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Facing Problems with Righteous Thoughts and Eliminating the Evil Persecution
By a Falun Dafa practitioner in Hubei Province, China
(Clearwisdom.net) When I was arrested in 2002, I did not have time to
destroy an outline I'd written of my experience sharing and some experience
sharing articles from other practitioners whose names were on them. The police
confiscated all of these documents. At that time, I felt great pressure. Because
I had loopholes in my cultivation, my experience sharing outline talked about
truth-clarifying material production sites and fellow practitioners. I lacked a
sufficient sense of security and did not destroy them before my arrest. I was very anxious. I knew that the more I worried about it, the easier it
was for evil to take advantage of my loophole. I tried my best to calm down to
recite the Fa and send forth righteous thoughts. When I was reciting
the Fa, Teacher opened up my wisdom. I suddenly realized that my experience
sharing outline and fellow practitioners' experience sharing papers were our
enlightenment from the Fa and that the Fa at this level cannot be used as
evidence for persecuting fellow practitioners. Otherwise, it would make our
understandings of the Fa evil. Even if I mentioned fellow practitioners' names
in my paper, doing that is part of my understanding of the Fa. Thinking this way, I stopped worrying. I talked to my experience sharing
paper in my mind, "Outline, you are my weapon. Every word in the outline
ought to listen to my command. When the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) personnel
study you, you should attack the evil like swords. You ought to destroy the
evil. You can only help the world's people be saved and cannot be used to
destroy them. Remember, you are not evidence. You are compassionate, you are
kind, whoever reads you will benefit from reading you." I sent forth righteous thoughts every day to eliminate the evil persecution.
I deeply believed that Teacher would take care of me. Even though I had
loopholes, I knew I would do better. I believed that Teacher would protect the
material production sites and fellow practitioners. It turned out to be true.
CCP personnel did not interfere with the material production sites or fellow
practitioners mentioned in those documents. I knew this protection was due to Teacher's compassion. I have learned from
this incident. I started to be strict with myself and think of others. I pay a
lot of attention to other people's safety now. |