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Remembering Teacher By Wuming, a practitioner from Tianjin City, China
(Clearwisdom.net) I'm sixty years old and began to practice Falun Gong in
1994. Recently, several veteran practitioners and I have been missing Teacher
greatly, and we fondly recall the good memories of Teacher lecturing at the
Tianjin Bayi Auditorium. Dafa transformed me, physically and mentally, and I am immersed in the
compassion of the Buddha Fa. I'd like to share my fond memories with fellow
practitioners. On March 14, 1994, a friend invited me to attend the second session of a
Falun Gong class at the Tianjin Bayi Auditorium. I am very fortunate to have had
the opportunity to attend. Prior to learning Falun Gong, I did not practice any
qigong. I did not know what a Buddha or a Dao is, or how to cultivate. But after
listening to Teacher lecture that first day, I seemed to suddenly understand
questions that I had never before been able to find the answers to, and to
finally comprehend the true meaning and purpose of life. My outlook on life and
the world truly underwent tremendous changes. When Teacher lectured, he pulled out just a single sheet of paper from his
coat pocket, which at the time I supposed was a draft of his speech. Teacher
said a lot during the lecture, and the content was profound and rich. How could
he have needed only one small sheet of paper? It was not until I had studied the
Fa and cultivated for some time that I realized that Dafa comes from Teacher,
the Fa is in Teacher's heart, and Teacher possesses infinite wisdom. I sat in the first row of the lecture hall and was able to see Teacher
clearly. He looked about 30 years old, standing tall with a strong stature, a
dignified appearance, and an extraordinary disposition. He gave a series of ten
lectures over as many days, but I did not see him take even a sip of water in
that time. He spoke eloquently and enunciated clearly. When I listened to his
speech, I felt a warm current running continuously through my body and I felt
very warm and blessed. When Teacher began to lecture on the second day, my head started to feel
swollen, I could not open my eyes and fell asleep. Later I realized that Teacher
was cleansing my body and mind. I used to have dizziness and headaches, and
those symptoms disappeared after Teacher cleansed my body. I was weak and had many illnesses since I was young. I had meningitis at the
age of 7 and a brain operation at the age of 11. I had hypertension and heart
disease. My blood pressure was 160/110 mm Hg. I could not sleep on my back. My
blood viscosity was high and I was dizzy all day long. I did not have any
strength, slept a lot, and was on medication year round. Ever since attending
Teacher's lectures, my hypertension and heart disease disappeared. My body has
felt very light. I finally have a healthy body. I used to be out of breath
walking up the stairs, now it feels as if someone is pushing me. Now my health
is better than when I was young and I can walk with ease. After learning the Fa, as my understanding of the Fa and xinxing upgraded, I
understood that I had a predestined relationship with Teacher, and that Teacher
was watching over me and protecting me life after life. The most memorable day of Teacher's lectures was the seventh day of the
session. It was a bright and sunny day. We all took photos with Teacher. I was
very close and kept staring at Him. He was smiling, amiable and approachable. He
had a healthy complexion and his skin was smooth and soft. Unlike others, He
exuded a special aura. Another practitioner and I were fortunate enough to have
our photo taken with Teacher. I stood right next to Him. This was the happiest
and the most unforgettable day of my life. The photo with Teacher is so
precious. The entire morning, practitioners took turns to take photos with
Teacher. And Teacher was very patient, smiling, peaceful, and understanding of
everyone's wishes. I can still remember vividly every moment of the last day of the lectures.
The coordinators from different practice sites presented multicolored silk
banners to Teacher to express our utmost respect. A father and his son came from
Shanxi to thank Teacher. They had attended Teacher's lectures in Taiyuan. The
son had leukemia and they spent a lot of money going to different hospitals
around the nation with no results. After attending the nine-day lectures in
Taiyuan, the son's leukemia was miraculously cured. When they heard that Teacher
was going to teach in Tianjin, they came all the way from Shanxi to thank
Teacher. I saw them giving Teacher a silk banner. There were numerous cases like
this. At the end, we were very reluctant to part with Teacher. It is difficult to
express how we felt, but it was as if a child had to leave his parents. Teacher
tried to leave the auditorium three times, however, everyone continued to
applaud enthusiastically, and Teacher came back three times. And each time,
Teacher rotated the big Falun to cleanse practitioners' bodies. When I once
recalled those happy moments, I felt very special, wonderful, and blessed. I
also cried because of a deep sense of shame. When I think about the fourteen years of cultivation, I feel that I have
disappointed Teacher's merciful salvation. Sometimes I ponder the meaning of
cultivation and how I have cultivated. All I've done is study the Fa, eliminate
my attachments and upgrade my xinxing. Everything else is given by Teacher,
because "Cultivation depends on one's own efforts, while the transformation
of gong is done by one's master." (Zhuan Falun)During the path of
our cultivation, everything we've done is for ourselves. I would not be where I
am today without Teacher's great compassion, salvation, and benevolence. I may
never understand how much Teacher has done for me. I therefore treasure this once in a lifetime opportunity to cultivate in the
Fa-rectification period and to improve quickly in the limited amount of time. Posting date: 6/2/2008
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