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This is What I Truly Want By Li Xuan, a Falun Dafa practitioner from Jiamusi City
(Clearwisdom.net) At the beginning of 1996, I went to visit my mother. I was a loyal Buddhist
at that time. My mother knew I enjoyed reading books on the Buddha school, so
she said, "I borrowed a book entitled Zhuan Falun. Do
you want to take a look at it?" I said, "Sure." When I read it, I
couldn't helping commenting, "Wonderful!" I even read it aloud. I told
my mother, "This is a great book!" What I remembered from reading it
the first time was that Falun Dafa is a way that cultivates both mind and body.
From then on, I saw hope and eternity for my life. The night after I started to practice the Falun Dafa exercises, my lower
abdomen felt very hot after I finished the meditation exercise and was about to
go to bed. I clearly felt something enter my lower abdomen and then immediately
start to rotate quickly. I came to realize that Teacher had planted a Falun in
my body. Ever since I started to practice Falun Dafa, I have felt my body being
cultivated every day. There is a Falun rotating above my head that rotates nine
times clockwise and then nine times counterclockwise. Sometimes it even brings
me a cool breeze. Driven by energy, my hair and pigtail are even ruffled. When I
practice the standing exercises, it seems as if my whole body is turning with
the Falun in my lower abdomen if I don't try to control my body. I have truly
experienced how supernormal and profound the Buddha Fa is in my life. I have read many books. Yet I had never seen the characters or letters in any
other book jumping. But the characters and letters in Zhuan Falun and
other Dafa books are alive. Sometimes all of the characters move, sometimes only
part of the characters move. They jump at a very high speed and look
extraordinary. I've also seen how Falun exists in other dimensions. I can't
describe how magnificent and beautiful it was. I've experienced many things
during my personal cultivation in Dafa. I can't tell about them all, especially
because there are no words to describe what I saw or experienced. Here, I'd like
to share one story. I hope people can learn something from it. Before I practiced Dafa, my bottom would tear whenever I had a bowel
movement. It often bled and medications could only alleviate the symptoms for a
while. No medicines or medical techniques could cure it permanently. This
condition made me very nervous, and I could not relax since it was torture for
me each time I went to the bathroom. My health worsened after 1994. My bottom was so painful that I couldn't sleep
at all. Although I was afraid of surgery, I had no choice but to have an
operation during the Chinese New Year. The results, however, were not good. It
was still painful and it still bled. I had to continue to take medication every
day. After I had practiced Dafa for some time, I suddenly realized that the
problem was gone. There was no more pain or bleeding. I didn't take any medicine
and I didn't spend one penny, yet I had become a healthy person. I wouldn't be
this healthy if I hadn't practiced Falun Dafa. I wouldn't be a truly good person
if I hadn't practiced Falun Dafa. September 30, 2005 Posting date: 10/12/2005
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