A 59 year-old Farmer's Cultivation Experience Over the Past 3 Years
(Clearwisdom.net) I am a 59-year-old Falun Dafa practitioner from a
village in Panshi City, Jilin Province. I am very glad to be able to share
experiences with Dafa practitioners throughout the world on the Internet. I want
to share my experiences and changes over the past three and half years since
beginning Fa study to encourage everyone to strive forward and to improve in the
Fa. I only finished two years of school and cannot yet recognize very many
characters. Even though I do not write well, I have tried to write from my
heart. Before Fa study I always lived with the torture of pain. My body was full of
illnesses. I could not afford hospital treatment, so my sicknesses got worse and
worse. Bronchitis and asthma caused complications and heart disease. I had
already arranged for matters after my death. March 1, 2002, is a day that I will never forget as long as I live. One of my
practitioner relatives came to see me and said, "If you have a predestined
relationship with Dafa and you truly believe, maybe you still have hope." Even though my life had almost come to its end, nobody wants to die, and
everyone is afraid of going to hell. At the time my heart was touched, so I
agreed to let her teach me the exercises. I hadn't had a real meal for several
days then. I could not even stand up. I could hardly breathe at all. My relative
asked Master to strengthen me. Finally I stood up! But before I could start to
practice I weakened and fainted. In my mind I knew but could not speak,
"Master has begun to care for me. A thousand-pound boulder has fallen off
my back." After I regained consciousness I felt much more comfortable. I said to my
relative, "Master is now caring for me. You don't have to be afraid. If I
die today it has nothing to do with you. Tomorrow, please come again to teach me
the exercises." Just like that, no matter how uncomfortable I was, I persisted in practicing
the exercises and studying the Fa. Not only did I live, but my
health improved day by day. Master cleansed my body by making me get rid of
large quantities of infected mucus. Before that I usually dared not visit other
people, as they might be disgusted with all my congestion. Now I looked just
like a healthy person, without any visible signs that I had illnesses. Before New Year's Eve 2002, Master again eliminated my karma. For four days
and nights I had a high fever. I was not afraid. I told my spouse, "Don't
disturb me. It is Master cleansing my body. Don't tell the children. I will be
fine." Just like that, on the fifth day I got out of bed and resumed my normal Fa
study and exercises. Karma caused yellow fluid to ooze out of my face, but I did
not pay any attention to it. A few days later, I had fully recovered. Even though I began to study the Fa late in life, Master's kindness towards
me is just too great. All of my illnesses are gone. My skin has become finer.
Master truly picked me up from hell and made me reborn, with a new life. I
cannot repay Master's graciousness, so I can only strictly ask myself to follow
Master's requirements, with righteous thoughts and righteous actions, and to
cherish every day in this world. In the village there are lots of chores to do. I used my time for preparing
meals and washing clothes to recite the Fa. I can now recite Master's article
Lunyu and the poetry books Hong Yin I and II.
My recognition of written characters in the past was limited, and it would take
me about two months to read through Zhuan Falun. I asked for
Master's help: "one read-through in one month, then half a month." Now
I can read through the book once a week. This is Dafa's miracle! When I get sleepy while reading I drink cold water, wash my face, or wash my
head. After regaining my concentration I continue. I can go out to clarify the truth according to Dafa's
requirements. After seeing the changes in me, the villagers have correct
understandings of Dafa. After the "Nine Commentaries on
the Communist Party" came out, I told friends and relatives about the
Communist Party's evil acts described in the Nine Commentaries. Some of
them then published their declarations to quit the Party. The autumn harvest in our rural area occurred not long ago. I had not acted
strictly according to the Fa. There was some laziness showing. Gracious Master
again let other practitioners help me and correct me. Under Master's care and
protection I did not fall. My life was given to me by Master, by Dafa. It is not
for living an ordinary person's life. To waste time is the same as wasting life.
We must cherish every minute and every second to do well what we should do
during Fa-rectification. Fa-rectification is approaching the final stage. What is there to be attached
to? Everything is trivial; validating the Fa and rescuing sentient beings is
what matters most. Nothing can prevent me from doing the three things well and
to rescue all people that can be saved, to welcome the wonderful future, to
realize my oath, and follow Master to return home. December 09, 2005
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