Maitland Mercury, Australia - Tortured for her beliefs
14 December 2007 Jennifer Zeng tread a long, torturous road to freedom, but she will never be
completely free. The author of Witnessing History: One Woman's Story of Survival, Mrs Zeng
survived almost two years' imprisonment in a Chinese camp, guilty of nothing
more than practicing Falun Gong, a type of spiritual meditation that she
credited as saving her life. Separated from her husband and daughter, she recounted in a matter-of-fact
tone the endless hours of physical and mental torment at the hands of the
Chinese Communist Government, designed to force her to disavow her beliefs. During her incarceration, she suffered many deaths - including at the hands
of her own conscience - but survived to tell her story. Safely in Australia, and as a new Australian citizen, she joined a global
movement to highlight the appalling human rights issues in China as that country
prepared to host the Olympic Games. She was in Maitland on Thursday, when the human rights torch passed through
the city on a global journey initiated by the Coalition to Investigate the
Persecution of Falun Gong in China. "They tortured me very badly ... they used electric batons to shock me
until I lost consciousness, but the worst thing was sleep deprivation,"
soft-spoken Mrs Zeng said. "When they send you to the labor camps, they keep you awake ... The
longest period for me was 15 days and 15 nights without sleep. "Many times I felt I would lose my sanity. "I witnessed people suddenly become mad ... so many people were tortured
to that kind of extent. "After witnessing and experiencing that kind of torture, I developed a
very, very strong impulse to write a book. "But another dilemma was that unless I signed a piece of paper
denouncing Falun Gong, I would never be freed. "So I struggled, I struggled in my own heart about what to do. This
struggle killed me another thousand times. "Finally, I forced myself to sign that piece of paper, believing they
would let me go - but I was wrong." Signing the paper wasn't enough; Mrs Zeng, who holds a Masters degree in
science, had to be cleansed of her Falun Gong beliefs to the satisfaction of the
government. She was sent to what she termed "brainwashing" camps, where the
teachings denounced the evils of Falun Gong. "It wasn't enough to write a few lines denouncing Falun Gong; in the
end, I was forced to write 18 pages - all against my will," Mrs Zeng said. "Because of that, I couldn't make peace with myself. I had to struggle
with my own will and conscience. "I had to read the article in front of thousands of inmates and then I
was expected to help to torture other practitioners. "You couldn't show any of your caring; you had to act as though you
agreed with what was happening. "There were many times I asked myself why I hadn't died yet? Why hadn't
I gone insane?" Falun Gong is an ancient form of "qigong", the practice of refining
the body and mind through slow-moving exercises and meditation. It was first taught publicly in 1992 and by 1998, was practiced by more than
70 million Chinese. At the heart of the practice are the principles: truthfulness, compassion and
forbearance. Mrs Zeng said the practice saved her life, describing it as nothing short of
miraculous. After suffering a traumatic childbirth, she contracted hepatitis C in a blood
transfusion and was bedridden for the initial years of her daughter's life. "When I gave birth to my daughter, I lost a lot of blood so I was very
weak," she said. "I needed to have a blood transfusion, but I contracted hepatitis C -
and my doctor told me there was nothing they could do to cure this disease. I
just had to wait to die. "I was at the stage where I couldn't get out of bed to care for my
daughter; I couldn't even turn my body. "After practicing Falun Gong for one month, I recovered and my disease
was cured. It was miraculous." Mrs Zeng had been following the Falun Gong doctrine for two years when the
Chinese Government began persecuting practitioners in 1999. Countless people were rounded up and jailed, sent to labor camps - or worse. Stories are emerging that Falun Gong practitioners captured by the Chinese
government are used as living organ donors. "You experience all the benefits of this practice, then you're told it's
a bad thing - and there's nothing you can do about it," Mrs Zeng said. She was among the first detainees in 1999; but the relief of her eventual
release in 2001 was short lived. Rather than relishing a reunion with her family, Mrs Zeng had five days to
flee Beijing because the authorities realized that she was not reformed. "I was fortunate enough to meet an Australian couple who were Christians
with their own beliefs and I told them my story, and how desperately I needed to
get out of China," she said. "They were very kind and helped me get a special visa; but I was here
for two years waiting for the immigration department to do their own
investigation to grant me refugee status." She had written half of her book by the time she left the country. But her story didn't end there. Her husband, who did not practice Falun Gong, was jailed in her absence and
their daughter spent her 10th birthday without her parents. Mrs Zeng applied to bring her daughter to Australia, but was refused. "I felt like a souless person wandering in a world that didn't belong to
me," she said. "When my husband was in jail, I really didn't know who I could turn to.
I had no rights in Australia and I couldn't go to the Chinese government." Now 41, Mrs Zeng, her husband and their daughter are living in Australia and
her book has been published. But the shadow of the Communist regime will follow them always; both her
escape and the book means Mrs Zeng will always have a black mark against her
name. Undeterred, she will continue to be part of a world-wide fight, to try to win
better human rights for Falun Gong practitioners in China. "I couldn't believe this could happen in this century myself ... If I
hadn't seen it and experienced it for myself, I would never believe it could
happen," she said. http://maitland.yourguide.com.au/news/local/news-features/tortured-for-her-beliefs/1105127.html
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