Always Use Dafa as the Standard to Walk Well on the Path Arranged by Master
By a practitioner from Changchun, Liaoning Province
(Clearwisdom.net) In April 1997, two books were laid right in front of me
by accident. One of them was titled Book of Changes, the other one
was Zhuan Falun. Between the two, I chose Zhuan Falun.
The choice seemed accidental. In retrospect, however, I now understand that I
had waited for several lifetimes for that very moment, for the predestined
opportunity that would only come once in thousands of years. It was Master who
chose me. Everything was arranged by Master. Master is teaching Dafa now, and I
am very fortunate to have a human body in this lifetime. Furthermore, I have
heard the Buddha Law. Thank you, Master! At that time, I selected the chapters that I liked to read. (One should read
Dafa books straight through from cover to cover and not select which chapters to
read or omit.) My mind, however, was still purified. I was willing to discipline
myself according to Dafa, and I wanted to be a good person. After reading the
first section in Lecture One ("Genuinely Guiding People Toward High
Levels"), I understood that Falun Dafa was cultivation practice. Hence, I
felt a mental and physical lightness that I had never experienced before. From
then on, regardless of what I was doing or thinking, there was always Dafa as
the standard to measure everything. Thus, I knew exactly what I should and
should not do, and I learned to search inside myself. I often told myself and
Master, "I was wrong, but I can improve." During the next few years, mental tests would suddenly crop up. One test
after another, I was cleansed in the cultivation of Dafa. Whenever tests came,
it felt as if a knife was cutting through my heart. Although I knew I had
something that was not conforming to the principles of Dafa, I was still unable
to pass the tests smoothly. Tears would fall, and Master's Fa would
appear in my mind: "My truly cultivating disciples, what I have taught you is the Fa for
cultivation of Buddha and Dao. Nonetheless, you pour out your grievances to me
over the loss of your worldly interests, rather than feeling upset for being
unable to let go of ordinary human attachments. Is this cultivation? Whether
you can let go of ordinary human attachments is a fatal test on your way to
becoming a truly extraordinary being. Every disciple who truly cultivates must
pass it, for it is the dividing line between a cultivator and an everyday
person." ("True Cultivation" in Essentials for Further
Advancement) Master's Fa helped rectify every single thought and piece of my mind in a
timely manner. Whenever I slacked off a little bit, Master would give some me
hints. Whenever I did not know how to handle something, Master's Fa would appear
in front of my eyes. I went through changes every day. I was happy that I was
being showered with Master's mighty mercy. On July 20, 1999, the evil forces slandered Dafa and Dafa practitioners
everywhere. At that time, I felt very depressed and gloomy. I argued with
people, but back then I was powerless. I could bear all kinds of personal
ridicule, but I could not allow anybody to say anything against Master or Dafa.
I did not have any tears; neither did I have any fear. I only wanted to tell
people around me that it was not like what the government said. I had an
ordinary human mentality and felt impatient. Arguing with people made it even
harder for them to understand Dafa. After a while, I became calmer. Irritation
would not help solve the problem. I later understood that I was a Fa-rectification Dafa disciple and why I had
come to the Three Realms. By studying the Fa, I learned that I needed to use my
"wisdom, rationality and mercy" to tell people the truth about Dafa.
Hence, I distributed Dafa materials from house to house, day and night, rain or
shine. These materials told people what Dafa really is. Later I learned that
Dafa practitioners everywhere in the world had stepped forward to tell people
the truth about Dafa to offer salvation to sentient beings. In going to
Tiananmen Square in Beijing, some practitioners were sentenced to jail terms,
forced labor, or were even tortured to death. I cried, and not only once. I
started to understand the difficulty that Master faced in Fa-rectification.
"Focusing on studying the Fa and following Master closely," Dafa
practitioners did not walk away. Assisting Master in Fa-rectification is our responsibility. While offering
salvation to sentient beings, we need to cultivate ourselves well. Master has
told us time and again that we must study the Fa well and more often. At one
time, I was not very firm and did not study the Fa well. Once in a test of
emotion, I failed the test and let the evil forces find some gaps in my
cultivation. Another time, I failed to maintain a clear mind, and my emotions
were controlled by the evil. At that time, Master wrote new articles and I read
them. On many occasions, Master appeared in my dreams or gave me hints in my
daily life. I said more than one time to Master and myself, "I was
wrong." Yet, Master did not give up on me. He gave me more chances. Thank
you, Master! Master's arrangements have always seemed accidental to me, and yet they seem
to be helping me to mature. In October 2004, I set up a materials distribution
center. There wasn't much planning or thought put into it, but the following
words have always echoed in my ears: "Must walk on the right path. Must
walk on the right path." My body felt different than before. I have
constantly used the Fa to measure my thoughts. "I should not slack off;
neither should I go astray," I thought. I learned that this kind of
opportunity was not going to be around forever. Things that made my emotions go
up and down only the day before now melted completely in front of Master and
Dafa. I found my true self again. I learned how to operate a computer, bought
the necessary materials, and learned how to fix the equipment when it broke
down. In a few days everything was ready to go. I could do things well when I
knew how to do them. Master arranged for someone to help me do things that I did
not know how to do. I used Dafa to measure all my thoughts, and I walked on the
path arranged by Master. Everything was done by Master; I only needed to have
the will. During the past two years, under the merciful protection of Master, I have
been smoothly walking on the path to save sentient beings. I have a job,
children, and other family members to take care of. I have studied the Fa,
practiced the exercises, and also made Dafa materials. (Making Dafa materials
includes downloading materials from the Internet, helping people to withdraw
from the CCP, writing articles, printing and copying materials, buying
materials, fixing machines, etc.) Every day I sleep only a little. Sometimes I
do not have time to sleep at all during the evening, but I still had to go to
work the next day. Nevertheless, the day's work still has to be accomplished. I
live in a small town. Few people in the nearby villages knew the truth of Dafa.
Although I made Dafa materials every day, it was still not enough. Doing
everything by myself did not seem to be sufficient, but I did not have time to
study the Fa and practice the exercises. After discussing this with fellow
practitioners, we set up more centers for Dafa materials, which helped a lot. I
learned that we practitioners should make Dafa materials by ourselves. We should
not rely on anyone. If there are technical difficulties, we should learn how to
handle them immediately. We should constantly improve our xinxing,
so Master will come help us. Master has told us to study the Fa regardless of how busy we are . If we best
use our time, we can find time. I wrote down Master's lectures in a small
notebook by copying one paragraph per day. On my way to work, on the bus, or on
business trips, I memorize Master's lectures. My brain is full of Fa that
constantly appears in my head. Therefore, I am able to measure my thoughts with
the Fa and melt into the Fa all times. Everything is arranged systematically. I
follow Dafa all the time. Hence, I have made good achievements at work and have
harmonious relations with family members and friends. I understand that Dafa
practitioners are assisting Master in the Fa-rectification. When we can walk
well on the path arranged by Master, we will get what we need. When I went out
shopping for materials, I could always find convenient transportation. Sometimes
I would come across some acquaintances to help me carry the materials when I
bought a large quantity. I also understand that practitioners need to have
righteous thoughts all the time. I sometimes would doze off, and I did not even wake up at midnight to send
forth righteous thoughts. I felt tired. Using Dafa as the standard, I knew that
it was not right. However, that condition lasted for a long time. I needed very
strong determination to overcome it. "When disciples have ample righteous
thoughts Master has the power to turn back the tide." ("The
Master-Disciple Bond" from Hong Yin II). Now,
Master has helped me walk out of that condition. Master has done for us countless things. We have no reason not to be diligent
in our cultivation. There are still many areas in which I have not done well.
When writing this, I had a strong righteous thought: "Master, help me to
improve. I should always measure things with the Fa, and walk on the path
arranged by Master." If I have said something incorrect, please point it
out to me. Written on May 19, 2007
Chinese version available at
http://www.minghui.org/mh/articles/2007/5/20/155215.html
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