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The Angel that Disappeared
By Li Ye
(Clearwisdom.net) She is an angel in my heart, but she has disappeared! Eight years ago, we were dispatched from different work units to complete a
line of duty. We were both dispatched to the same team, so each day we would
always sit down to have a chat after completing our work. Even now, some of her
words are still in my memory. She said, "One needs to have a belief.
Morality nowadays is so bad, isn't it because people do not have any
beliefs?" I felt what she said was reasonable, so I often agreed with her. Because she was so beautiful and her words and her behavior were so kind, I
always wanted to talk with her more, yet I did not have much chance. In my
impression, young girls as beautiful as her are cold and unfriendly, yet she was
warm and kind. I later had a chance to get in touch with her quite often. During one period,
my father's heart disease broke out five times, and the person who drove the
ambulance to pick up my father each of those five times was always her. How
could it be so coincidental? My father's medical expenses put our whole family into great financial
difficulty. The fifth time my father had to go to the hospital, I truly had no
idea what to do. My friend saw my embarrassment from my face. She called me to
her office, took out 800 yuan and gave it to me, and said, "I
just got my salary. This is not much money, and I can only help with this little
bit. But I think you better take your father home." I didn't understand.
She said seriously, "Many doctors and nurses at this hospital are
murderers!" I stared at her, at a loss. In my mind, doctors and nurses
would never be connected with murderers! "Actually I am not supposed to
expose this scandal in my own workplace, but I really don't have the heart to
see you in such difficulty any more. You don't know that as soon as the patient
comes into the hospital, the doctors would first try to find out if the
patients' family is rich. If they know that you are rich, they will kill you
financially. Otherwise many doctors will drive the patients away. Some patients
died because they were unable to pay. Further, in regards to nurses, do you
think they are white-clothed angels? Some of them stealing the medicines. They
replace albumin that costs several hundred yuan with a bottle of cheap medicine,
and then sell it to private pharmacies. Sometimes the doctors and nurses work
together to steal the medicines. I've seen too much of this. Some patients are
just waiting for death in this hospital." I was in a panic. How could such things happen in the hospital run by the
party? But according to my knowledge of my friend's integrity, what she said was
true. So I took my father back, and later she voluntarily came to my home to
give transfusions. Until his death, my father still wondered how could there be
a nurse as nice as her in such a society? What we saw was that good people were
becoming fewer and fewer, but she was kind enough to offer such help to us.
Later, I went to Beijing for training. After I returned, I went to see her, as I
wanted to give her a present to thank her for her help with my father. I went to
her office, but she was not in. So I asked another nurse. That nurse raised her
head, glanced at me in a sideways manner, and immediately lowered her head and
said there was no such person. I thought that maybe this nurse had only come
here recently, so I asked another one, but got the same response, that there was
no such person. How come? I found a nurse who seemed to be familiar, and the
reply was still that there was not such a person working there. I said it was
impossible, isn't she the nurse in charge here? She made up an excuse to leave
and no longer wanted to talk with me. I then went to another office and finally met a doctor with whom I was
familiar. He said, "Don't you know? She was arrested, because she practices
Falun Gong." I was stunned. I stood there and couldn't move. I finally got
a real answer. I did not know when my tears silently came out. What has happened
to this society? Has China suffered from delirium? A person like her has been
arrested! After that I had insomnia, which lasted a long time. Another few years passed, and I still couldn't find any exact news about my
friend. It was said she had a boyfriend, and they were already talking about
marriage. But the persecution had come along, which disrupted everything. It is
also said that she had already passed away. This world cannot even respect a
good person who is as kind as an angel! What kind of a society is this! If she
is still alive she should be about 30 years old. I think about her now and then.
As soon as I think about her, I have an urge to burst into tears. As soon as I
think about her, I feel ashamed. But in this prison-like society, I am unable to
do anything but cry. Now I have finally found the answer to all questions via the Freegate
software. So I have a sense of responsibility. I know what I should do. I should
let more people in the world know about such tragedies! Chinese people are
hopeful! This is for sure! |