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Rectifying My Mistake
(Clearwisdom.net) I had only been cultivating for a short time when I
first began participating in Fa-rectification activities. I also did not
comprehend the profound meaning of Dafa. As a result, I almost went to extremes
without understanding what I was doing several times. With Teacher's guidance,
however, I was prevented from making any major mistakes. I would like to share
one of my experiences. One day when my husband was away from home, without asking or letting him
know, I decided to use the money from his wallet to print up
truth-clarification fliers. As I opened the wallet in the hallway,
my celestial eye opened and I saw sentient beings from other dimensions standing
on the stairway, overlapping each other. Their footsteps were loud as they went
up and down the stairs. Immediately when my fingers touched the currency, every
one became very still, held their breaths and looked at me without blinking. The
environment was so quiet, it seemed as though time froze. I reassured myself by
justifying my actions. I told myself, "Taking money from my family to
support Dafa is not considered stealing." Therefore, I raised my head up
and said out loud, "I am taking the money to print up fliers, not for my
own spending!" Then I took out the bill and put it into my pocket as all
the sentient beings watched me. Later on, the more I thought about it, the less justified my action became.
My deed was not right or noble compared with the sacredness and seriousness of
Fa-rectification. Two days later, I finally realized my mistake and admitted my
action was not that of a qualified Dafa practitioner. Therefore, I looked for an
opportunity and prepared to put the money back. Standing at the bottom of the
stairway, I raised the money in the air and said, "I did it wrong the last
time. Now I am putting the money back. Please be my witness." All of a
sudden, the sentient beings from other dimensions appeared again and watched me
put the money back into the wallet. After that, they continued going up and down
the stairs with no more worry. At that moment, my celestial eye closed and those
people on the stairway disappeared. Standing there, I felt relieved. My thought told me: "The people of
different dimensions watch our deeds and actions so diligently and
seriously!" Thanks to Master's hint, it awakened me so that I could rectify
my mistake and have no regrets in Fa-rectification cultivation. After this experience, I do not take money from or rely on my husband's money
to use for Fa-rectification. Instead, I get money from different sources. For
example, I earn some petty cash by helping my mother-in-law do the work she
cannot handle. Also, for several years now, the medical insurance company has
refunded me one or two months of insurance premium a year as a reward for not
getting sick and not needing to go see doctors or take any medicine. Although
the money is not that much, it is enough to print Dafa materials. Due to my limited level, please kindly rectify any mistakes. August 20, 2006 Posting date: 9/4/2006
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