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The Innermost Thoughts of Young Practitioners from Kaohsiung, Taiwan (Part 2) By Falun Dafa practitioners from Kaohsiung City, Taiwan
(Clearwisdom.net) (Continued) Part 1: http://www.clearwisdom.net/emh/articles/2007/5/28/86188.html Student B: Fa-study Endows Me With Wisdom Master carefully and benevolently arranged for me to obtain Dafa. It is
indeed a miraculous process. My mentor and classmate introduced me to a nine-day
Falun Dafa class during the time I worked at a research institute. That is how I
began to practice Dafa. The more I studied Dafa books, the more I was able to look at things from a
higher moral perspective. It has been almost three years since I first started
practicing Dafa. I was not diligent during this period, but I gradually returned
to the righteous path of the cultivation after many incidents. Master often
tells us to take solid steps on the path of cultivation, sometimes in a serious
tone, as he has great expectations of us. I didn't pass all the tests, and I
feel upset, regretful and shameful. However, I always feel Master's compassion
from reading the Fa. Master always helps me to strengthen my
determination to overcome the tribulations. Through Fa-study I slowly discovered many attachments, such as jealousy and
complacency. Master benevolently arranged a role for me to play during the Fa-rectification.
Moreover, he pulled me up when I was tied down with fear and other human notions
and helped me successfully accomplish my Dafa work. I did not feel anything
different during the process, yet afterwards I realized that Master was guiding
me every step of the way! With newfound understanding, I will strive forward
ever more diligently and indeed do well with the three things Master
requires of us. "When disciples have ample righteous thoughts Thank you, Master, for your compassion! Student C: Articles on the Minghui Website Help Me to be More Diligent When I look back at the process of my obtaining Dafa I feel as if an
invisible hand was guiding me all along. After I took examinations at the
research institute, I had little hope of being admitted. During this period, I
picked up a copy of The Epoch Times newspaper at a train station,
and was fortunate to meet professor Yang and a fellow student from the institute
on the last day of admission. I was eventually admitted to the institute, and at
the same time, I started practicing Dafa. For a long time I had been looking for something to improve my mind so I
could obtain inner peace. After I started studying Dafa, I gradually developed
the feeling that I knew the right thing to do, and I have a direction in life.
It is as if Master were taking me home, holding my hand. I always remember
Master's words in everything I do, and Dafa helps me become more tolerant. I
feel really, really fortunate that I came across Master and Dafa. As a new practitioner, each time I read fellow practitioners' experience
sharing articles on the Minghui/Clearwisdom website, I feel that I am not
diligent enough. I should work harder to catch up with other practitioners. When
I didn't do well I got upset and I regret my lack of diligence and poor
enlightenment quality. When I witnessed other practitioners validating the Fa, I
was truly moved by their selfless acts and I also felt ashamed of myself. I
wondered why I allowed human notions to block me. However, Master is always
benevolent, and he guides me on the way home. I will seize the time, practice cultivation solidly and do well with the
three things Master requires of me. It has been more than two years since I first held the book Zhuan
Falun and started to practice cultivation. Dafa has since changed me
from an ignorant and arrogant youth to a person who has a clear mind and knows
what he truly wants in life. The spiritual and physical changes happening along
the way have been wonderful and magnificent. When I first started cultivation, I treated Western medicine lectures with an
extreme mindset based on the influence of human notions. I thought it was
low-grade, and that research methods of dissecting the human body were filthy.
Thus at the beginning, I approached Dafa for pursuing supernatural capabilities,
because I knew qigong could achieve some supernatural effect without having to
carry out dissections. After cultivating however, Master's words reminded me, "All the professions out there should exist, it's only that people are
short of integrity. It's not about what type of profession you are in."
("Transforming Karma" from "The Fourth Talk" of Zhuan
Falun) After continuously correcting my thoughts according to
Truthfulness-Compassion-Tolerance, I learned to respect and cherish my role as a
student in the medical area and I also discarded my previous extreme thoughts
about comparing different disciplines. Dafa helps me handle everything I come across with a healthy and mature mind.
However, when I first began cultivation, I thought my understanding about the
principles of Dafa were absolutely correct. I was stubborn and forgot that Dafa
principles become higher as one ascends in levels. What I know right now are
only principles I am allowed to understand now. Master already told us that Dafa
principles are boundless. My immature mentality created both large and small
tribulations for me and resulted in many losses. When I realized my
shortcomings, I felt ashamed because it reflects my low xinxing
level. At the same time I also felt fortunate to have the opportunity to see my
attachments and work hard to eliminate them, conduct myself according to
Truthfulness, Compassion, Tolerance, correct my thoughts and become a better
person. I have practiced Dafa for nearly three years. When I first encountered Dafa I
started on my own and I wobbled along. Because I did not study the Fa well and
my understanding of Fa principles was very superficial, and because of complex
temptations from ordinary society, I was not diligent for a long time and I was
only half a practitioner. Although I knew Dafa was good, I was often trapped in
ordinary people's notions, such as reputation and self-interest, struggling to
be better than others, and lust. I did not experience a fundamental change until
the last six months. About six months ago I realized many of my actions and notions disqualified
me from the sacred title, "Dafa disciple," so I decided to study the
Fa. I finished studying all of Master's articles within a few months. Continuous
Fa study helped me rapidly improve my understanding of Fa principles. I went
through tremendous physical and mental changes. I also came to realize the
magnificent mission of Dafa disciples. My body was filled with such pure and
righteous energy, which I felt throughout my body when sending forth righteous
thoughts. Sometimes my entire being radiated righteous thoughts when walking in
the street. My friends and classmates seemed to be affected by this pure and
righteous energy and asked me about Dafa. That was when I truly began living the
power of Dafa. The work I did to support Dafa-validating work at that time went
smoothly. Just as Master said, "In Fa-Rectification Your Thoughts Have to
be Righteous, Not Human." I finally understood why Master requires us to do the three things well. The
fundamental basis for righteous thoughts is diligently studying the Fa and doing
the Dafa exercises, which reflect in Fa-validating work. Benevolent Master helped me so I can keep up with Fa-rectification. I cannot
thank Master enough, and my grateful tears prevent me from speaking. At the same
time, I know the importance of studying the Fa, as Dafa is the foundation for
everything we do. Only by studying the Fa well can we do the three things well.
We cannot overlook anything but must truly live up to the title of Dafa
disciple, so we can fulfill Master's expectations of us, fulfill our mission,
and fulfill the hopes put on us by countless sentient beings waiting for
salvation. If we act with righteous thoughts and righteous actions, we will certainly be
able to follow Master back to our divine world! When I was young I studied Dafa along with my parents. I remember when I
joined a children's summer camp for the first time, my younger brother and I
quickly memorized and recited Hong Yin in order to get golden Falun Dafa
bookmarks. Although I could not understand Master's words at the time I felt
very happy when memorizing Dafa books. When xinxing tests arose, I would
remember Master's teachings from Hong Yin. I was sometimes diligent and
sometimes slack in my cultivation. My parents reminded me along the way, fellow
practitioners helped me, and I struggled and was jolted awake from time to time. I suffered from allergic asthma since a young age and often coughed so
severely that my parents had to take me to the ER. After studying Dafa, the
asthma disappeared and I became obviously healthier. I had lots of schoolwork in
my last year of high school, and many classmates came down with colds and had to
take some days off. The biology teacher led several students including me to
study the Fa and do exercises once a week, and we stayed healthy. Other students
saw it and joined us. When the SARS epidemic was rampant, I suddenly spiked a
fever of 39.5o C (103.1o F) and started coughing. My mother stayed with me and
told me to think of Master, and recite Lunyu and Hong Yin.
She and I sent forth righteous thoughts. I was dizzy and fell asleep listening
to the "Pu Du" and "Ji Shi" music. When I woke up, I was
soaked in sweat, the fever was gone and my mind had cleared up. I knew Master
had saved me again and I burst into tears. I was not diligent but Master was
still taking care of me. I felt the boundless Buddha's grace. After I went to college, I lived in the dormitory. The other practitioners
who were also my high school classmates went to different universities, and I
felt lonely. In the summer, we got together and studied the Fa and did the
exercises. I deeply felt the joy of studying the Fa and doing the exercises in a
group. I am a passive person and it's easy for me to slip into a despondent
state when I leave a group practice environment. Recently, I felt I wasn't
studying the Fa enough, so I studied the Fa after I got up in the morning before
going to classes. I noticed that each time after I study the Fa, physical and
mental changes would take place, and I would feel calmer and more grounded.
Whenever tribulations arose, I would think, "Have I assimilated to
Truthfulness-Compassion-Tolerance"? It's very helpful for inter-personal
relationships and class work. I'm able to make good choices and discipline
myself instead of going along with the tide. Dafa has changed me a great deal. Thank you, Master. My brother and I wish great Master happy birthday! My
younger brother is in his second year of high school. Student G: I Hope More People Can Come to Know that "Falun Dafa is
Good!"
Before I practiced Dafa, I would obsess about trivial things and calculate
personal gains and losses. I suffered from severe allergies, which eventually
exploded into a runny nose, bloodshot eyes and a distracted mind. During these
outbreaks, I would use more than a box of tissues per day, and the skin on my
nose would crust and fall off. My biology teacher in my third year of high school introduced me to Dafa. She
led us to do the exercises and study the Fa once a week. It was indeed a happy
and fulfilling year. When I was in college, an older classmate from the Medical
Science Department led me and another student to do the exercises for 30 minutes
each day at noon, and he often reminded me to study the Fa. After reading Zhuan
Falun, my thinking started to change and I felt that I did not need to mind
certain things as much. Experiencing some loss doesn't really matter, as it's
better to give than to gain! If I run into a problem I cannot solve, I
immediately pick up Zhuan Falun, read it word by word, and the
frustration disperses like dark clouds, and my mind clears up like the sky after
a thunderstorm. The change in mood surprises me, and I wonder, "Why was I
so angry a moment ago, and now I'm cool as a cucumber?" Later, I suddenly
realized that it's because I gave up the attachment. Falun Gong exercises also
have a great positive impact on me. I noticed the number of allergy outbreaks
decreased significantly and the severity was also reduced. Falun Gong is very
important for me. Falun Dafa is a truly great Fa, and I hope more people can
realize its wonders. When I was in high school in 2004, I suffered from frequent bouts of headache
and my biology teacher suggested that I practice Falun Gong. At first, I was
curious and wanted to learn about Falun Gong, so I followed some classmates to
do the exercises at the biology teacher's home. When I did the exercises for the
first time, I felt dizzy. Several practice sessions later, however, the
dizziness went away and my body felt warm during the exercises. The number of
headache attacks dropped within a few months! After studying Zhuan Falun, I knew that Falun Gong was more than just
exercises. It requires elevation of xinxing, and assimilating to
Truthfulness-Compassion-Tolerance. During the past few years, Dafa changed me
from being shy and withdrawn into a confident and outgoing person. Through Fa
study, I know what is pure and good, and my temper has improved. I no longer get
upset over trivial things. I am more responsible and I do not care as much when
an outcome is less than ideal. After eliminating pursuit, I have achieved more
than before. Falun Dafa is good. It has changed my view on life and brightened
my future life. I started practicing Dafa in my third year of high school. I was a student
leader and I would get angry whenever I saw fellow students do something wrong.
Sometimes I would even lose sleep over it. I often went to my biology teacher to
share my thoughts, and each time after chatting with her, I recovered peace of
mind. I thought, "Falun Gong must have really good guiding
principles." So I joined the other students and started practicing Falun
Gong. I felt very comfortable each time after doing the exercises and studying
the Fa. Although my legs hurt a lot during the meditation exercise, I would grit
my teeth, and afterwards, my body would feel lighter. I rarely got sick after
beginning cultivation practice, and when I do, I usually recover without any
intervention within two or three days. My skin has also become smooth, so I no
longer need to buy skin care products. I can now look at things with an open
mind, put others before myself, and not hurt other people out of self-interest.
My mind is calm each time after I study the Fa and I do not have any bad
thoughts. When I come across difficulties, I can handle them with a positive
attitude. I obtained the Fa during summer vacation of 2005. Mother and I are the only
family members in our home, and mother is also a fellow practitioner, but I
obtained the Fa three years after mother did. After my mother started practicing Dafa, she felt Dafa was a really wonderful
practice, so she encouraged me to practice with her. Unfortunately, due to
karmic interference, I kept telling my mother that I was not interested at all.
I said to her, "All of your fellow practitioners are old, because this is
something that only older people would be interested in." One night, I had a bad dream. A group of evil spirits clamped me down in my
bed and I could not move at all. I could not make any sound either. Numerous
hands attacked my neck and tried to suffocate me. I panicked and shouted in my
mind the names of Buddhas that I knew from before. I recited their names for a
long time but the dark hands' griping my neck did not loosen. Desperate, I
suddenly heard the song, "Falun Dafa is good," so I started singing
along. Instantly, my body started to glow and the evil spirits were destroyed
within the blink of an eye. My body slowly elevated, circled a few times in the
air and slowly descended on my bed. When I attended the nine-day Falun Dafa class in the summer of 2005, I was
quite reluctant. When I studied further, I discovered that Dafa was really good,
and now I'm really happy to be a Dafa disciple. Although I often encounter
conflicts and xinxing tests, I have changed over time and my world is now
wide and my thoughts are broad. I am able to think from different angles, think
from others' perspective and look inward to find my own shortcomings. I have
matured and am no longer a hotheaded girl. Thank you, Master, for protecting me, and saving me. My parents started practicing Dafa when I was young. At the time, I liked to
play and did not want to suffer. I knew that Dafa was good but it was difficult
for me to do as Master required. Recently (as I have not been diligent in Dafa practice), I started to feel
lost and afraid when I thought about where I would be in the future and the
purpose of life. I decided to create a cultivation environment and life for
myself. In the summer, I joined a group practice site for college students.
Through Fa study and experience sharing, I improved a lot, and I know how to
practice cultivation. After going to college however, schoolwork increased and
my cultivation state became unsteady. I was alerted because I realized I was
putting cultivation in second place. I would practice when I had time and not
practice when I got busy. This is wrong and I knew I must adjust myself. After cultivating Dafa for some time, I still have a major attachment that is
hard to let go -- lust. This attachment causes lots of frustration for me, and
for a while I wondered if there is a medicine that I could take to wipe it out.
When I studied the section, "A Calm Mind" in Zhuan Falun, I
felt my desires would lessen if I could improve my xinxing. I later
realized the demon of emotion is also interfering with me, and it would take
advantage of my gaps if I didn't vigilantly guard my character. I understand that cultivation involves constantly looking inward, constantly
changing myself and letting go of human notions. I am determined to discard
these deep-rooted attachments and follow Master home. Today, in a society with rapidly declining morals, Falun Dafa is a clear
stream that cleanses dusty hearts. The young students who cultivate Dafa have
all benefited from the practice. They display outstanding moral character as
well as academic achievements. I hope more predestined people can obtain Dafa as
soon as possible, and also benefit from the Dafa that illuminates all beings.
Posting date: 6/10/2007
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