Different Thoughts of Two Fellow Practitioners Bring About Different Results
By a Dafa disciple from Shenyang City
(Clearwisdom.net) When exchanging experiences with fellow practitioners,
they suggested that I write down two fellow practitioners' stories. It may help
some practitioners, and it is also my responsibility to the Minghui (Clearwisdom)
website. Practitioner Zou obtained the Fa ten years ago. She once was a volunteer
Falun Gong exercise site assistant. Before 1999, she did a lot of things for
Dafa, and she was dedicated to spreading Dafa. After the persecution of Dafa
started, the police stayed at her house and stayed in a car downstairs to
monitor her. She could not find any fellow practitioners, and she became
confused. From then on, the police unceasingly harassed her. In 2002, she was
greatly shocked when she saw that some of her fellow practitioners were arrested
and sent to a forced labor camp. She found a job to keep her busy every day. The
time she gave to Dafa was limited. When she saw the fellow practitioners, she
said she was still practicing, but "the time spent clarifying the truth is
less." This spring when I saw her, she was filled with anxiety because her
husband had been made to retire early. She also said her parents who lived in
countryside did not have any income and her son hadn't gotten married yet. Her
human emotional ties appeared to be very strong. In October I heard that she had a stroke and was hospitalized. After her
husband lost his job in May, they went back to their hometown in the
countryside. After that, it was discovered that she had breast cancer. Then
suddenly she had a serious stroke. Right now she is lying in bed and cannot
move. She cannot say a word clearly and cannot communicate with others. She had
been taken advantage of by the evil because of her severe attachments. She still
cannot give up the attachments, but still claims she is a practitioner. The
result is that she holds onto godhood on one hand while she is still attached to
humanness on the other. It also negatively affected Dafa. Fellow practitioner Cheng is 78 years old this year. After the persecution
began, she saw that fellow practitioners were arrested and sent to a forced
labor camp. The attachment of fear controlled her. She had joined the
"Communist Youth League " in her childhood. Her family background was
that of a landowner, and she had graduated from a university and was an
intellectual (landowners and intellectuals were most severely persecuted during
the Cultural Revolution). She had even been imprisoned during the Cultural
Revolution. She was persecuted by the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) her whole
life, and even her children were implicated. Thus, she was very afraid of the
police. She stopped practicing for more than a year. During this period, she was
hospitalized many times. She became very frail and began to look much older than
before. She also said that she sent forth righteous thoughts, but it did not
cure her illness. When she practiced the exercises and sent forth righteous
thoughts, she could feel something tightening in her lower back, and it caused
shortness of breath. After she exchanged experiences with fellow practitioners and read Master's
recent articles, she gave up her attachments to illness. She intensively studied
the Fa every day. When her daughter did not let her read, she said, "My
life is given to me by Master. As long as I am alive, I will study the Fa. I
will not be attached to illness anymore." Then she led her entire family to
withdraw from the CCP, the Youth League and the Young Pioneers League. I went to see her in October of this year. Her change surprised me. She
looked like a completely new person. Her complexion was rosy and her eyes
sparkled. Her illness is completely gone. She is no longer thin and frail. When
she saw me, she did not talk about her health like before. Instead, all she was
concerned with was other practitioners' matters. Just because of her firm and
righteous faith in Master and Dafa, she was completely changed. The different thoughts of two fellow practitioners brought about
totally opposite results. It made me see this issue more clearly. The
cultivation of Dafa is very serious. Only when we follow Master's instruction
and keep righteous thoughts and righteous actions all the time, can we continue
to walk on the path of cultivation. From fellow practitioners, I witnessed
Dafa's miraculous and supernatural quality. What Master looks at is our heart
and mind. In the critical time of our Fa-rectification cultivation, I hope all of our
practitioners can cultivate more diligently. We cannot let the old forces and
dark minions use the so-called "test" to destroy Dafa disciples
anymore. I hope all of us can follow Master home. November 27, 2005
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