My Experience of Cultivating in Accordance with Ordinary Human Society
By a practitioner at Qilu Petrochemical Company, Zibo City, Shandong Province
(Clearwisdom.net) During the past year, I read through Master's lectures
from 2006 and 2007. I developed further understandings and gained new
experiences about cultivating in a way that complies with the state of ordinary
human society. Through learning the Fa, I came to understand that all I have
seen and come into contact with have come for the Fa. The illusive ordinary
human society provides an environment that allows a life to truly cultivate. It
is a great environment that Master wants and a great environment that relates to
the Fa-rectification of the whole universe and the harmonization of the future
universe system. Therefore, we must maintain this environment well during our
cultivation. In other words, we should cultivate in a way that is in accordance
with everyday people as much as possible. If I had learned the Fa well, it should not have been a problem for me to
cultivate in a manner that complied with the state of ordinary human society.
However, because I tended to go extremes and tended to comprehend the Fa with
selfish purposes and attachments, when I thought of cultivation, I thought that
I had to separate myself from ordinary human society. When I thought of giving
things up, I thought that I must give up all ordinary things (such as money,
job, and family). When I thought of discarding attachments, I thought that I
must not be interested in anything, and I felt that everything in life should be
muddled through. After I became destitute and homeless, I gradually came to understand that I
was wrong. Giving up everything did not help me to elevate my mind nature
(xinxing) and discard my attachments. Instead, it created
trouble for my cultivation; it gave people a negative impression and caused
difficulties in my saving lives. Quite simply, I did not listen to Master's
words, and the way I had cultivated was not what Master wants. After I came to understand this point, I began to treasure more this ordinary
human society instead of "disliking" it as I had before. Master asked
us to consider others first when we do things. I therefore started to try my
best to do well in my work. I had no any complaint when I was asked to do
overtime or to be on duty. I also paid attention to the details of everyday
life. For instance, I noticed there was no one taking care of the public
sanitation in the dormitory at the work site. So I did the cleaning work
quietly. I also noticed there was no one taking care of the public bathroom and
there was no water in the bathroom, so I then paid attention to turning on the
pump to fill up the water so that people could take a bath. I also cleaned my
dormitory room every day and did my best to maintain my personal hygiene.
Although it was dirty and messy at the work sites, I cleaned my shoes before I
went to the work site so that others' impression of me would be of someone who
was neat. I am assigned to clean the bowls and dishes while others cooked. I
washed the bowls and dishes clean and then used boiling water to sterilize them,
because I considered the issue of infectious diseases that ordinary people are
susceptible to. They were all very pleased that I paid attention to sanitary
issues. My job was supervising projects. I maintained a calm demeanor at work and did
not complain or get angry, and I purposely did not use the authority I had to
cause trouble for others. The work site was far away, and it was difficult to
cook food for work, so I ate at the cafeteria of the engineering unit at the
work site. Before I left, I wanted to pay them for the meals I had eaten there.
However, the head of the engineering unit did not want me to pay, so I bought
food for the equivalent value and gave it to the cafeteria. The workers all
respected what I did. I overheard their comments, "What a high moral
standard he follows. This is a manifestation of a truly high morality." One of my roommates believed the Chinese Communist Party's (CCP) fabricated
propaganda against Falun Gong, and he had a deep misunderstanding about Dafa.
Sometimes when he was drunk, he even threatened that he wanted to report me to
the police because he knew that I was giving copies of the "Nine
Commentaries on the Communist Party" and Disintegrate the
Party Culture to workers to read. He was angry and scared and said that he
did not want to be my roommate. I knew that Master was protecting me, but what I
had done was still not pure enough. I kept Master's words in my mind and treated
others kindly, and I did not haggle over any personal gains or losses. As a
matter of fact, on the first night when he moved in, he was very drunk. He got
up in the middle of night and urinated at the head of my bed. Not being
completely awake, I thought about what could be the problem, and then I soon
calmed my mind. I turned my head around and fell to sleep again. In the morning
I let him see the wet floor; he finally admitted that it was his doing. I also
cultivated my speech on this issue; I did not tell anybody because I knew that
this was related to my cultivation. I did not need to complain about it to
everybody else. One day he told me that he had been observing me for two months. He said he
had thought that Falun Gong practitioners did not acknowledge their family and
friends. However, from his observations, I was not that way; I was warmhearted
toward others. At the beginning, I did some things with a mentality of validating myself.
Through my continuously learning the Fa, I gradually removed the mentality of
self-validation and developed an understanding that every one of my words and
deeds represents the image of a Dafa practitioner and that I must do well.
Thereafter, although I was doing the same things, my mentality changed. I
started to truly consider others and to care for others from my heart. My
relations with the people around me got more and more harmonious. This, of
course, was helpful for me in clarifying the truth and offering
people salvation. However, because of my fear and other attachments, even though I knew that
Master had arranged a certain predestined person to come to me, I sometimes was
not able to persuade him to withdraw from the CCP and its affiliated
organizations or to explain the facts of the persecution of Falun Gong to him. I
lost many opportunities to save lives. I did not do well in this respect. I will
study the Fa more, read more Minghui/Clearwisdom articles, and take the time to
catch up with the Fa-rectification. My understanding is that I must walk out of
being an ordinary person so that I can then truly save people.
Chinese version available at
http://minghui.org/mh/articles/2007/11/22/166963.html
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