa, so much so that she walks
to the group study site. Her spirit has moved us greatly. We have all realized
that we need to study the Fa as a group. Everyone needs to establish his or her
mighty virtue. Dafa practitioners need to get rid of their selfishness. We are
cultivators and are extraordinary. We need to advance together. Each particle
needs to advance. It is marvelous to be part of a large body made up of several
small particles advancing as a whole. After studying the Fa together, we have arrived at a common understanding. We
began to do group exercises diligently. Our improvement is displayed in our
helping each other. Those practitioners who couldn't read before, can now read Zhuan
Falun fluently and understand the meaning. We have advanced as a whole.
Every morning from 8:30 to 11:30 we study Zhuan Falun, and every Tuesday
and Thursday evenings we study Teacher's new articles, starting from articles
issued this year. We have studied Teacher's new articles from this year more
than once and some articles many times. Through Fa study, every one has improved
to gain a better understanding of Fa principles and is able to clarify the truth
more diligently. We study the Fa in the morning and go to various locations like
prisons, reformatories, and hospitals to send forth righteous thoughts in the
afternoon. Our righteous thoughts shock the persecutors and we have formed a
strong whole body. We also write letters and distribute pamphlets and booklets.
We clarify the truth face-to-face and persuade people to quit the Chinese
Communist Party (CCP) and its associated organizations. Everyone in our group
now has kept up with the Fa rectification process. The second thing is sending forth righteous thoughts. Teacher said in
"Teaching the Fa at the 2001 Canada Fa Conference," "Another thing is that from now on at group practice or when there's
another big conference like this one of ours, our students can quiet their
minds for five minutes, sitting with their hands in Jieyin and thinking about
eliminating the bad thoughts, karma, bad notions, and external interference in
their minds. As you're like this, think that they die, and then they will be
eliminated. Five minutes will do. When we get together for group practice,
think about eliminating the evil in the Three Realms, while holding one hand
vertically (li-zhang) in front of the chest, and just think with True Thoughts
for five minutes--this should do it." Teacher has taught us how to eliminate bad thoughts and thought karma.
Because the old forces have their own intricate arrangements planted in our
bodies and minds, we must totally negate the old forces and follow Teacher so
that our power will be great. During the persecution, we apply the Fa's mighty
power given by Teacher and send forth righteous thoughts so that we can avoid
crisis and persecution. We now study the Fa until 10:00 at night and then send
forth righteous thoughts. We act as a group to rescue fellow practitioners. The third thing is to clarify the truth. Teacher said in "Teaching the
Fa at the Great Lakes Fa Conference in North America," "You've done very well in clarifying the truth to the people of the
world. At the same time, I can tell you that this is also magnificent and
merciful. It looks like we're giving a flyer to an everyday person, and it
appears that we're telling everyday people what the truth is. Let me tell you,
when this Fa-rectification matter is over, humankind will enter the next
stage, and those people and beings who in their minds think that the Great Fa
of the cosmos isn't good will be the first weeded out. It's because no matter
how bad some beings in the cosmos are, they are even worse, for what they're
against is the Fa of the cosmos." We must cultivate ourselves and study the Fa well to be able to save sentient
beings, clarify the truth, and urge people to quit the CCP and its associated
organizations. Everyone should use every available means and opportunity to do
it. We need to clarify the truth to our families. My son-in-law is a cadre in the
army and was deeply poisoned by the CCP. I thus used my personal experience, my
good health through Dafa cultivation, and my behavior to show the goodness of
Dafa. My son-in-law's family live in the countryside and is poor. His parents
are not in good health either. When my daughter was getting married we didn't
ask them to pay for the wedding. My daughter is also practicing Dafa and my
son-in-law does not oppose it. He once said, "My father-in-law is just like
my own parent." When he didn't agree with us on distributing
truth-clarifying material and wasn't too happy about it, I told him repeatedly
that what we were doing was to save people. Now, when he sees a pamphlet lying
on the floor he will pick it up and read it. When his family came to visit us,
we entertained them enthusiastically. I also played a truth-clarifying CD for
them so that they could be saved. Our neighbors see our righteousness and good health, so that when we tell
them to quit the CCP, some of them have quit and some have started Dafa
cultivation. After learning the truth, our neighbors often help us. When police
came to harass us, they told them that we weren't home. When I meet with my classmates from elementary school, middle school, or
college, I clarify the truth to them. Now I persuade them to quit the CCP. Some
have withdrawn. I am still trying to convince some of them to quit and I am not
discouraged. I have decided to continue to do my best. When I go to the market
or shopping, I clarify the truth whenever there is an opportunity. I do it every
day and have never slackened. Teacher gave me a hint the other night in a dream.
Teacher and my brother appeared as glittering golden Buddhas. Teacher said to me
in the dream: "Your brother needs to obtain the Fa." I thus made long
distance calls to him. After calling him three times, he came home. My parents
and I clarified the truth to him and he has begun Dafa practice as well as
withdrawn from the CCP. He took a copy of Zhuan Falun and an exercise
tape with him when he left. I once dreamed about a large "Fa Boat"
made of transparent glass. Many people were in it. Some were hurrying trying to
get on it and some were not boarding. The boat seemed to be waiting for others
to board the boat. This is my own understanding. I am still far from reaching Teacher's
requirements, but I have confidence that I will rectify myself in the Fa. I will
practice persistently and diligently. I want Teacher to rest assured that I will
do my best and fulfill my grand wish and historic mission. I thank Teacher for
his compassionate protection.
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