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A New Practitioner's Cultivation Experience By a practitioner from China's Shandong Province
(Clearwisdom.net) I had the good fortune to start practicing Falun Dafa
in 2006. Some time before that, my parents had passed away, first one, then the
other. In the intervening years, I felt very depressed, and I often lost my
temper in front of my husband and children. They didn't like me. A practitioner
lent me the book Zhuan Falun, and after reading it, I started
to realize my problem. I apologized to my family and from then on I behaved as I
understood a practitioner should. In the meantime, I felt grateful for the help
of the practitioner who had lent me the book. With that person's help, I finally obtained my own copy of Zhuan Falun.
I read it with great thirst, feeling like an orphan who has wandered around for
many years and finally found family. I didn't know how to express this but to
say in my heart, "Master, thank you, thank you for pointing the way home to
me." Dafa is something I've really been looking for. I will strive hard to
follow Master home. Later I obtained a copy of Hong Yin and other articles
written by Master. I will cherish this predestined relationship, study the Fa,
send forth righteous thoughts, and clarify the truth. Though at
first I could not clarify the truth to people face to face, I wrote
truth-clarifying phrases on currency. I know that it's urgent to save sentient
beings. Though I understand some of the principles of the Fa, I could not
explain them to others clearly. So I began to tell my family and others I met
about the changes I experienced after I started to practice Falun Dafa - how
my bad temper lessened and my health improved. I helped them to understand the
beauty and wonder of Dafa, and helped them to quit the Chinese Communist Party (CCP)
and its related organizations in order to safeguard their lives and be saved. In the article "Solid Cultivation" (Hong Yin), Master
said, "Study the Fa and gain the Fa, Focus on how you study and cultivate,
Let each and every thing be measured against the Fa. Only then, with that, is
it actually cultivation." In Zhuan Falun Master talked about how a worker from a factory
returned what he had taken from the factory, which made me think of one thing
that I regret: I once had come across a wallet, which had over 50 yuan
in it. Money was very important to me. Since my mother was not in good health,
all our income was spent on her medical expenses. Therefore even when the owner
was looking for it, I didn't give it back to him. This had become a problem in
my heart. I wanted to pay him back and ask for his forgiveness, and I planned to
give him 500 yuan as interest, as if he had saved that money in the bank. I
searched for this person everywhere. I didn't know his name, and I only knew he
was about 60 years old. Later I heard that he might have passed away. How could
I pay this debt back? I thought about it, and donated that money to other
practitioners to make more truth-clarifying materials to save more sentient
beings. Another practitioner said, "Good. How could humans not make
mistakes? You know that it was wrong, and then correct it." Master said in "Fa Teaching at the 2007 New York Fa Conference", "To those Dafa disciples who have just obtained the Fa, I say that you
are so fortunate. Do you know what kind of group you have joined? These
cultivators have made it to today after going through the harshest of tests. Of
course, this persecution hasn't ended yet, but the evil is no longer so abundant
or rampant, and the pressure is no longer so great. However, it won't be that
just because you have entered [Dafa] only recently the standard of cultivation
will be lowered for you. So in cultivation you must try hard to do the three
things that Dafa disciples should do well, and at the same time save sentient
beings and fulfill the roles that Dafa disciples should. In order to do these
things well, you must study the Fa well. Make great efforts at studying the Fa,
and you will be able to keep up with the progress of Fa-rectification, and you
will in an impressive manner become a Dafa disciple who befits that name and is
of the Fa-rectification period."June 27, 2008 Posting date: 7/13/2008
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