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Rock Solid Belief in Dafa and Master
By Ruyi, a practitioner in Huangdao District, Qingdao City
(Clearwisdom.net) I began Falun Dafa cultivation in 1999. I understood
that Dafa is for cultivating the Buddha and the Tao. It was hard to describe my
excitement. I am so fortunate. I will cultivate to the end. I brought this great
news to my family, and our entire family began our cultivation paths and
immersed ourselves in Master's enormous compassionate Buddha light. Our
happiness is beyond words. Before I began practicing Falun Dafa, my husband and I did not get along. We
quarreled every other day and fought every third day, almost to the brink of
divorce. After studying the Fa, we began respecting and understanding each
other, and helped each other improve. From studying the Fa and doing the
exercises, my husband's severe heart disease unknowingly disappeared. When we were full of happiness and longing for a wonderful future, the evil
persecution that darkened the sky and covered up the earth began. Out of
jealousy, Jiang's regime began their frenzied oppression and persecution against
an entire group of people who believe in "Truthfulness, Compassion,
Forbearance," and maliciously attacked and insulted Master who provided
salvation to all. I was distressed, upset and anxious. What should we do? As a
Dafa practitioner, I could not tolerate the evil slandering of Dafa and Master.
Fellow practitioners and I went to the local government to clarify the truth.
Contrary to our expectation, they not only did not listen to us but detained us
and forced us to hand in our Dafa books. I felt that I should never hand in our
Dafa books even if they kill me. I hid the books well after I came home and
studied them secretly at home. In 2000, many practitioners went to validate Dafa in Beijing. I felt that I
should go too. But at the time the evil was furious, the persecution was
unprecedentedly savage. Concerned for the safety of my family, my husband's job
and our child's schooling, I had a strong attachment of fear. At the time I
could only constantly study the Fa. Finally I was able to let go of life and
death, fame, benefit and sentimentality, so I resolutely went to Beijing to
validate Dafa. During my brief stay in Beijing, the local police arrested and held me in the
police station. They beat and cursed me. I was not afraid nor did I give in. The
weather was extremely cold. I wore only a thin layer of clothes and could not
help but shiver in the cold. When I could no longer handle it, I began learning
Hong Yin and Zhuan Falun (Lunyu)
by heart. I felt warmth all over my body and felt very comfortable. I suddenly
realized that Master had never left me, he was beside me all along, and he cared
for and protected me in every possible way. Master also helped me come back home
smoothly. Whenever I remembered the support and encouragement Master bestowed
upon me in Beijing, I could not help shedding tears. In order to change people's misunderstanding of Dafa, other practitioners and
I thought of all sorts of ways to clarify the truth. At the time, our local area
was not able to receive Master's recent teachings, truth materials, stickers or
posters. I went to other places to get the materials. During the "SARS"
outbreak, there were roadblocks everywhere. The first was checking for "SARS,"
then checking for Dafa practitioners. I sent forth righteous thoughts non-stop
and memorized Hong Yin II on the road. I came home safe and sound each
time with Master's compassionate protection. In order to let the world's people understand the truth and be saved, other
practitioners and I went to deliver truth pamphlets and the Nine
Commentaries on the Communist Party, hang banners and post slogans.
One night, another practitioner and I went to a village to post slogans and hang
up a banner. We were satisfied with what we had done and planned to leave, when
suddenly we saw a policeman running towards us. We were not scared and in unison
said, "Hurry, send forth righteous thoughts and immobilize the
policeman." The policeman was immobilized and we escaped safely. Many
people saw the golden banner that greatly shocked the evil the next morning. As a result of my sustained effort, all my relatives and friends, and many
people in the world have quit the Chinese Communist Party and its affiliated
groups. Through my patient and thorough truth clarification, they all know that
Falun Dafa is good, however I will not feel complacent and pleased with myself.
I am clearly aware that many people still need to be saved, so I cannot slack
off even a bit. I will try my best to save more sentient beings during this
limited time. I have limited education and my understanding of the Fa needs improvement. I
cannot incisively and vividly express all my thoughts and my gratitude towards
Master, but I can certainly say that I have a rock solid belief in Dafa and
Master. I will learn the Fa better, look inward whenever a conflict surfaces,
elevate my understanding and help Master validate the Fa during the final stage.
I will not let Master down. If there is anything inappropriate, please compassionately point it out. |