Only When We Assimilate to Dafa Can We Truly Validate Dafa
By a Dafa practitioner in Heilongjiang Province
(Clearwisdom.net) Looking back at my experiences of validating the Fa
in the past several years, nothing stood out as an extraordinary event that
shook the world. However, I know in my heart that the situation is far more
significant than it appears. All the practitioners who followed Master this far
have done great things that can't be described even if they talked for three
days and three nights nonstop. As long as we are true cultivators, each one of
us has experienced Dafa's amazing supernatural effects. One day in 2003 a fellow practitioner told me that one of her colleagues is a
friend of the police officer in charge of the persecution of Falun Gong. The
colleague also told her to "be careful" because the authorities have
set a goal to arrest 50 practitioners; that anyone known to be a practitioner
will be arrested and sent to a forced labor camp. At that time I knew that I was
being watched, and I had some fear. Now, this colleague confirmed my concern,
and my attachment of fear suddenly became out of control. I felt that I could
not take it anymore. I rushed home and made some quick arrangements for my
children, and then I promptly left home and went into hiding. I was feeling as
if the evil had surrounded me. I had no choice but to leave. Right after I got
to the street, several police cars came in my direction. I did not dare to look
at them. I lowered my head and walked away. Apparently, these cars were not
coming for me. I moved into my niece's home. Sending forth righteous thoughts and practicing
the exercises was not as convenient for me as in my own home, so I spent most of
my time reading Dafa books. When I read "Lecturing on and Explaining the Fa
at the Metropolitan New York Fa Conference," I calmed down. Afterwards, I
called several fellow practitioners. I asked them how the "situation"
was. During the conversation they were so calm, as if nothing had happened. They
were calm and confident. I then realized that it was I that had not been
righteous; I had a strong fear and my mind was away from the Fa. Two days later
my mind stabilized, and I returned home. At home, I calmed down and reflected on myself. Why did I panic? Why were
others not affected, but I was? I stepped out of my mindset and examined my
recent thoughts. I was surprised by what I found. The root cause of my
overreaction was this: One day I had the thought that the local residential
administration people will search door-to-door for something. I thought: "I
should not let them see my Dafa books." This thought was already not right,
but I did not become alarmed by it. On the contrary, my mind became occupied by
it. So the old forces took advantage of this. The old forces have found that
some practitioners have a defensive mentality against persecution, and they told
me to hide the books. This suggestion somehow reinforced my fear and attachment.
Fellow practitioners even told me, "So the 'big action' must be for
real." My fear gradually grew; the more you fear the more false scenes the
evil creates. Some fellow practitioners (as influenced by the evil) may tell you
that "something" happened. Everything that happens around you seems
natural and real because they were created to test your heart. So everything you
see looks real and confirms your earlier notions. Master stated, "If these acquired notions become very strong, they will reverse their
role and dictate one's real thinking and behavior. At this point, a person may
still think that they are his own ideas. This is the case for almost all
contemporary people." ("For Whom do You Exist" in Essentials
for Further Advancement) After identifying the notion, I became a more solid believer in Master and
the Fa. Master said, "Your enlightened, original nature will automatically know what to
do." ("Expounding on the Fa" in Essentials for Further
Advancement) I realized that Master had resolved all the interference. I also knew that
after this experience, I walked a solid step forward along the path of
cultivation. This simple step laid a foundation for my future cultivation. When
I have righteous thoughts, the power of my sending forth righteous thoughts is
much stronger. On the third day after Chinese New Year in 2004 my uncle (mother's brother
and a practitioner) came to my home and told me that a village head asked him to
relay a message to me. The message was that I should hide away from home for the
near future because the 610 Office and the police wanted to arrest
me. This time I was much calmer because I recently increased my Fa study
efforts; my mind was quite righteous. I almost went to the "610
Office" to question them. (I had previously clarified the facts
to them.) However, because of some worries, I did not go. Now I know that I was
attached to the surface appearance and always wanted to get an answer from them.
With the help of fellow practitioners, I called the persons who were responsible
for this action, "I heard that you are looking for me, why?" She said
that the city government supplied my name to them. She kept talking nonsense to
me. I asked her, "What do you mean the police will have a campaign?"
At this moment, the phone suddenly went dead. I immediately became alerted,
"Wasn't I talking to the evil directly? Do I really want to negotiate with
the evil behind the human and expect an answer from them?" After realizing
this, I was able to deal with the issue with rationality. I told myself, "I
am Master's disciple; whoever has persecuted Dafa disciples will be
punished." How dare they make plans to arrest practitioners! This will make
it harder for everyday people to learn about Dafa. Based on this alone, the old
forces are committing a huge crime against Dafa. Therefore I must clear away all
the evil, dark minions and rotten demons behind the people and the police who
persecute practitioners, interfere with Fa-rectification and hinder our efforts
to save sentient beings. I must bring an end to all the old forces' involvement
in the sabotage. It doesn't matter what attachment I have; with Master and Dafa
as my guidance, no one else in the universe is qualified to test me. Everyone is
a being coming to assimilate to Dafa. Who has the right to test me? Master said
that we should deny the old forces from the most fundamental level. Therefore I
should not give the old forces any power; I should give even less weight to the
people who caused interference for me. Master said, " If anyone can harm you, he or she would be able to harm me. Put
simply, that person would be able to harm this universe." (Zhuan
Falun, 2000 translation version) My belief in this sentence has solidified my understanding. I knew that I
must unconditionally assimilate to Dafa. I am Master's disciple; therefore I
must listen to Master's every word. When encountering interference and
difficulties, I must calm down and examine myself. Why was I affected? I knew that I had some fear deep inside my heart. When clarifying the truth,
even to someone I knew, I didn't want to tell them my home address. I would just
tell them roughly where I lived. In the current environment there is nothing
wrong with my caution. However, I know better; my hesitation comes from pressure
and fear. Master said, "For cultivators at different levels, the Fa has different
requirements." ("Non-Omission" in Essentials
for Further Advancement) Master also said, "All matter in the universe, including all substances that permeate
the universe, are living beings with thinking minds, and all of them are forms
of existence of the universe's Fa at different levels. They do not let you
ascend. Though you want to ascend, you cannot. They just do not let you move
up. Why don't they let you move up? It is because your xinxing has not
improved. There are different criteria for every level. If you want to reach a
higher level, you must abandon your ill thoughts and clean out your filthy
things in order to assimilate to the requirements of the standard at that
level. Only by doing so can you ascend." ("Lecture One" in Zhuan
Falun) I know perfectly well that I cannot bring this fear to heaven. Now is the
time to get rid of this fear once and for all. After realizing that this
attachment has bothered me for six months, I suddenly felt relief. I felt that
the energy flow in my body became completely unobstructed. So the old forces
completely failed to take advantage of my fear and persecute me by using other
people. I once again validated what Master told us; that if you don't have that
thought, there is nothing they can do. I strengthened my belief in Master and Dafa. With Master's empowerment, I
broke through the interference of the old forces. Looking back, who could
remember that during the process, there was a so called "situation." After I went to Beijing to defend Dafa in 2000, the authorities illegally
sentenced me to one year of forced labor. During my detention I deviated from my
understanding and left Dafa. After I was released, I realized my mistake and
became rational. I came back to Dafa and stayed with Dafa right until today. I
rely on my determination, Fa study and examining every thought and behavior of
mine using Dafa. Of course, I also learned a lot from other practitioners'
lessons and have matured. I would like to express my most sincere gratitude to our great Master for his
benevolent salvation. A Chinese proverb says, "Experts see the real merit, outsiders only see
the surface." Every article by Dafa practitioners has a unique intrinsic
significance. I thank Minghui Weekly Journal for publishing all the good
articles. I also thank my fellow practitioners for helping me. Let's walk well
on the path of validating Dafa. We will show all the people how wonderful,
beautiful and bright Dafa really is. We will save the people of the world. February 27, 2006
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