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Getting Rid Of the Human Heart and Stepping Out to Clarify the Truth By a Dafa disciple from Henan Province, China
(Clearwisdom.net) Fellow practitioners often talk about stepping out to
clarify the truth and saving sentient beings. I am a Dafa disciple
that didn't step forward until 2003. What follows below are some of my own
limited understandings. If there were no persecution by the old forces, people could learn about Dafa
through ordinary means. They would not have formed misunderstandings or
prejudices from listening to Chinese Communist Party (CCP) lies. Furthermore,
they would not be led to commit offences against Dafa. However, the persecution
has taken place and for this reason Fa-rectification period disciples have
undertaken the mission of clarifying the truth and saving sentient beings.
Stepping out to clarify the truth has become one of the three things
we must accomplish. Stepping out to clarify the truth is an important matter for all Fa-rectification
period disciples' cultivation, and a requirement of Fa-rectification
cultivation. As Fa-rectification period cultivators, we must step out and save
sentient beings by clarifying the truth. Even more important, we need to
cultivate well to remove our human attachments while clarifying the truth, in
order to truly step out of our human notions. The process of stepping out to clarify the truth is a constant elevation in
the Fa. When I first came out to clarify the truth, I carried a lot
of "qing." I had gratitude towards Dafa and a psychological
fear of dropping down. I had many impulses to validate myself. I had very little
knowledge of why Fa-rectification is needed, and what the meaning of being a Fa-rectification
period Dafa disciple is. In the course of clarifying the truth, I continued to
study the Fa, constantly deepening my understanding of Fa-rectification. I came
to understand a Fa-rectification period disciple's mission and felt the layer
upon layers of the Fa's inner meanings. Over the course of time, I went from
understanding Dafa through my senses to gradually progressing to understanding
Dafa through reason and logic. I enlightened to the understanding that clarifying the truth is a process of
continuously removing human notions. Notions are the foundation of all types of
human attachments. For example, when I first began to clarify the truth, the
moment I handed out materials [flyers], I did not have the tranquility of a Dafa
disciple doing godly deeds nor the divinity of saving sentient beings. Instead,
I wondered if I was doing something wrong. I thought about whether I was
participating in politics. Was I interfering with the order of society? What if
I was reported to the authorities? If something happened to me, what would
happen to my family? Of these notions, some were from long-term indoctrination of crooked logic
and evil rhetoric by the communist party; the accumulation of human notions from
life; and selfish self-centered elements of the old universe. In the process of
coming out to clarify the truth, these notions were often everywhere. Sometimes,
while thinking of a single thought the notions would erupt out of my head. This
situation interferes with our righteous thoughts and disturbs our righteous
conduct because it exists on the material level. However, through the process of
stepping out continuously and suppressing our improper notions, Dafa will
constantly assimilate them. They will become less and less, little by little.
Righteous thoughts become stronger and stronger. Stepping out to clarify the truth is a process of continuously getting rid of
the human heart. In the beginning of clarifying the truth, I often had a heavy
attachment of fear and other attachments. Soon afterwards, the attachment of
completing assignments, the attachment of accomplishing things, attachment of
joy, to showing off, and the attachment of doing things as if they were everyday
work emerged. Confronted with unsuccessful face to face truth clarification, my
attachment to competition emerged. When faced with difficulty, the attachment of
difficulty appeared. When the coordination of our entire group wasn't good, the
heart of complaining emerged. Also the feeling of putting in more effort and
bickering with Dafa over loss and gains emerged. These attachments are different
from the ones faced in our personal cultivation practice. It demands that we
give up even more of ourselves, and no matter what, it demands that Dafa is the
most important thing in our lives. The process of stepping out and clarifying
the truth is also the process of continuously finding out our own human
attachments, and continuously cultivating to rid ourselves of them Stepping out to clarify the truth is also the process of removing
selfishness. When I first began to clarify the truth, I carried with me the urge
to validate myself. I was under the restriction of my notion of self. I seldom
viewed a situation from the deceived people's point of view or considered their
things. In fact, if we think about sentient beings waiting hundreds and
thousands of years to know the truth of Dafa, and their current dangerous
plight, we would be more diligent and more conscientious. Think about all the
benefits and happiness we have obtained in Dafa and the pitiful situation of
people being "poisoned" by the lies against Dafa. When we clarify the
truth we should be more lenient and have more empathy. We should furthermore
consider things from their point of view and not be focused on our own
understanding or our own comprehension. We should truly dissolve ourselves into
Dafa and consider other's ability to accept and understand us. We should
consider their attachments. If we can do this, clarifying the truth will have an
even better effect. Only when stepping out to clarify the truth, paying attention to Dafa,
adjusting our every thought and every notion, and getting rid of selfishness,
can we truly step out of being human. This is only some of my understanding. I wished to write it down to encourage
myself and discuss it with my fellow disciples. If any parts are inappropriate,
please compassionately point them out. January 14, 2006
Posting date: 2/5/2006
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