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Can Not or Will Not? By a Falun Gong practitioner in China
(Clearwisdom.net) In April 2007, the Minghui website announced that the
Falun Gong exercise music would be broadcast via satellite at 3:50 a.m. daily
for practitioners in China to practice the exercises at the same time. At first,
I got up every morning to practice the exercises and sent forth righteous
thoughts at midnight daily. Later on I was unable to get up in the morning for
the exercise practice due to some personal reasons. Sometimes when I did get up,
I didn't finish practicing the exercises. At other times, I skipped sending
forth righteous thoughts at midnight in order to get up in the morning to
practice the exercises. I struggled for a while, but could not make myself do
both. Then I started to look for excuses and neglected both. On September 7, 2007, Minghui editors made an announcement, calling for
articles for "The Fourth Mainland China Falun Dafa Practitioners
Cultivation Experience Sharing Conference on the Internet." The content of
the article had a great impact on me. The editors wrote, "We hope
practitioners will exchange their experiences regarding what they have learned
from their cultivation during Fa rectification--how they raised their
understanding on the basis of the Fa; how they are strict with themselves
according to the standards of a cultivator; how they truly rectify the Fa as
Dafa disciples during the Fa rectification period; [...] and how they actively
arrange things to meet the requirements of Fa rectification." I have no comment on sending forth righteous thoughts as one body. Our goal
is to end the persecution immediately. If the evil beings in other dimensions
are not eliminated to a certain extent, how will the persecution be ended? Even if I could make up for the times I missed sending forth righteous thoughts by doing it more frequently, sending forth righteous thoughts alone and doing it at the specified times as a group have different effect. The latter is what Teacher expects of each and every practitioner. That the persecution has lasted
so long has reflected that we practitioners fail to upgrade our understanding
and that our xinxing and actions fail to meet the
requirements of the Fa-rectification. But does this mean practicing Falun Gong
exercises should take a back seat? From the perspective of reaching personal
Consummation or transforming our health, it is secondary to practice the
exercises. However, practicing Falun Gong exercises is extraordinarily
significant from the perspective of the Fa-rectification. Teacher rotates a
giant Falun that is as large as the heavenly body He is rectifying the universe,
and we are within Teacher's heavenly bodies. When we practice Falun Gong
exercises at the same time, the Faluns Teacher has given each of us will rectify
our neighboring environment. "The Falun offers salvation to the practitioner when it rotates inward
(clockwise), since it absorbs a great amount of energy from the universe and
transforms it into gong. The Falun offers salvation to others when
rotating outward (counter-clockwise), as it releases energy that can save any
being and rectify any abnormal condition; people near the practitioner
benefit." ("The Great Consummation Way of Falun Dafa" in Falun
Gong) The Falun will retain the good elements and purge the bad elements. This is a
process of rectifying and saving the world. When we practice the Falun Gong
exercises together, our Faluns are rotating together in the same mechanism and
we are elevating our levels together as one body. We are lives in this small
universe. All the universes below our levels will be rectified by Teacher's
Faluns. Imagine the tremendous effect! Teacher has taught us repeatedly in Fa lectures to evaluate
things from the perspective of a great enlightened being, from the standpoint of
supernormal capabilities, and at a higher level. Nothing is a small matter in
the Fa-rectification and in cultivation practice, for nothing is as simple as it
appears on the surface. When something happens, there must be a need for it in
the Fa-rectification or in our cultivation practice in the Fa-rectification. It
is only that we may not be able to recognize it from a personal standpoint. In
my understanding, to join the morning exercise practice on time daily is to
actively harmonize the needs of the Fa-rectification, especially when the
majority of Falun Gong practitioners live in China. It's not enough for me to attain a good understanding on the issue of joining
the morning exercise practice. It does not count until I put it into action.
However, I still had difficulty sending forth righteous thoughts at midnight and
getting up in the morning on time to join the morning practice. Even when I did
wake up, I was still sleepy and couldn't practice the exercises with a clear
mind. Later I discussed my problem with a fellow practitioner and began to ask
myself, "Have I truly applied strict standards for myself? When I failed to
do both, have I ever reflected upon myself seriously to find the root cause?
Have I persevered?" Teacher said, "If you fail the test the first time, it will be difficult to pass it
the second time. Yet there is also the case where when one fails the first
test, one will regret it very much upon waking from sleep. Perhaps this
mentality and state of mind will reinforce your thoughts about it. When the
issue again arises, you will be able to control yourself and pass the test. If
one who fails the test does not care about it, it will be harder to pass
later. It is definitely this way." ("Demonic Interference in
Cultivation" in Lecture 6 of Zhuan Falun) Have I ever felt painful or sad when I failed to do both? Haven't I forgiven
myself easily? What is cultivation? "Accomplishing is cultivating."
("Solid Cultivation," Hong Yin) A cultivator must not stop along his cultivation path. Once an established
automatic mechanism is interrupted, it takes a stronger will to re-establish it.
I must let go of all the external and objective reasons for not being able to do
both. I must readjust my schedule and get up on time. Moreover, I must send
forth righteous thoughts at midnight and practice Falun Gong exercises in the
morning and do them well. On the first day, I forced myself to go to bed early,
but I couldn't fall asleep. As soon as I closed my eyes, my mind was filled with
random thoughts. But I ordered myself to fall asleep and I really fell asleep
quickly. Therefore, I got up before midnight to send righteous thoughts and then
again before 3:50 a.m. on the first day. I was very clearheaded. After a few
days, I adjusted to the new schedule. Then I began to reduce my sleep time. I
thought, "When the mechanism is running normally, it will be running
automatically like a well-oiled machine. Then I won't feel any difficulty."
But during the process it is important that I apply a high standard for myself
because I am validating the Fa. Now that I have overcome the problem, I have learned something valuable -- A
cultivator either "will" or "will not" do it. It depends on
whether he wants to do it. As long as he puts his mind to it, he can do it. It's
just like facing a test. You can pass the test if you want to.
Posting date: 11/3/2007
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