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A Serious Test
(Clearwisdom.net) I dreamed of taking a test. I entered the examination
room, but found I had no pen. I had to search for a pen, because I did not
prepare. The test papers were sent to us. I cared most about the composition
topic. I opened the test paper to find that the subject was "Being
Numb." I finished the composition in a rush,only retaining a vague impression of
what I wrote about. I just turned it in and left the room. Suddenly, I realized
that I did not finish any of the other questions. It was just 10:15, so there
were still 75 minutes left to finish the test. In a semi-conscious state, I
walked back to the examination room. I wished to present my befuddled mental
state as an excuse to the teacher and asked to finish the other questions. How
could it be possible? Is there such a rule that will let you continue answering
questions after you have left the exam room? I was filled with remorse as my
thinking began to clear. I was shocked by the dream when I woke up. Not bringing a pen for the test
showed that my attitude toward the test was not serious. I only finished one
question, the one composition question I rushed through. Supposedly, I would get
full points for it, which only counted for 60 points. The passing score was 90
points, leaving me 30 points short. The full score was 150. "Being Numb" was the topic of the composition. It was just to
enlighten me. I seldom go out to distribute materials and clarify the
truth in person. I only provide "truth clarification" materials
and technical support for some fellow practitioners. I am especially numb
towards those practitioners with poor understandings of the Fa that
have been illegally detained. I have a notion of protecting myself. I am worried
about being betrayed and implicated by them. Therefore, I dare not contact those
practitioners and ignore the concept of all practitioners forming one body. 'Didn't
my dream show me the serious consequences of acting this way? I understand that Dafa practitioners should do all three things
at the same time. Teacher has told us how to do it. It is like an open-book
test. Dafa practitioners should give serious thought to the test paper. It can
be seen how well I did the three things, I did not even bring a pen. Let us keep a serious attitude during Fa rectification. Do not do things in a
numb or semi-conscious state. The results may be that of holding a failed test
paper with a heart of deep remorse. Please kindly correct any improper understanding. July 16, 2006 |