(Clearwisdom.net) I was so fortunate to obtain the Fa in 1999. After doing the exercises and studying the Fa, several of my illnesses were rooted out, and I benefited from Dafa both physically and spiritually. From the time the persecution of Dafa started in 1999 until 2002, because of the attachment of fear, I did not have further contact with fellow practitioners. I could not keep up my xinxing, and I often played Mahjong games. As a result, I fell completely back into ordinary society. Only once in a while did I study some of the Fa and do the exercises--without my husband's awareness.
In 2003, I discovered a lump on my breast. After going to the hospital for a check-up, it was confirmed that it was breast cancer. After the operation, I was told that only chemotherapy could guarantee a cure. However, I could hardly endure it after one session of treatment. I kept throwing up and having diarrhea nonstop for one day and night. The chemotherapy treatment was such torture that I felt I would rather die than go through with it. The first time I had to have the needle inserted for the chemotherapy IV, the technician could hardly get it in. At one point, the needle even fell out, and the infusion squirted all over the bed. However, I was not enlightened to the fact that I should return to the path of cultivation. It was just because the chemotherapy made me so uncomfortable that I stopped getting the IV infusions and taking medication. No matter how my husband pleaded with me to through with it, I did not agree.
I thought of cultivation again. I started to hold myself to the standard of a Dafa disciple so as to rectify every single thing I said and did. I learned to send forth righteous thoughts to dismantle the persecution of the old forces against me, and I also understood how to be a Fa-rectification period Dafa disciple. I started to learn and recite Zhuan Falun. Thereafter, I got healthier and healthier. I took care of all the household chores. And I felt very lighthearted no matter what job I had to do. My husband did not believe that I was completely recovered. One year later, he asked me to go to the hospital to have a check up. Everything turned out to be normal.
On the eve of the 2004 Chinese New Year, the three of us went out, my son driving. All of a sudden, our vehicle drove off a bridge and fell through a hole in the ice. I was still reciting the Fa, sitting in the car. My forehead hit the windshield and smashed it. However, my forehead was okay, only my hands and feet were swollen and bruised. It hurt, but I could still walk. My husband's nose was bleeding and there were several scratches on his face. My son was alright, but the car was totally smashed and no longer ran. I was so thankful that Master had saved the three of us. The bridge was several meters high above the ice, but I was not scared at all.
That night, I limped to another practitioner's home, because the banners and truth-clarifying materials were all ready. The fellow practitioner said for us to go together to hang the banners. The next day was Chinese New Year's Day. I hung the banners at several intersections, where many people came and went. I also tacked up more than 30 truth-clarifying posters. Afterwards, I noticed I wasn't limping at all, and the swelling was all gone. I felt so light physically.
Every day I join the global time for doing the exercises and sending forth righteous thoughts at 6:00 a.m. At 1:00 p.m. I join the group study and sending forth righteous thoughts. After that, I go out in public to explain the truth about Falun Gong to people, give out truth-clarifying materials, and distribute copies of the Nine Commentaries on the Communist Party. Everywhere--including the park, the supermarket, the store, the taxi, the intersection where the students passed after school--are all places for me to clarify the truth. After that I talk to them about the Fa. And in the morning and at night, I memorize Zhuan Falun, Hong Yin, and other of Teachers lecturers. I do this everyday.
Every single step after I returned to my path of cultivation has been guided by Master's compassionate care. I feel so happy to be a practitioner. My understanding is that if you have a heart of compassion to save sentient beings, our great Master will arrange those who are predestined to be near you. I was thinking, "If there is a classmates gathering, I should for sure participate" and "I will definitely attend if there is a get-together for my classmates. I will participate and clarify the truth."
Not long after, a classmate called me out of the blue, saying "We need to have a reunion. Can you come?" When I was at the reunion, all my classmates said that I looked much younger than they did. I started to talk to them about the Nine Commentaries and quitting the CCP. Of the more than 60 people there, over 50 of them quit the CCP and/or its affiliated organizations. One young man asked, "Don't you feel scared talking to so many people?" I said, "I am clarifying the truth to you to save you. I do not feel scared, because I am doing this for your own good." He agreed to quit the Chinese Communist Party and its related organizations. Many classmates thanked me. I said, "If you want to say thank-you, please thank my Master."
