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Fa-Rectification Experience--How I Broke Out of the Panjin City Forced Labor Camp with Righteous Thoughts (II) By Xin Zheng
(Clearwisdom.net) On August 16th, 2001, I was sent to the Panjin City Labor Camp for a 3-year sentence.
As I entered the labor camp, I could hear the terrifying sounds of the electric batons' shocking
someone, "zap, zap, zap ...". The practitioners being beaten were Yin Baowen and Liu
Guangqing, a technical school teacher, because they refused to practice Tai Chi [Note: As Tai Chi
is considered a different school of practice, prison guards use this tactic in order to make Dafa
practitioners do something that is against their faith]. They had been beaten every day for more
than a month when I arrived. The painful torture and the guards' curses could be heard constantly. There were posters everywhere on prison cell walls insulting and cursing Falun Gong's Founder and
the practice of Falun Gong. I was too upset to keep my eyes straight head in front of those defaming
posters. Prison guards often beat practitioners on the exercise grounds. The atmosphere of terror
was so thick as one could always hear the sounds of guards repeatedly slapping practitioners' faces.
Without being there, one cannot imagine how horrifying it was. These constant tortures alone could
mentally destroy a person. I knew that if we could not keep our strong faith but instead complied with their requests, we
would always be victims of their abuses. The authorities attempted to force us to practice Tai Chi,
to curse our Teacher and Falun Dafa, to make false statements, and to write the "three
letters" [the letter of guarantee, the letter of regret and the letter criticizing fellow
practitioners]. In addition, they tried to force us to continually compromise ourselves and our
personal belief in Truthfulness, Compassion and Forbearance, which no human being should ever have
to do, with the intent to cause us to feel so much shame that we would not practice Falun Gong
again, and even feel too ashamed to live. The authorities not only deprived me of my freedom of
belief and my physical freedom, but also attempted to destroy my dignity as a human being. Teacher
taught us to assimilate to the characteristics of the Universe: Truthfulness, Compassion,
Forbearance; while the authorities constantly made attempts to force us to deviate from
Truthfulness, Compassion, Forbearance. Our Teacher is saving us and teaching us to be good people
and return to our true origin, while they try to drag us into Hell with them. I knew I would never
comply with their demands. I am a Falun Dafa cultivator, and I refused to be forced to practice
other belief systems and compromise my faith. On the morning of August 18th, only ten days after I broke my fast, prison guard Chen
Changli punched and kicked me in public while I was still very weak. He punched my face with his
fist and I could feel my face start to swell up. After I was knocked down, he kicked me, and then he
grabbed my hair and bashed my head so hard against a mini-van that the van's paint chipped off on my
head. When he was exhausted, he finally stopped beating me. This happened as almost 100 labor camp
inmates were going out to work and they all witnessed this event. My fellow practitioners who were
present told me that those guards were extremely cruel and scary. This was still not enough; two
inmates in charge of monitoring took me back and beat me again. The most vicious was Luan Yong, who
repeatedly kneed me in the stomach, I could not even stand the first blow; it was extremely
difficult to bear. Later on, when I used the washroom, I noticed that I had lost control of my
bowels in my pants. Due to being disoriented, it was a long time before I regained the memory that
my incontinence happened due to the sudden, rapid, and brutal beating Chen Changli gave me on the
exercise ground. The guards still continued beating Yin Baowen and Liu Guangqing. Only this time, the Brigade
Chief Tang Xiaobiao wanted me to be present during their torture in order to intimidate me. Then
they tried to force me to recite the 30 labor camp rules. They said that recitation of rules did not
influence my practicing Falun Gong and this was part of the labor camp's regulation. In fact, this
was just the first step of their systematic persecution. I said, "I did not commit any crimes;
Yin Baowen did the recitation of the rules and he still was beaten up every day. In the end, I would
get beaten anyway, so I would like to make things a little simpler by not reciting!" With that,
he had nothing to say and threw me into a small cell that was an iron cage (cage-cell), little wider
than a single bed; I was hung handcuffed inside the cage-cell to the iron bars. I cannot remember
how many times he used the electric batons on me, but each time lasted more than half an hour. The
most vicious act was that Tang Xiaobiao ordered the inmate in charge of monitoring to torture me; in
summer time, I did not wear much, so each time Luan Yong, the inmate in charge of monitoring came,
he would cruelly pinch me all over while I was handcuffed and unable to move. When he was tired of
torturing me that way, he left. A little while later, he would return and continue again. He did
this so many times that I unconsciously developed a conditioned reflex: I would become very nervous
upon his entrance. He tortured me this way many times a day; at nighttime, I was still handcuffed
and I had to continue standing there 24-hrs with swollen legs and feet. In the evenings when I fell
asleep, the pain of the handcuffs and the constant rattling of the cage would awaken me with a jerk.
I could not sleep while being handcuffed and standing there. My legs and feet were so swollen, I
could not even wear slippers. While looking at my terrible condition, Tang Xiaobiao said with
dismissal, "Your condition is so much better. Liu Guangqing's feet were so swollen that you
could not even tell where his heels were." Later, I learned that one month before, Liu
Guangqing and Yin Baowen were hung in a small cage-cell for 9 days with 6 of those days non-stop in
the hanging position. I was tortured this way for 3 days and nights. On the fourth day, a director from the Justice
Bureau came to the labor camp to monitor the camp's situation. Upon seeing my terrible condition, he
asked Tang Xiaobiao to unlock my handcuffs. Tang Xiaobiao reluctantly did that. I thought I had
encountered a good person. But later on, I learned he was actually equally vicious. This director
directly participated in beating practitioner Ye Ximing. Each time there was a serious breach of
laws, physical abuse and collective violence against practitioners, he would hide for a few days and
then come back again for another round, thus fulfilling his monitoring and disciplinary duty. After I was released from the handcuffs, my two hands could not move as before; my left hand was
not able to turn on a faucet for a long time. A day later, they got a new idea. They suddenly
interrogated me in a room full of police agents. It seemed they all were high officials, saying that
I had done other things that needed to be dealt with and they needed to send me to a prison. They
tried to threaten me this way. Of course, not just threatening: in the beginning, they used
electronic batons on me and then beat me by using their batons. I did not know how many times they
had already pummeled me. I only tried hard to bear the pain and instinctively used my hand to fend
off the falling baton, so it ended up landing heavily on my arms. I asked, "It is stipulated
that you are not supposed to interrogate with torture, right?" One of the agents rushed over
and yelled while pummeling me, "Who interrogated you with torture? Who?" When they were
beating practitioners, they would leave the door wide open so that everyone could clearly hear the
noise of beatings and tortures to scare other practitioners. We were in the middle of these kinds of
beatings, curses and threats, day after day. A day was like a year, and a week later, they threw me
together with other fellow practitioners and we were punished by forced bench-sitting for long hours
with no talking, no moving, no rest, and no break. Later they transferred me from the small cage-cell to a larger room where I joined my fellow
practitioners who arrived here before I did. But in the room, there were posters defaming Teacher
and Dafa all over the walls. This was an insult to all practitioners. I could not stand this. Yet,
at the thought of tearing them down, I would feel nervous. I was scared at the thought of being
beaten again. However, I could not stand this kind of insult. So every day I thought about how to
tear them down. There were 3 rooms plus a hallway that had posters defaming Teacher and Dafa. Since
I was determined to do this, I decided that I should tear all of them down, so I did not have to do
it again. As soon as I made the decision, my heart felt peaceful. Because of the criminal inmates'
tight control, it was hard to tear all of them down. During the following week, the Brigade Chief
Tang Xiaobiao had beaten me 3 times because he tried to force me to recite the 30 rules, and he
threatened to beat me every day. During one afternoon, the chance was presented to me. I tore down all the posters in the 3 rooms
and erased the defaming language on the blackboard. And later the inmate guard became very upset
because of this, asking who did this. When I stood up, he started beating me furiously, but he dared
not report the incident. Later, though, he nervously reported to the Brigade Chief. In order to
prove himself to the Chief, he furiously beat me to cover up for own shortcomings on duty. Then,
Tang Xiaobiao ordered him to drag me to a small cage-cell while continually beating me. While
dragging me down the hallway, Tang suddenly shoved me by my head and I collapsed onto the ground of
bricks. Even though I immediately passed out, they did not stop beating me at the moment. Because I
could not walk, they said that I was feigning the blackout. They dragged me all the way to the small
cage-cell and handcuffed me inside. Initially, they wanted to handcuff me to the higher ceiling
bars, but I'm shorter, so they could not make the handcuffs hook onto the high bars of the cage.
Then they started using electric batons on me. After a while, Tang Xiaobiao thought that it was
boring to just use electric batons on me, so he tried to remove the only shirt I was wearing. But
the strange thing was that he did not continue to use the electric baton on me; he dropped the baton
and left. I did not know why, and later when I got chance to see under my shirt, I found that the
scars from batons were all over my body. What's more, the baton's iron tip scratched deep bloody
scars on my skin because I fought to break away from their tortures. Some of the scars from being
tortured with electric batons for extended periods on the same spot were still visible after 4
months, the time when I started a hunger strike. Later on, when I washed my face, I felt something
wrong with the shape of my face. I asked the inmate guard to do me a favor and bring me a mirror.
When I looked into the mirror, I found my forehead was seriously swollen right above the left
eyebrow. I was shut in the cell-cage again. Tang came up another tactic: he wrote words that defamed
Teacher and Dafa on a piece of paper and put it up right in front of me on the door. I would tear it
down when I got the chance to use the washroom. So, he would post another paper and threatened the
inmate guard that if he could not guard the paper on the door, he would be punished. They were
taking advantage of practitioner's kind-heartedness; they used an "implication" tactic to
pressure practitioners. For example, practitioners here were forced to do hard labor if they refused
to wear the jail uniform. After rounds of violence, practitioners still did not comply. They then
forced a criminal inmate in the same shift to beat practitioners, but it still did not work. They
then beat the criminal inmate. They were extremely vicious. They would do anything and use any means
to reach their evil goals. I was also concerned with the use of "implication" tactics.
Later, after I tore the paper down again, I made an agreement with Tang Xiaobiao that he would no
longer write any defaming language to hang before me and I would recite their 30 rules. I had a huge
swollen lump on my forehead and scars all over my body. They might have lost confidence in trying to
get me to renounce my belief. The main reason was that, at the moment, the labor camp police agents
had to take exams. So they only hung me during the daytime. They no longer had the energy to take
"care" of me. (To be continued) For Part 1, see Posting date: 1/27/2003
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