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Practitioner in a Wheelchair: Validating the Fa by Sending Messages with a Cell Phone
By a practitioner in China
(Clearwisdom.net) I am a Falun Dafa practitioner, and I am in a
wheelchair. Although I have practiced Dafa for 12 years, I have not done the
three things well. I always felt that I was not worthy of Teacher's
compassionate salvation. Because I am handicapped, I cannot go downstairs by
myself, which prevents me from getting in touch with others and clarifying
the truth. I was very worried, and I often said to Teacher in my heart,
"As your disciple, I haven't done the three things well. I will have much
to regret when the Fa-rectification period ends in the future. Why can't I stand
up?" (Of course, even if I can't stand up, my righteous faith in Teacher
and the Fa will by no means be shaken.) Eventually I had no other option but to
think that maybe this was how Teacher arranged for me to walk my path of
cultivation. Every time I looked out the window and saw people passing by, I asked,
"Do you already know the truth? Please learn the truth immediately."
Maybe Teacher saw my heart for saving people, because under almost impossible
circumstances, compassionate Teacher somehow arranged for me to get a cell phone
and enlightened me to clarify the truth by sending messages. I was then able to
clarify the truth by sending messages via a cell phone. I felt that the process
was also one of eliminating my own attachments. First, I collected many cell
phone numbers from the newspaper, then edited and saved a truth clarifying
message in the cell phone. However, when I tried to send a message, it just
wouldn't send because it contained "sensitive words" that the Chinese
Communist Party (CCP) has blocked out of fear. The information center doesn't
allow words like Falun Dafa, CCP, Quit the CCP, Youth League, Young Pioneers,
etc. What should I do? If the message didn't contain these words, how could the
truth be expressed clearly? I did several experiments and was finally able to
send the message successfully. It was an example of Teacher giving us wisdom as
long as we have the heart of saving sentient beings. Several days after I sent the messages, I felt very satisfied. Finally I
could clarify the truth to people. This cell phone was a powerful tool that
Teacher arranged for me to save people. But several days later I encountered a
test. A practitioner who sent messages to clarify the truth was illegally
arrested after being set up. I knew that my learning about this was a test
aimed at my heart. Fellow practitioners around me also tried to persuade me not
to send messages anymore. "Just by having your heart unaffected you will be
able to handle all situations." ("Eliminate Your Last Attachment(s)"
from Essentials for Further Advancement II) I removed the battery from my
cell phone after I sent the messages. I realized I should pay more attention to
security. When my heart was pure, the message I sent to the person with a predestined
relationship would be received silently. But when I developed attachments of
zealotry and to doing things, the recipient would reply with threats and curses.
The first time I received such a message, "whoosh"--all kinds of
attachments emerged. I thought, "It is your good fortune to receive my
message--others haven't gotten it yet. Why are you cursing me? Do you know how
much difficulty I have had to overcome to get that message to you?" I felt
very unbalanced. I studied the Fa and eventually became calm and
developed compassion. I felt very sorry for him because he refused the truth. I
checked his cell phone number and noticed that he was a university student who
advertised in the newspaper as a tutor. I thought that a university student
would have good comprehension, so I sent him two poems, "Gods, Awaken"
and "The Great Kalpa" from Hong Yin II, but he replied with yet more
curses. I was not angry this time. Maybe I cursed him in my previous life, or
maybe I still had attachments that I was not aware of. I should look within
myself and thank him for helping me improve my xinxing. I
regarded him as a personal relative and strengthened my kind thoughts. I hoped
in my heart that he would meet other practitioners who had a predestined
relationship with him and tell him the truth. After I received several
inflammatory messages, I was enlightened to one point: all sentient beings come
for Dafa. How much karma will a person produce if he doesn't accept the truth
and replies with curses! However, I cannot acknowledge this, I cannot accept it,
and I will not permit sentient beings to reply to me like this. I hope that all
sentient beings who have predestined relationships can accept the truth and keep
that in mind. Since that thought came to my mind, I never again received similar
replies. Once after I turned on my cell phone, I received six messages, all from the
information center. It said that I had received a picture message and informed
me to check it online. I didn't know how to use the Internet so I could not
check online. But I felt that maybe the information center knew the truth about
Dafa. Since my cell phone number had been exposed, I would not be afraid any
more. My cell phone number was registered with an alias. I started to send
messages to the newspaper agencies and the police, whom I'd dared not contact
before. Fellow practitioners helped me collect phone numbers of the chief police
officers, 610 Office staff, and the police. I sent messages to each
of them without any fear. When I sent messages to those working in prisons, I
wrote: "Heaven is eradicating the CCP, stop persecuting Dafa practitioners,
it is heavenly justice that good is rewarded with good and evil is punished with
evil." At the same time, I sent forth righteous thoughts to eliminate all
the evil beings that persecuted Dafa practitioners in the prison. I also noticed
that the cell phone numbers for the guards were all consecutive numbers, with
only the final number different, so I created more numbers accordingly, which
most probably were numbers of other guards in the prison. I changed the text to:
"Keep in mind: Falun Dafa is good. The Tiananmen self-immolation incident
was a propaganda ploy staged by the CCP, " etc. During that time, I felt
clearly that I improved quickly and that I could recite the Fa quickly. My
physical condition was also very good. I also looked within actively. On May 13,
2008, the Ninth World Falun Dafa Day, I sent out more than 150 Dafa truth
clarifications messages successfully. For security reasons, I changed to a new
cell phone number. I will keep on doing this until the Fa rectifies the human
world. When I send messages, I feel that I am a Dafa particle and that I have
already melted into the Fa. This is a feeling that I never had before. I really
feel that Teacher is right beside me. It is really beyond any language to
express my thanks to Teacher. I am so excited that I cannot hold back my tears.
How lucky to be a Dafa practitioner in the Fa-rectification period! But what I
do is so minimal. Fellow practitioners always comfort me by saying,"You
have that heart, Teacher has already seen it." But I always feel that I am
not worthy of Teacher's compassionate salvation. Though I can put down
life-and-death and various desires, I still have much karma and many attachments
to be removed. The attachment of self-contempt is very bad. I will try to let go
of this attachment. I hope that I can read more experience sharings from handicapped fellow
practitioners on the Clearwisdom website. Disabled as we are, we cannot lower
our xinxing level. The attachment of self-contempt has to be removed. As
long as we regard ourselves as Dafa practitioners and act strictly according to
Dafa, Teacher will protect us just the same. Since Teacher has chosen us,
shouldn't we be proud of ourselves? Let's grandly walk on our own path of
cultivation. Fellow practitioners, please point out with compassion anything
inappropriate. Heshi to Teacher. Heshi to fellow practitioners. |