(Clearwisdom.net) In experience sharing articles about how westerners
became practitioners, many people have shared how they sought many answers, read
many books, tried different methods of cultivation, or had some bad attachments
before they were introduced to Falun Dafa. After reading Zhuan Falun
and practicing the five exercises, his or her life changed for the better.
I would like to honestly state all the contradictory feelings I had whilst
embarking on the long road of cultivation of the Fa, rather than detailing why I
decided to follow this cultivation method in the first place.
When I first read Zhuan Falun I did it with no expectations but just out
of curiosity, in an effort to understand the message contained therein. The
exercises were welcomed, especially as they appeared to be simple and were
similar to other Qi exercises I had previously tried.
The format of Zhuan Falun was unusual, as I expected the usual "how
to" manual
detailing all the benefits, but was most surprised to see that it was only a
translation of nine lectures given by the Master. At first I was a little
disappointed but decided to read the book from beginning to end with no belief
that it would change my life. After all it never set out to be a "how
to" Qi manual and indeed I was quite cynical that it could change my
thinking and the way I had already practiced.
I will be very candid. My first impression was, how could the Master claim
to know all the information shown in the book, after all he was only a man! I
also felt the benefits to be gained were dubious, but I persevered with this
cultivation method with no expectations at all. It was just yet another method I
would try!
I attended a practice site and continued the read both Falun Gong
and Zhuan Falun and felt no particular health benefits but I began to,
more importantly, understand the message of the Fa. I began to wonder how the
Master knew so much about so many things and gradually the realization came to
me of the great goodness of the Master and the Fa. I experienced no sudden
conversion. Rather the truth came to me like a beautiful dawn on a spring
morning. I will not give you any specific account of my attachments eliminated
or my improvement in health but what I will say is that I only realized the
changes in me by reflecting retrospectively on my progress after some time.
I did experience many dramatic incidents, where people close to me improved both
in health and character and there were three incidents where I was saved from
serious injury. Again it was only on reflection that I realized what had
happened and I was humbled by the goodness, truth and strength of the Fa.
I see and understand many things now, especially amongst my fellow
practitioners, and I have learned that I must have faith in Master, in that he
knows what is in the hearts of every practitioner, including me.
I had the attachment of trying to correct what I perceived to be failures in
those practitioners around me and became anxious if my efforts failed to have
the effect I thought they should have. Now I know that faith and righteous
thoughts can overcome anything.
Master said that each of us has his own personal journey and we are all at
different levels and behind each of his words there are many levels of
understanding. I found that I would try and find various passages in Master's
writings to justify what I now know to be a human stance or opinion, and to
quote them in support of those opinions. I realized that as each of the
Master's words are capable of deeper truths, depending on our level, then it
follows that we cannot and perhaps should not use Master's words in this way to
support what are after all just our human views.
My understanding of the Fa is changing continually and the last thing I
want to do is make everybody think or act in the same way I do, which in all
probability is inadequate
anyway!
In conclusion, we have all heard the words "the Fa is good", I would
like to add that I not only find it good but I find it beautiful! As my
understanding improves I see more of the beauty of the Fa, especially in the
simplicity of "Zhen, Shan, Ren." We should all do the three
things well and it is my belief that on my personal journey I have a duty to
spread the Fa as widely as possible, so that all sentient beings can perhaps
experience the same beauty I do.
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