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Laying Aside My Attachments, I Walked Out of a Forced Labor Camp with Righteous Thoughts
(Clearwisdom.net) I started to practice Falun Gong in late 1997. I want
to talk about things that happened to me recently. I will tell you how I walked
out of a forced labor camp under Master's merciful protection. At around 9:00 p.m. on September 28, 2006, I was studying the Fa
at home. Hearing a rapid pounding on the door, I asked who it was. The voice
from outside did not sound familiar to me. I knew that it must be the police. I
told them that I was sleeping and that they should come back if they needed
something. They would not leave and kept pounding. My family and I started to
send forth righteous thoughts together to eliminate the evil control. About one
hour later, the pounding stopped. At about 11:00 p.m. over 20 policemen
returned. They used a ladder to climb over the wall of my courtyard. I
immediately locked the front door, but they used a screwdriver and an iron bar
to pry the door open. I shouted, "You broke into my house in the middle of
the night. Breaking into civilians' residences is against the law." They
ignored me and took my wife and me to the Public Security Bureau. Police officer Wang Wei searched me and took everything I had on me,
including more than 90 yuan in cash. He handcuffed me and put
shackles on my feet, yet still was not satisfied. He then used an iron chain to
tie me to a tiger bench. I was forced to sit on it the entire
evening. In addition, Wang Wei hit me in the face, which was swollen for several
days. The officers also would not let me use the toilet. The next day policeman
Liu Zhaoguo interrogated me. I had just one thought then: denying all the
arrangements made by the evil forces and refusing to cooperate with their
unreasonable demands. "No matter what the situation, do not cooperate with
the evil's demands, orders, or what it instigates." ("Dafa Disciples'
Righteous Thoughts are Powerful" in Essentials for Further Advancement
II) In the meantime, I clarified the truth to Liu Zhaoguo about
Dafa. I refused to sign my name on the interrogation report. Afterwards, the
officers escorted me to be detained and again told me to sign the paper. I said
that I was innocent and refused to sign. I was taken to a detention center. For seven days, I refused to cooperate
with the guards or sign anything. After that, agents from the 610
Office interrogated me twice. I remained silent and did not sign my name.
There was no record of the interrogation at all. The guards were very fierce,
but I was not scared. I sent forth righteous thoughts to eliminate the evil
behind them. One guard quickly drafted a note while the other one read a
newspaper. After that, they started to chat and completely left me alone. It did
not seem like an interrogation. The forced labor camp ordered us to do hard labor. I was ordered to work with
another elderly person. I did not give it too much thought at first. Since there
was nothing else to do, I started working. However, during the interrogation
that day, I was put in handcuffs. When they went to take the handcuffs off, they
could not find the keys. I realized I should not have done the hard labor. Yes,
I would not do the hard labor! At that time, if someone refused to do any hard
labor, his/her handcuffs and foot shackles would be connected, and they would
have to bend over to walk. Nevertheless, I was not scared. I had not committed
any crime. I should directly tell the guards. After sending forth righteous
thoughts for a while, eliminating the evil that planned to persecute me, the
guard who was in charge of labor assignments came in. I told him that I would
not do anything. Forcing me to do hard labor was physical abuse. Because I had
done nothing wrong, I firmly protested my illegal imprisonment. After hearing me
out, he did not give me anything to do. I thought that being a Falun Gong
practitioner, a good person, I should help others with their assigned forced
labor. That would be different from what the guards assigned to me. During this time, I had been telling the inmates who were in the same cell
with me the truth about Dafa. They agreed with me. One of them even learned the
five exercises. One inmate asked me to teach him to recite Master's lectures. In
the meantime, I also searched inside myself to find the reason for being
arrested, and where I had gone wrong. I sent forth righteous thoughts every day,
denying the old forces' arrangements. After being in the forced labor camp for 23 days, on October 20, 2006, I was
sentenced to three years of forced labor and was escorted to Wangcun Forced
Labor Camp. On the way there, I kept sending forth righteous thoughts:
"This is not the place for me; I must go home." When I had been
sentenced to forced labor in 2002, Master helped me so that I failed the
physical examination and hence was released. However, this time they tried
everything they could to lock me up. In the labor camp, two personal monitors
closely followed me every day. They constantly overwhelmed me with their fake
"law theory." I learned how important it was to study the Fa well. Had
I not studied the Fa well, I would not have been able to see through their evil
tricks. After over 12 days of fighting between righteousness and evil, their
evil theory did not work on me. I pondered on the reasons why I was arrested and sentenced to forced labor.
Every day, I thought about what Master said: "Calmly reflect on how many attachments you have I found many of my attachments. First, I had a strong human mentality while
working outside. I did not calmly study the Fa. It was like an assignment to me
when I studied the Fa. Second, I had a strong attachment to fear. Master says,
"For a god or a cultivator, fear is considered a major attachment."
("Teaching the Fa at the 2004 International Fa Conference in New
York") But why did I have fear? After searching deep inside, I found that I
had not completely laid aside my attachments. Third, I had a fairly strong human mentality. I still felt that human life
was full of tastes and meanings. I was like what Master said, "If you hold on to humanness with one hand and won't let go, and you
hold on to Buddhahood with the other hand and won't let go, just which one
exactly do you want?" ("Teaching and Explaining the Fa at the
Metropolitan New York Fa Conference") Fourth, I had not completely let go of my attachment to lust. I would take an
extra look at anyone who was attractive. During that time, my desire was strong,
and I had slacked off doing the exercises. I thought that it was due to not
being very diligent. As a matter of fact, the real reason was that I was still
not cultivating as a genuine practitioner. To sum it up, the persecution that I
suffered at that time was the consequence of all my attachments. However, no
matter the reason, I knew I should absolutely deny this persecution and not
cooperate with it. Every day I talked to Master, and said, "Master, this is
not a place for me to stay. I want to leave this place. There is so much Fa-rectification
work for me to do out there, and there are so many sentient beings waiting for
me to save them. Three years will be wasted. Besides, being arrested itself
caused a great negative effect on Fa-rectification." I felt uncomfortable and the guards took me in for an examination. The result
was that I had a "dangerous type" of high blood pressure. My heart
beat was extremely fast, too. The guards were scared. After two days, they
checked again and the results were worse. On November 5, fearing that something
would happen to me, the guards took me to a hospital. I said that I did not need
any medicine or injections and that I would be alright. They then mixed some
drugs in my food. When I found out, beginning on November 5, I started a hunger
strike. In addition, I refused to have my blood pressure checked. I believed
that those daily examinations also meant cooperating with them. Then the guards were even more scared. They came to the hospital almost every
day. Because my blood pressure was high, staff in the hospital dared not to
force-feed me. This encouraged me more to walk well on my path. It happened that at the same time, another practitioner was there in the
hospital taking care of a relative. He also secretly encouraged me. Master says in the "Lecture in Sydney," "If you do not care and do not put them on your mind, with the Master
and the Fa here what is there to fear? As long as the green mountains remain,
there is no fear of having no firewood to burn. Ignore them! Once you give them
up, you will find that the tribulations have become smaller and you have become
bigger. You will overcome them in one step, and the tribulations will become
nothing. It is guaranteed to be this way. If one cannot overcome them, it is
actually that he cannot give up the attachments or does not believe in the Fa.
In most cases, it is because one cannot give up one or another attachment. His
failure is all due to his inability to give up the attachments. Because he
cannot back that one human step, he is not able to overcome them." I asked Master in my heart: "Master, please give me strength. Since I am
a genuine practitioner, I will give up all my human mentalities and attachments.
I am a divine being. I am not hungry or thirsty. I will persevere." During this time, the director, the deputy director of Team 7, and the
doctors at the hospital showed me a paper they had drafted which said that I
refused to receive any medical treatment. They told me to sign that paper but I
refused. They asked me who would be responsible if something happened to me, and
I replied, "The labor camp." Seeing that I was so steadfast, they
left, mumbling things such as if I died, they would ask my family to come and
collect my things. I was not moved by them at all, but kept sending forth
righteous thoughts every day to eliminate the evil that occupied the people at
the labor camp. "Let the guards who are controlled by the evil have fear so
that they will release me; eliminate all the elements that prevent me from being
released." At around 2:00 p.m. on November 10, two guards from Team 7 went to the
hospital to pack for me. I did not know where they were sending me, so I
continued to send forth righteous thoughts to stop them from persecuting me. But
they told me that they were sending me home. The labor camp originally had
planned to ask the county 610 Office to take me home, but they were afraid.
After that, they wanted to get the township 610 Office to take me, but they,
too, were afraid of the responsibility. The labor camp officials thus had to
escort me to town. I was first taken to the 610 Office to be released from
forced labor. After that, they told my family to take me home. As I write this, I am now very excited and full of tears. I give thanks to
our Master, who has brought me back so that I would have the opportunity to be
involved in Fa-rectification tasks again. After walking out of the labor camp, I
feel more steadfast in my faith in Master and Dafa. I will closely follow
Master's Fa-rectification process, and do the three things well. I
will progress diligently and accomplish what Master has arranged for me. Posting date: 6/25/2007
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